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shmfonw me thn zouzou21 einai polu eukolotero kai pio grigoro gia mena .kathisterv polu me ta ellhnika kai den exw apleto xrono gia mia apantish.den einai kai toso diskolo na ta diabaseis eksikiosh thelei.

exw pantreutei me politiko kai tha sou pw apo empiria.oi beres einai asxetes me ton politiko kai na mhn exeis den sou tis zitaei kanenas.sou diabazoune ton nomo peri tou gamou kai ti ypoxreoseis exeis san pantremenos kai pos tha megaloseis ta paidia.(oti leei o nomos)einai 2 lepta upothesh kai meta upofrafeis ta xartia.ayto einai oute beres oute nai dexome tipota tetio.an theleis esei bazete beres.den sou tis zitaei kanenas kai den upoxreouse na baleis.

kale ti to taizei bre lala :laugh: me bazeis se skepseis tora.terez einai oi ufasmatines panes pou tis pleneis legomenes kai oikologikes

kale ti to taizei bre lala :laugh: me bazeis se skepseis tora.terez einai oi ufasmatines panes pou tis pleneis legomenes kai oikologikes

EYXARISTW POLU GIA THN APANTISH .SKEUTOME NA PARW EPANAXRISIMOPOIOUMENES PANES KAI DEN GNORIZA POSO EINAI MEXRI TA 10 KILA POU EINAI TO PRWTO NOUMERO.ARA UPOLOGIZW ENA XRONO PANW KATW.EUXARISTW KAI PALU

EYXARISTW POLU GIA THN APANTISH .SKEUTOME NA PARW EPANAXRISIMOPOIOUMENES PANES KAI DEN GNORIZA POSO EINAI MEXRI TA 10 KILA POU EINAI TO PRWTO NOUMERO.ARA UPOLOGIZW ENA XRONO PANW KATW.EUXARISTW KAI PALU

KORITSIA GIA PITE MOU LIGO POSON MHNWN EINAI PERIPOU ENA MWRO 10 KILWN?

PROTA APOLA PIO EINAI TO ONOMA?DEYTERON PREPEI NA TO PEIS STON ANTRA SOU EKTOS KAI AN KSEREIS POLU KALA THN APOPSH TOU .TRITON THA TO SIZITISEIS OPOS KAI DIPOTE KAPOTE ME TON ANTRA SOU GIAUTO SKEPSOU AN EINAI POLU TIS PARADOSHS KAI DEN KANEI PISW NA TOU PROTINEIS DUO ONOMATA ME DIKEOLOGI A)TOU LES TO PAIDIKO SOU BIOMA KAI PERIMENEIS NA TO SEBASTEI B)TOU LES OTI THELEIS NA TO TAKSEIS SE MIA AGIA GIA KAPOION LOGO (BRES ESU KATI PISTIKO) TETARTON AN DEN GINEI TIPOTA BRES TO PIO OREO UPOKORISTIKO KAI NA FONAZEIS ETSI TO PAIDAKI SOU.

PROTA APOLA PIO EINAI TO ONOMA?DEYTERON PREPEI NA TO PEIS STON ANTRA SOU EKTOS KAI AN KSEREIS POLU KALA THN APOPSH TOU .TRITON THA TO SIZITISEIS OPOS KAI DIPOTE KAPOTE ME TON ANTRA SOU GIAUTO SKEPSOU AN EINAI POLU TIS PARADOSHS KAI DEN KANEI PISW NA TOU PROTINEIS DUO ONOMATA ME DIKEOLOGI A)TOU LES TO PAIDIKO SOU BIOMA KAI PERIMENEIS NA TO SEBASTEI B)TOU LES OTI THELEIS NA TO TAKSEIS SE MIA AGIA GIA KAPOION LOGO (BRES ESU KATI PISTIKO) TETARTON AN DEN GINEI TIPOTA BRES TO PIO OREO UPOKORISTIKO KAI NA FONAZEIS ETSI TO PAIDAKI SOU.

