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koritsia kalhmera xthes hrthe sto spiti h paidiatros.mou eipai kapoia pragmata gia ton thilasmo pou an kai fainomenika akougonte swsta an to kaloskeuteis einai lathos. opos sas eipa to mwraki mou gia miamish mera hthele na trwei kathe mia wra ante miamish.einai 11 hmerwn kai mexri proxthes den eixame tetio thema etroge ana 3 wres h kai parapanw kapies elaxistes fores.logo kapion diskoliwn prin miamish mera (goulitses ebgaze apo lathos kiniseis mou to gala )xalase ligo h routina tou me auto (kourastike na ksanathilazei apo thn arxh ) kai mou ekane tsalimakia na thelei ana mia me miamish wra.isos htan kai diko mou lathos pou ton afina na ton pernei o upnos. lipon h paidiatros mou eipai na krataw austira to wrario tou ana 3 wres kai an faei ligotero kai ton parei o upnos na tou dwsw oso kai na klaiei kai na thelei na faei meta apo ligo sthn kanonikh tou wra.diladi na ton afisw nistiko kai na klaiei akoma kai 2 wres ospou na erthei ksana h wra tou. pisteuw oti an to akousei h aglaia tha frikarei. exthes to brady doksa ton theo kilisame omala.shmera to prwi den efage to proigoumeno geuma tou me megalh oreksh kai eimai sigourh oti tha ksipnisei grigorotera gia na faei afou efage gia 20 lepta kai auta me to zori giati kitouse trigiro kai meta kimithike. h paidiatros mou eipai oti an ton thylazw toso sixna den tha exw gala.kati poy erxete se antithesh me oti mou exoune pei mesa sto nosokomio se seminario apo paidiatro yper toy thilasmou oti oso dineis toso parageis .egw panta niothw oti exw eite polu eite ligotero kai den blepw problima katholou me to gala mou oti den toy ftanei,akoma kai ana mia wra eixa na tou dosw. den kserw ti na kanw apo thn mia lew na akolouthisw thn paidiatro giati authn einai epistimonas alla olo mou to einai leei oxi oti to paidi einai polu mikro akoma gia na to upobalw se kati tetio kai apo osous einai yper tou thulasmou tou apoklistikou exw akousei ta antitheta. h paidiatros sigoura den einai uper tou apoklistikou giati me simbouleuse na tou dosw ksenw gala gia teleuteo geuma na xortasei gia na kimithw kai me ebale xthes na prospathisw na tou dosw kai na thn parw thl na ths pw poso efage.telika o mpemphs mou htan xortatos apo mena (kati pou den pisteue authn)kai den efage katholou. to mono pou mou eipai kai me boithise htan gia thn agalia mou pou thelei na kimate ekei kai klaiei otan ton afinw.epiase nomizw to noima o mpemphs oti den mporei na kimate mono sthn agalia mou eklapse ligo 7 leptakia alla tora ton afinw katw kai den ksipnaei amesos kai na klaiei.

to mwro mou einai shmera 10 hmerwn an den kanw lathos to metrima apo tis 2/2.shmera kai xthes exase ton irmo tou ston thilasmo.xthes to bradu thilaze sxedon sinexia kaiden pigene gia ypno.shmera to prwi thilazei sxedon kai wra kai sta mesodiastimata den polikimata toulaxiston bathia.den kserw ti na kanw nomizw oti einai sinexia gatzomeno pano mou.gala exw den einai thema an den xortenei.an tou alaksw pana thelei gala an ksipnisei thelei gala oti kai na ginei thelei na thilasei.skeutome oti mporei na einai kai psixologiko na thelei na niothei thn parousia mou dipla tou alla ti na kanw?ekei pou nomizw oti xortase kai ton pernei o upnos sto stithos kai agalia mou ton bazw katw kai zitaei palu.dokimasa na tou dosw ligo kseno gala mipos kai pinaei polu kai den tou ftanei alla den pinei apo to mpoukali an kai kserei na pinei giati mesa sto nosokomio sthn arxh apo to mpoukali etroge ospou na edreothei h parousia mou dipla tou kai na xortenei apo mena. parakalw pite mou thn gnomh sas einai anisixitiko pou thelei toso sixna kai den polu kimate h oxi?

