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tha sumfwnisw marinax mono to megaleio tis manas tha mporouse na perigrapsei kati tetoio....

den to pistevw pragmatika!!!xaxaxaxaxaxax polu gourlidiko to neo mas postaki!!binoula mou koritsaki mou eides pou fovosoun na pas??oriste ta kataferate kaipio grigora apoti perimenes!!! na deis pou ola twra pou tha erthei to mwraki sas tha einai mia kaki anamnhsh koritsaki mou kai mono tha xamogelas!!ola kala tha pane!sou eyxomai se 9 mhnes na gemisei to spitaki sas me klamata mwroudisia ante re koritsakia mou kai sta dika mas kai syntoma!!!fisate gastroskoni mpas kai arpaksoume kiemeis ligi!!!xaxaxaxax kai topa egw vlepw ola na ftiaxnoun siga siga!!!

kiegw glikoula mou kai tha deis pou ola tha pane mia xara!!xalari na eisai na mhn tarAzeis kai ti mpempa e!!aNTE!!!

koritsaki mou de thelw na mou agxwnese twra pou ta kataferes kieftases xto telos e kane ligi upomoni kiola tha pane kala!!kai oti apories exeis ton giatro sou thl amesws!!!na prosexeis koritsaki mou gluko

nai tonia mou tha liwsoume oloi kathoti einai gamos_vaftisi opote milame gia megaaaalo mysthrio!!xaxaxa alla den peirazei xalali tous ta paidakia mou nai koritsaki mou kiegw niwthw pio hremi nomizw ayto to mhna kiextes pou pigame sto giatro mas me hremise akoma pio polu...opote as diaskedasoume kai na apolaysoume to kalokairi mas kai ola tha ginoun!kai opws eipe kai i maria to mwraki tha erthei tin katallili stigmi

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kalispera koritsakia mou na kalwsorisw tis kainourgies kopeles kai me to kalo gia oles mas maimouditsa mou na ziseis kopela mou kai perastika! ante tonaki kaloriziko kai tyxero a einai to themataki mas kai nadeiasei grigora egw shmera phga sto giatro na tou deiksw tin istologiki apton mpempouli na mas pei ta kathekasta...ola mia xara alla kalou kakou epeidi i genetistria synestise ena genetiko elegxo gia ena syndromo(an kai den vrike arketa evrimata pou na to apodiknoun...)mas eipe na ton kanoume gia na exoume to kefali mas isixo..katatalla ola mia xara...arxkisame pali to tani tani apo xthes kai kali mas tixi!!!apofasia na sxolithw apokleistika me to gamo tis adelfoulas mou pou einai sena mhna kietsi tha xalarwsie kai to kefali mou apto agxos...gia na doume...kai meta diakopoules na iremisoume giati to exoume polu anagi kiegw kio antroulis mou meta apola osa perasame... ayta ..aaaaa eftiaksas marmeladoules shmera kai eimai polu xaroumeni giati egines teleies!!!xixixixi!!! aytaaaaa paw twra sas filw oles

sayexaristw polu polu koritsaki mou nasai kala!!kai me to kalo glukeia mou perimenw na diavasw oti gennises ola kala na sou pane apo kardias

eugenia mou mazi pame opws fenetai!!ti na kanoume tha prepie na kanoume entatikoteres prospatheis ayto to mhna :pp xaxaxaxaxax ayti i zesti shmera den palevete nmizw...ponaw kiolas...ouffff paw na kanw kamia doulitsa giati to vrady exei ton agawna kio antras mou den tha mafisei na kanw tipota..sas filw prostoparon

koritsakia mou se oses den prolava na steilw pm na sas zisoun ta mwrakia sas na einai gera kai tyxera sth zwi tous kiesies na ta xareite opws epithimeite na ta apolaysete oso perissotero mporeite zoulikseta roufikseta dwste tous oso perissotero agapi exete mesa sas kai mhn akoute ayto to klassiko"to kakomathaineis..."ta mwrakia theloun agapi kai mono agapi kiapoti exw katalavei toso kairo pou sas gnwrizw exete mpolika apothemata sas filw oles na exete kali loxeia kai kalous thilasmous

koritsaki mou kalo na sou zisei o mpempakos sou na einai geros kai tyxeros se oli tou thn zwoula kali loxeia na exeis glukeia mou

koritsaki mou sou eyxomai olopsixa na sou zisei to kortitsaki sou na einai gero kai eytixismeno sth zwoula tou kali loxeia na exeis glukeia mou

koritsakia kalispera se oles kai mia agalia stis kainourgies kopeles!!!den tha sxoliasw twra giati molis epestrepsa kai eimai ptwma....paw na ksaplwthw loipon kai tha ta poume argotera...ta nea mou stin omadoula an kai akoma den exw kati na sas pw...filia se oles kai kalu mas tyxi

kalispera koritsimou exwakousta ton kyrio mpourna sto attikokiexw akouseikala logia..osogia to attiko epeidi kai odikos mou giatros anikei ekei sto sinistw anepifilakta apoles tis apopseis!!!