EPREPE NA TO ESOZES KAI NA TO ESTELNES ME TO POU ERXOTANE MPAM MPAM :laugh: :laugh: :laugh: MHN SE PAREI KAI WRA NA TO KSANAGRAPSEIS .KATALABENW TA NEYRA POU THA EIXAIS .PROXTHES EPAIZA OLH MERA ENA PAIXNIDI KAI EKANE DIAKOPH GIA TRIA DEUTEROLEPTA AUTO HTAN TA EXASA OLA AFOU DEN EIXA SOSEI TIPOTA NA DEIS EKEI NEURA .....

EPREPE NA TO ESOZES KAI NA TO ESTELNES ME TO POU ERXOTANE MPAM MPAM :laugh: :laugh: :laugh: MHN SE PAREI KAI WRA NA TO KSANAGRAPSEIS .KATALABENW TA NEYRA POU THA EIXAIS .PROXTHES EPAIZA OLH MERA ENA PAIXNIDI KAI EKANE DIAKOPH GIA TRIA DEUTEROLEPTA AUTO HTAN TA EXASA OLA AFOU DEN EIXA SOSEI TIPOTA NA DEIS EKEI NEURA .....

ANNAKI MEGIA TIS LAMPES:laugh: :laugh: :laugh: GELASA POLU PROXTHES ME TO MINIMA SOU .EPITELOUS TA KATAFERES:lol:

ANNAKI MEGIA TIS LAMPES:laugh: :laugh: :laugh: GELASA POLU PROXTHES ME TO MINIMA SOU .EPITELOUS TA KATAFERES:lol:

KAI EGW KAPNIZA PRIN THN EGUMOSINH.OTAN APOFASISAME OMOS ME TON ANTRA MOU NA KANOUME PAIDI TO EKOPSA AMESOS KAI AS MHN HMOUNA AKOMA EGUOS.HTHELA NA KATHARISEI O ORGANISMOS MOU PRIN MPEI EKEI MESA TO PAIDI MOU.DEN TOLMOUSA NA SKEUTW OTI MEXRI NA KATALABW OTI EIMAI EGUOS THA KAPNIZA KAI THA TO EPIBARINA.AKOMA APO THN ARXH DEN HTHELA NA EIMAI OUTE KAN PATHITIKH KAPNISTRIA .DEN EIMAI UPERBOLIKH APLA KSERW TI KANEI O KAPNOS KATI POU PROSPATHOUME OLOI MAS NA SIGALIPSOUME GIA NA MHN NIOTHOUME ASXHMA .DEN MPORW NA PW OTI MOU HTAN DISKOLO ,ISOS LIGO STHN ARXH ,APLA EBALA TO PAIDI PANW APO MENA.TORA SIXENOME TO TSIGARO DEN AFINW KANENAN NA KAPNIZEI KONTA MOU KAI MESA STO SPITI MOU(OUTE TON ANTRA MOU,POU KAI AUTOS TO EXEI ELATOSEI KATA POLU)KAI DEN KATALABENW KATHOLOU TI TOU BRISKOUN OI ALOI .EINAI TOSO OREA NA MHN KAPNIZEIS DEN BROMAEI TO STOMA MOU ,DEN EINAI KITRINA TA XERIA MOU,DEN BROMANE TA ROUXA MOU,TA DONTIA MOU EINAI ASPRA,DEN EKSARTOUME APO KATI,NIOTHW ELEUTHERH KAI OREA KAI KIRIOTERO DEN BAZW TO DILITIRIO MESA MOU .