lipon ton foresa gia10 lepta kai ekei pou den me ponouse h mesh arxise na me ponaei.den tha ton balw mexri na sarantisw toulaxiston tha afisw thn fysh na kanei ta dika ths kolpa.meta an dw oti xriazome tha ton balw ligaki.malon prepei sthn arxh na afisoume to swma mas na erthei sta kala tou mono tou xoris pieseis.

eleutheria giati meta tis 40 meres ?

o giatros mou mhlise oxi gia eksoterikh xalarosh alla gia esoterikoi oti oi moies den tha sfiksoun fisiologika ala apotoma kai tha einai xalarh h enosh tous.telos panton kati tetio.mou eipai oti to swma mou tha epanelthei mono tou se ligo kairo me swsth diatrofh kai me tis douleies tou spitiou.

kale ti omorfh nufh pou exw!!!!na sou zisei matia mou.pola malakia exei to xriso mou kai magoulaki afrato .einai poluomorfh kai ikanopoihmenh sthn agalia sou.

koritsia pite mou thn gnomh sas na balw korsetora pou gennisa h oxi .epanerxete mono tou to swma h thelei boithia me korse? o giatros mou mou eipai oxi giati me ton korse xalaronoun oi mois ths kilas,alla panta apo mikrh exw sto mialo mou thn xrish korse kai mou einai diskolo na apoffw authn thn nouthesia.eseis ti kanate?kai poso kala pige?

kai egw protinw to port mpempe einai polu boliko opos eipai kai h bourique1983 .sthn kalathouna prepei na diatheseis pola leuta gia kalo stroma eno to port mpempe exei polu kalo stroma me anaklish.meta eipais oti tha eisai sto eksoxiko ,an koumponei panw sto karotsi tha kanete kai boltes .h kalathouna den mou aresei katholou einai mono froufrou kaiden plenete kala opos to port mpempe.egw tora ton exw sto port mpempe sto saloni dipla mou kai ton prosexw.

agaph mou ola auta kai akoma perissotera .upomonh kai tha perasei .mono upomonh mporeis na kaneis kai na ksekourazese.mhn niotheis tipseis giatis douleies tou spitiou as tis kanei alosh as minoun.an kai tha exeis frikarei me to sindromo ths folias.toulaxiston egw nai hmouna me enaskoupaki sto xeri olh mera kai roufousa oti eblepa akoma kai thn pio mikrh trixa.:laugh: :laugh: ton antra mou ton eixa trelanei na katharizei kai oti den boithaei:blush: eixai ksekolothei o kaimenos na knei oti lew.oi ponoi sthn mesh htan aforitoi.kai toi eniotha san falena sthn steria. tha perasei kai otan genniseis tha niotheis san na apoktises kainourgio swma.

einai teleia otan einai ola kala kai den klaiei. xthes to bradu htan mia diskolh nykta eixai faei ekane goulitses (ta eugale ola)kai meta ksanarxise me apotelesma na kourastei polu kai na kriniazei kai na klaiei apisteuta.h pethera paron na kanei ta dika ths kai na mhn katalabenei ti thelei to paidi oute emena pou tis elega ti thelei me apotelesma na xonete kai na kanei diafora kaina klaiei perissotero.sto telos anagastika kai tou edosa ligo kseno gala se hilh pou den hthele h pethera mou kai afou eixai dokimasei thn dikh ths epilogh thilhs me apotixia .efage ligo apo to mpimpero (pou dialeksa egw giati gnoriza se ti thilh etroge mesa sto nosokomio)kai hremise ligo meta hthele ligo stithos kai agalia mexri na hremisei kai na kimithei. to apofeuma?kalhtera oi duo mas kalitera oi duo mas tha perasoume. mporei na megalosane oi dikoimas paidia alla emeis kseroume ta xougia tvn paidiwn mas kalhtera.

elenh mou egines manoula kai esu?pote ?thelw plirofories xathikame.na mas zisoun ta zouzounia kai na takataferoume kala ton prwtokairo.koritsia euxristw polu gia tis euxes sas.