KAI EGW KAPNIZA PRIN THN EGUMOSINH.OTAN APOFASISAME OMOS ME TON ANTRA MOU NA KANOUME PAIDI TO EKOPSA AMESOS KAI AS MHN HMOUNA AKOMA EGUOS.HTHELA NA KATHARISEI O ORGANISMOS MOU PRIN MPEI EKEI MESA TO PAIDI MOU.DEN TOLMOUSA NA SKEUTW OTI MEXRI NA KATALABW OTI EIMAI EGUOS THA KAPNIZA KAI THA TO EPIBARINA.AKOMA APO THN ARXH DEN HTHELA NA EIMAI OUTE KAN PATHITIKH KAPNISTRIA .DEN EIMAI UPERBOLIKH APLA KSERW TI KANEI O KAPNOS KATI POU PROSPATHOUME OLOI MAS NA SIGALIPSOUME GIA NA MHN NIOTHOUME ASXHMA .DEN MPORW NA PW OTI MOU HTAN DISKOLO ,ISOS LIGO STHN ARXH ,APLA EBALA TO PAIDI PANW APO MENA.TORA SIXENOME TO TSIGARO DEN AFINW KANENAN NA KAPNIZEI KONTA MOU KAI MESA STO SPITI MOU(OUTE TON ANTRA MOU,POU KAI AUTOS TO EXEI ELATOSEI KATA POLU)KAI DEN KATALABENW KATHOLOU TI TOU BRISKOUN OI ALOI .EINAI TOSO OREA NA MHN KAPNIZEIS DEN BROMAEI TO STOMA MOU ,DEN EINAI KITRINA TA XERIA MOU,DEN BROMANE TA ROUXA MOU,TA DONTIA MOU EINAI ASPRA,DEN EKSARTOUME APO KATI,NIOTHW ELEUTHERH KAI OREA KAI KIRIOTERO DEN BAZW TO DILITIRIO MESA MOU .

den to pisteuw xthes eixa authn thn shzitish me ton antra mou gia ta paixniadia pou paizame mikra.einai telio na ta blepeis kai se binteaki.ta perissotera ta eixame pei pantos xthes.modern_mommy oute sto mialo mas na hsouna.

den to pisteuw xthes eixa authn thn shzitish me ton antra mou gia ta paixniadia pou paizame mikra.einai telio na ta blepeis kai se binteaki.ta perissotera ta eixame pei pantos xthes.modern_mommy oute sto mialo mas na hsouna.

tha sas pw kai egw panw katw to ti pisteuw.pisteuw oti uparxei theos ....alla den tha analisw edw pos kai ti .pisteuw oti o theos mas ekane toso diaforetikous apo ta ala zwa kai mas prikise me pola xarismata .ena apo auta einai to mialo mas kai oti mporoume na epileksoume thn shmperifora mas kai thn zwh mas oti den kathodigoumaste mono apo to enstikto.apo thn stigmh pou mporoume na orisoume thn zwh mas kai thn mira mas kai mas exei dosei kai kapoies basikes didaxes pou stirizonte sto na agapame emas kai ton plision mas (genika ta lew gia na mhn anaptixthw) den exei kamia euthinei gia oti kanoume emeis ston kosmo mas.exoume to mialo kai ta efodia gia to kalo kai to kako kai prepei na ta bgaloume pera monoi mas.giauto den eimai uper tou ritou pou leme "giati thee mou se mena?" h to "pou einai o theos edw "den einai h ntanta mas gia na diorthonei ta kakos kimena oute na katharizei auta pou kanoume emeis mpaxalw.prepei na mathoume na zoume me tis shnepies twn praksewn mas kai na prospathoume panta gia to kalhtero giati emeis orizoume to melon mas to paron mas kai katepektash thn zwh mas.den theorw oti epidei ginete kapou polemos kai skotononte paidia oti den uparxei theos ...apla einai apotelesmata twn praksewn twn anthropwn kai an threloume na stamatisei prepei emeis na to stamatisoume kai na mhn perimenoume thn theia bohthia.mas prikise me tetia efodia pou mporoume na antidrasoume kai na drasoume den hmaste san ta ala zwa pou aplos epibionoun sto peribalon .

tha sas pw kai egw panw katw to ti pisteuw.pisteuw oti uparxei theos ....alla den tha analisw edw pos kai ti .pisteuw oti o theos mas ekane toso diaforetikous apo ta ala zwa kai mas prikise me pola xarismata .ena apo auta einai to mialo mas kai oti mporoume na epileksoume thn shmperifora mas kai thn zwh mas oti den kathodigoumaste mono apo to enstikto.apo thn stigmh pou mporoume na orisoume thn zwh mas kai thn mira mas kai mas exei dosei kai kapoies basikes didaxes pou stirizonte sto na agapame emas kai ton plision mas (genika ta lew gia na mhn anaptixthw) den exei kamia euthinei gia oti kanoume emeis ston kosmo mas.exoume to mialo kai ta efodia gia to kalo kai to kako kai prepei na ta bgaloume pera monoi mas.giauto den eimai uper tou ritou pou leme "giati thee mou se mena?" h to "pou einai o theos edw "den einai h ntanta mas gia na diorthonei ta kakos kimena oute na katharizei auta pou kanoume emeis mpaxalw.prepei na mathoume na zoume me tis shnepies twn praksewn mas kai na prospathoume panta gia to kalhtero giati emeis orizoume to melon mas to paron mas kai katepektash thn zwh mas.den theorw oti epidei ginete kapou polemos kai skotononte paidia oti den uparxei theos ...apla einai apotelesmata twn praksewn twn anthropwn kai an threloume na stamatisei prepei emeis na to stamatisoume kai na mhn perimenoume thn theia bohthia.mas prikise me tetia efodia pou mporoume na antidrasoume kai na drasoume den hmaste san ta ala zwa pou aplos epibionoun sto peribalon .

koritsia sas euxariste polu gia thn ipostiriksh sas ,shmera eimai kalhtera .....ebala skoupa kai lew na ta kataferw na balw kai sidero giati ta plimena ksexilizoun apo pantou.sissiw nai kalhtera na to riksw sthn trelh exeis dikio ....an den mporw na kounithw na lew "ante pali ksapla tha thn bgalw shmera.exthes me thn bohthia tou antrouli mou kaname os ta misa kai to xristougenniatiko dentro an kai thelei akoma pola panw tou.siga siga ola ginonte.

koritsia sas euxariste polu gia thn ipostiriksh sas ,shmera eimai kalhtera .....ebala skoupa kai lew na ta kataferw na balw kai sidero giati ta plimena ksexilizoun apo pantou.sissiw nai kalhtera na to riksw sthn trelh exeis dikio ....an den mporw na kounithw na lew "ante pali ksapla tha thn bgalw shmera.exthes me thn bohthia tou antrouli mou kaname os ta misa kai to xristougenniatiko dentro an kai thelei akoma pola panw tou.siga siga ola ginonte.

koritsia euxaristw gia tis apantiseis sas.to kserw oti einai thema ormonwn kai oti exw kourastei polu kai mou bgenei se klama kai apelpisia.einai polu diskolo na mhn mporeis na kaneis ta aparetita kai na akous apo ales oti douleuane mexri na gennisoun.einai apo swma se swma kai pos kataponite ?den kserw.apla thelw na teliosei grigora giati den antexw alo.einai pola auta pou pernane apo to mialo mou shnexia fobos gia thn genna ,fobos gia thn ugeia tou ,fobos gia to meta.kserete kai esis sigoura pisteuw oti panw katw ta idia pername oles.thouli mou ton katalaba mesa mou apo thn 14 eudomada ,einai polu atakto mikro kai polu zoiro,tora apo ton eudomo kai meta me exei trelanei den hremei sxedon katholou kai idika to brady.klotsaei pantou dunata sta pleura mou pros ta katw kai exei boleutei sta plagia apo aristera pros ta deksia etsi pou ta podia tou me ponane polu.h kathe kopela esthanete diaforetika pisteuw to mwro mesa ths kai den mporw na shgrinw me kapoia alh.to kserw oti to agapaw polu ,apla den exw akousei kamia na milaei stomwro pou exei mesa ths kai na tou leei "stamata epitelous ".kai h plaka einai oti otan den kouniete fobame oti kati epathe.