kai edw mia mesa apo to nosokomio me poza star

na kai oi prwtes foto tou mwrou mou

annaki alithia lew karmpon.egw hthela na miazei tou mpampa kai otan to eida ta exasa ,ta petherika mou na deis leksei se pion miazei.o antras omos einai trelamenos pou miazei sthn mama.to stoma kai to pigouni ,ta matia paizonte na einai tou mpampa se megalo pososto. a GENNITHIKE 3745 kila.

lipon efigan ta petherika mou gia mia bolta kai brika ligo xrono na sas grapsw. thn kiriakh to prwi 1 tou mina arxisane kati ponoi piga sto nosokomio alla den eixai arxisei akoma o toketos kai epestrepsa sto spiti .oi ponoi den figane katholou kai kata to apogeuma stis 7 eginan poloi entonoi kathe 10 lepta kai poloi isxiroi.ekana kai emeto apo tis sispaseis.o giatros mou me estile sto nosokomio kai tote arxisan ola.apo tis 8 pou eftasa me balane ston takografo gia ligo kai afou idane oti ontos gennaw me etimasane kai piga sto thalamo.oi ponoi htan entonoi toso pou den to perimena kai an kai hthela na gennisw fisiologika zitisa episkliridio.(pali kala)oi diastoles htan grigores ana mia wra kai ena ekatosto kai sta teleutea 3 ekatosta ana mish wra.ta nera mou ta espase o giatros kai auto einai ena apo ta pio efialtika mou simia,polus ponos.otan ekana thn episkliridio htan telia kai sizitousame me ton giatro kai tis mees gia diafora themata .stis eksothiseis eixai perasei ligo h drash kai tis eniosa kapos pisteuw ,auto pou eniosa kanonikotata htan ta ramata giati eixai perasei h drash kai anagastikn na mou kanoun mia dosh akoma kai mia topikh anesthisia.gennisa to prwi stis 4 22 opos htan h hmerominia. to mwro otan gennithike htan pentakatharo me anikta matakia kai me kitakse katamata.pige kateuethian omos se thermokitida gia parakolouthish gia na mpei se oksigono giati anasene polu grigora apo to sok opos ematha ergotera.emine polu ligo ekei 2 wres mono.thn epomenh mera htan na mou to feroun na to exw dipla mou alla ekane emeto to gala kai to kratisane .eixai katapiei arketo amniako kai to stomaxaki tou htan kataponemeno etsi eixai antidrash sto gala.otan kseperastike tothema auto kai emine gia kapies wres xoris gala alla me oro pigena sto paidiatriko ana 3 wres kai to thilaza.otan idan oti dexete to gala mou kai paei kala mou to ferane dipla mou na to exw alla h xara den kratise polu thn epomenh mera po nomizame oti tha figoume epitelous ekane iktero kai mpikame stis lampes .eutixos dipla mou ton eixa kai den mou ton pirane.alla htan psixofthoro giati to kaimeno mou apo tis lampes kai thn maska pou forouse eixai pola neura kai htan diskolo to taisma.epitelous xthes meta apo 7 meres paramonh sto nosokomia girisame spiti kai tora pou sas grafw kimate dipla mou .oi mees sto attiko einai katapliktikes me polu ipomonh kai megalh agaph kai katanoish.to lew auto giai tis eixa priksei kiriolektika kai panta htan prothimes na me boithisoun me ton thilasmo h me ta neura tou.pote kanenas den me proetrepse sthn eukolh lish to etimpu gala .aksizei pola to attiko gia to prwsopiko pou exei ite maies ite giatroi ite paidiatroi oloi boithane oso mporoune me xamogelo. auta gia tora osa mou erxonte san neraki.foto se ligo tha balw na dw prwta pou einai kai pos giati tora mpenw apo ton forito tou antra mou kai oxi apo tn dikomou logo pou sto dwmatio einai ta pragmata tvn petherikwn mou.pantos to mwro miazei katapliktika se mena.karmpon .