koritsia euxaristw gia tis apantiseis sas.to kserw oti einai thema ormonwn kai oti exw kourastei polu kai mou bgenei se klama kai apelpisia.einai polu diskolo na mhn mporeis na kaneis ta aparetita kai na akous apo ales oti douleuane mexri na gennisoun.einai apo swma se swma kai pos kataponite ?den kserw.apla thelw na teliosei grigora giati den antexw alo.einai pola auta pou pernane apo to mialo mou shnexia fobos gia thn genna ,fobos gia thn ugeia tou ,fobos gia to meta.kserete kai esis sigoura pisteuw oti panw katw ta idia pername oles.thouli mou ton katalaba mesa mou apo thn 14 eudomada ,einai polu atakto mikro kai polu zoiro,tora apo ton eudomo kai meta me exei trelanei den hremei sxedon katholou kai idika to brady.klotsaei pantou dunata sta pleura mou pros ta katw kai exei boleutei sta plagia apo aristera pros ta deksia etsi pou ta podia tou me ponane polu.h kathe kopela esthanete diaforetika pisteuw to mwro mesa ths kai den mporw na shgrinw me kapoia alh.to kserw oti to agapaw polu ,apla den exw akousei kamia na milaei stomwro pou exei mesa ths kai na tou leei "stamata epitelous ".kai h plaka einai oti otan den kouniete fobame oti kati epathe.

Δεν ξέρω πως να σας το περιγράψω αυτό που νιώθω για να το μοιραστώ μαζί σας και να με καταλάβετε .αγαπάω πολύ το μωράκι μου και το περιμένω πως και πως να έρθει στον κόσμο ,φοβάμαι πολύ μην πάθει κάτι ώσπου να το γεννήσω (τόσα ακούω καθημερινά) όμως γιατί αισθάνομαι ότι είμαι «κακία» μάνα ?ακούω όλες τις κοπέλες να λένε ότι όταν αισθάνονται τα μωράκια τους χαίρονται και είναι καταπληκτικό συναίσθημα .εγώ κάθε μέρα κάθε βράδυ κλαίω από την απελπισία και τον πόνο που μου προκαλεί η κάθε του κλοτσιά η ενεργετικοτητα του μέσα μου .γιατί δεν απολαμβάνω αυτό που ζω ?γιατί πονάω τόσο πολύ όταν κλοτσάει και κουνιέται γιατί δεν το αντέχω άλλο όλο αυτό ?δεν μπορώ καλά καλά να κάνω 100 μέτρα με τα πόδια και κουράζομε τόσο πολύ που είμαι έτυμη να κάτσω κάτω .δεν μπορώ να αντεπεξέλθω στο σπίτι μέσα να μείνω όρθια να κάνω σίδερο .νιώθω ότι δεν αντέχω άλλο να τον κουβαλάω και λέω αν θέλει ας βγει από τώρα και ας είμαι στις αρχές του όγδοου μήνα .εκνευρίζομε και ξεσπάω με το παραμικρό στον άντρα μου και δεν μου φταίει ο καιμενος .νιώθω χαλιά και περιμένω πως και πως να περάσει αυτό το μαρτύριο .είμαι υπερβολική σε ότι νιώθω ?είμαι υπερβολική όταν λέω ότι κάθε βράδυ που δεν μπορώ να βολευτώ να ξεκουραστώ και το μωρό βάζει όλη την δύναμη του να κλοτσάει και να γυρνάει πονάω τόσο που κλαίω ?δεν ξέρω αν μπορείτε να με καταλάβετε η με ακούτε σαν μια αγνώμονα που δεν χαίρεται αυτό που έχει .αυτό που έχω καταλάβει όμως είναι ότι η εγκυμοσύνη δεν είναι η πιο ευχάριστη περίοδος στην ζωή μιας γυναίκας ,είναι επώδυνη και εξαντλητική από άποψη και σωματική και ψυχολογική .

TO KAKO EINAI OTI DEN KSEROUME TI SHMBENEI PISW APO THN OTHONH TOU UPOLOGISTH MAS.TI PERNAEI O ALOS TI KATASTASEIS BIONEI KATHIMERINA KAI BGAZOUME AUTHERETA SHMPERASMATA.DEN MPOROUNE TA ATOMA POU GNORIZONTE MESA APO ENA TETIO PSIXRO MESO NA DETHOUNE PRAGMATIKA PISTEUW GIATI PANTA THA UPARXEI H APOSTASH POU TA XORIZEI H ELIPSH EMPISTOSINHS KAI H APORIPH SE KAPIA ARNISH POU BLEPOUN.DEN MPOROUNE NA KSEROUN TI SHMBENEI PISW APO MIA OTHONH H PISW APO ENA TLEFONO.EDW THN KOLITH MAS EXOUME DIPLA H THN ZOUME POLA XRONIA KAI KAPOIES FORES APOROUME GIA THN SHMPERIFORA THS THN KRINOUME KAI META OTAN MAS EKSIGEI TOUS LOGOS KATALABENOUME THN STASH THS POU DEN EXEI NA KANEI ME THN FILIA MAS ALLA ME THN ZWH POU KAPOIES FORES MAS APOMAKRINEI.EDW TON ADERFO MAS EXOUME DIPLA KAI KANOUME MHNES NA TON DOUME KAI NA TOU MHLISOUME LOGO TON DOULIWN TWN UPOXREOSEWN TOU ANXOUS KAI TWN TOSN ALON PRAGMATWN POU O KATHE ENAS PERNAEI SPITI TOU.POSO MALON ENAN ANTHROPO POU TON KSEROUME OUSIASTIKA ELAXISTA KAI MAS KSEREI ELAXISTA.OXI OTI DEN TON AGAPAME KAI OTI DEN TON NIAZOMASTE ALLA H KATHIMERINOTHTA TOU KATHENA EINAI DIAFORETIKH TA PROBLHMATA TO TREKSIMO KAI OI UPOXREOSEIS SE KANOUN APOMAKRH.KAI META LES "GIATI AUTOS DEN ENDIAFERTHIKE?GIATI DEN ME EPSAKSE NA DEI TI EXW PATHEI AN EIMAI KALA ,AN EXW KATI MAZI TOU ?TOSO FILOS HTAN?"ALLA APO THN ALH DEN TOU KRATAS KAI KAKIA GIATI KAI AUTOS DEN SE KSEREI KALA KAI THA PISTEUEI TA DIAFORA GIA SENA .EINAI POLU PIO DISKOLO EDW MESA NA KRATISEIS KATI GIATI THELEI EMPISTOSINH KAI APO TIS DUO PLEURES.DEN KSERW AN MPORW NA TO ONOMASW FILIAGIATI GIA MENA H FILIA EINAI KATI POU EXW ME MIA KOPELA APO TA 4 XRONIA MOU KAI MPOREI NA MHN MHLISOUME GIA ENA XRONO ALLA DEN XALAEI TIPOTA METAKSI MAS ,MPORW NA MHLISW GIA ANTHROPOUS POU NIAZOME POLU, AGAPAW,KAI PERNAW EUXARISTA MAZI TOUS.ALLA PIA KRATAW MIKRO KALATHI GIA TIS ANTOXES KAI TO PWS SKEUTETE GIA MENA H ALH PLEURA SE OPOIA KATASTASH KAI AN EIMAI.