koritsia molis girisa spiti apo to nosokomio.gennisa thn deutera stis 4 wra ta ksimeromata kai gia diaforous logous efiga shmera 7 meres meta !!!epitelous spiti!!!tha sas ta pw analitika argotera giati tora molis girisa kai to spiti einai gemato kosmo (petherika).to kalo einai oti o mpemphs einai kala afou kseperasame ena anapneustiko kai enan iktero.gennisa fisiologika me episkliridio mesa se 8 wres.

to trapezaki ontos kai egw sta 120 to eida.pantos mprabo pou exeis theio epiplopio kai mia simboulh ....auta ta lene noritera gia na to kseoume otan agorazoume oti exoume kai kone:laugh:

mhn anxonese egw den mporw na mpw edw kai mhnes.:woohoo: :woohoo:

kai nomiza oti egw exw kolima me tis kamilopardalis ,kai esy den pas pisw.polu oreo to spiti sou ena mono na se rwtisw to saloni legete alexanter?giati miazei katapliktika me to diko mou mono pou to diko mou exei kai kafe maksilaria figouras mprosta apo ta plaths.to trapezaki kai emeis to balame sto mati alla htan polu megalo gia auto pou thelame.

kala eprepe na ta dosei kai ta duo!!!:woohoo: :woohoo: :woohoo: plaka kanw mou arese polu .leei oti an den agapame ton eauto mas me ta problimata mas ginomaste ratsistes akoma kai se anthropous me ta dikamas problimata .an den agapame ton eauto mas den agapame pragmatika kanenan oti kai na mas dosei .

koritsia egw edw eimai alla epidi eimai mera me thn mera kai wra me thn wra na gennisw den exw polu oreksh .nomizw oti me blepate ana takta xronika diastimata edw mesa den efiga entelos .to thema einai oti tora tha eksafanistw ligo giati den exw oreksh oute antoxh gia karekla h internet ,an ola pane kala kai exw meta to mpempaki mou kai wra na kathome tha ksana eimai energo melos sthn parea sas .efaga 9 mhnes edw mesa kai mou exete ginei aparetites alla ta epipeda antoxhs exoun miothei polu .

areth mou kala ekanes kai tis eipais auto pou ths eipais alla gia mena den htan arketo.den fteei se tipota to paidaki sou na akouei teteies lekseis kai na bionei teteies katastaseis se mia paidikh xara.an hmouna sthn thesh sou tha ths ekana niksh giauto to thema .to an einai sosth h simperifora ths sto paidi ths einai megalo thema alla den mporoume na epemboume ,auto pou mporoume na kanoume einai paratirish sklirh gia na mhn ta akoune ta dika mas paidia. pantos mprabo pou antedrases den to kanoun poles.

den eipa oti prepei na poneseis gia na katalabeis oti ginese mana ...alimono.kai kala kanoun oses theloune episkliridio.apla eipa ti thelw egw thelw olo to thauma na to zhsw .thelw na einai ola fusika opos mas ekane h fush mas .me ton giatro mou exw pei oti an dw ta polu dyskola px krataei poles wres kai eksantloume px den antexw tous ponous oti tha exw thn dinatothta na kanw ama to zitisw .apla thelw na to dwkimasw etsi ...auto thelw kai den einai momfh se kamia kopela .

kale eftase sta 4 kila!!! mprabo. egw thn eudomada aythn ton metrisame kai htan 3200 den tha ta ftasei opos fobomastan. me to kalo na einai kai mhn anxonese tha thn pareis agalitsa sintoma.egw ti na kanw pou den blepoume na erxete grigora giati einai tempelhs ....thelei na me basanizei :laugh: :laugh: makari na gennisw kai egw thn alh eudomada h akoma kai tora.

egw apofasisa na gennisw me fisiogikotato toketo kai xwris episkliridio ,ta thelw ola opos mas eftiakse h fysh.pisteuw oti exoume thn dunamh oles mas na feroume ston kosmo to paidaki mas kai as ponesoume ligo .pos alios tha katalabw oti gennaw oti gennisa an den ponesw?ti pathane oi mamades mas pou den eixane episkliridio? den thelw na boleutw "xoris pono" thelw na to zisw.