kalimera koritsia mphka na dwsw to paron alla epitrepste mou na mi sxoliasw giati den eimai kai polu kala shmera...polu zalada kai tasi gia emeto...mporei na einai apti zesti...ti na pw..tha deiksei..prospathw na mh xarw giati me vlepw na trww porta filakia se oles kai ta leme argotera

na sou ziseikoritsaki mou na einai gero kai kalotyxo mesa aptin kardia mou kali loxeia

maria mou koritsaki mou gluko ta exoume ksanapei an thymasai...distixws se asxhmes peristaseis kai i duo mas...ayta ta ygra pou les ta exw kiegw pou perimenw nadiathetisw stis 17...egw exw kai polla alla vevaia sumptwmatakia...den kserw ti na sou pw..thelw na pistevw oti einai apo kati thetiko...alla kane ligo upomoni kiesy mazi kiegw kai se liges meres tha doume..egw eixa polla kai sthn prwti egumosini mou....makari na einai gia kalo

koritsaki mou sou eyxomai me to kalo na kratiseis sthn agalia sou to mwraki sou to palevw opws mporw...kai i stenaxwreia exei ginei peisma..elpizw syntoma na anakoinwsw eyxarista...se filw polu

kalimera binoula..tha sou pw 2 pragmatakia mias kiegw egw prin 2 mhnes ezisa to idio pragma alla se polu xeirotero vathmo...kapoies kopeles kseroun tin istoria mou...anagastika na gennisw ton mpempako mou stin 22 evdomada logw provlimatos sto kefalaki tou..kai meta gyrisa spiti me adeia koilitsa kai adeia agalia.... an thes mpes kai diavase thn istoria mou sto"apwleia kai yposthriksi" meta apo ayti tin empeiria mou ematha 2 pragmata..prwton mhn psaxneis na vreis pws kai giati...de lew einai logiko apla mhn to afiseis na sou ginei emmoni...distixws kapoies apo mas anagazonte na zisoun toso asxhmes empeiries mexri na erthei to thavmataki mas...an omws analwtheis sto ti kai pws den tha mporeseis na to kseperaseis pote...kai lew na to kseperaseis giati na to ksexaseis den prokeite...tha matheis na zeis mayto..alla prepei na proxwriseis...mhn afiseis ayto to gegonos na se kratisei pisw...an to oneiro sou einai na kaneis oikogeneia ofeileis ston eayto sou kai ston antra sou na to palepseis...kiayto na kaneis!!! deyteron an niwtheis oti o giatros sou isws na ekane kati lathos allakse giatro..an ayto tha se kanei na niwtheis kalytera...i amfivolia tha se kinigaei panta kai sthn epomeni egimosini sou den tha se voithisei opote allakse giatro kai ksekina na proxwras mprosta..me mikra vhmatakia...einai nwris gia na kaneis almata..alla siga siga ola tha pane kala...les oti perneis voitheia kiayto einai kalo kiegw to idio kanw twra pia vlepontas oti den mporw na to palepsw allo moni mou...ekmetaleysou thn voitheia ayti kai arxise na aisiodokseis oti thn epomeni fora ola tha pane kala!!!egw apofasisa pws o fovos mou pou fysika einai dikaiologimenos den tha mempodisei sto na ginw manoula!!!exe pisth kai peisma kai ola tha ginoun!!!filia polla kai mia megali agalia

natata meta tin worhksia mou eixa kiegw gia mia mera kafe vlenes...kai synexeia anoxlisoules xamila opws periodou...den thelw na enthousiastw giati pithanotata den einai tipota...kane ypomoni liges meroules kai tha mathoume...egw exw akoma 10 meres mexri na adiathetisw...gia na doume..upomoni

elenaki mou emena sto metro pou mas to epitrepei to forum estw kai ligaki me gnwrisate...kai pistevw na antilamvaneste oti dein eixa kaki prothesi se oti eipa...to elpizw toulaxiston...oso gia ayto pou egrapses safws kai kserw oti lipithikate allwste den to amfisvitisa pote ayto..tha hmoun axaristi...kai sas eyxaristw gia akomi mia fora...kai sasfws thimamai tin kouventa sas opote thelw na mpianw na grafw alla ksanslew sevomai thn katastasi sas kai den ithela na sas tarazw giayto kai to apefyga oso anagi kai an sas eixa...kai ksasnlew den ithela na sas fortwnw me ta dika mou sthn katastasi pou eisaste!!!kai zitw sygnwmi an to ekana twra..pragmatika lupamai...

kalimera maraki mou..kala eimai oso mporw to palevw me diaforous tropous...eimai kalytera ligaki alla oxi akoma kala...to palevw pantws..apofasisa na mhn paraitithw...sto mono pou elpizw einai na erthei grigora ena deytero mwraki...ayta..eseis sas diavazw kai xairomai pou ola pane kala

kalimera koritsia elpizw na eiste oles kala kieseis kai ta mwrakia sas kai me to kalo kai oi upoloipes otan erthei i wra sas fysika epeidi i nansi anaferthike profanws se ayta pou egrapsa egw ithela na milisw na ksekatharisw thn katastasi...oute eimai dikigoros tis tonia oute kai prokeite na ginw...den kserw an einai fake profil i oxi...tha milisw mono gia mena...nansy mou glukeia safws kai anagnwrizw to gegonos oti oles ma oles stenaxwrithikate me thn apwleia mou giati akrivws epeidi eimastan sthn idia fasi mporousate na katalavete pws eniwtha sto metro fysika pou sas epetrepe i katastasi...sth fasi pou pernousa (kai pernaw akoma...)den eixa apaitisi apo kamia sas na skeytete kathe mera emena kai na stenaxwriete!!den tha ithela pote kati tetoio...to eixa dilwsei allwste aptin prwtes meres tou symvantos oti den thelw na agxwneste kai na stenaxwreite ta mwrakia sas...kai aytos itan kio logos pou stamatisa na mpainw na grafw edw...mpainw sas diavazw gia na epivaivaiwnw oti ola pane kala gia oles giati eimastan kairo mazi kai ta legame kai den exei shmasia an gnwrizomastan i oxi apo konta...opws eipa kai sayto pou egrapsa sto allo themataki eniwsa sthriksi apo polles kopeles edw mesa se oli ti diarkeia tis (mikris men..)egimosinis mou...sasfws kai eixa thn anagi na sas milisw olo ayto ton kairo alla den to ekana sevomeni tin katastasi sas...apla perimena na lavw estw ena mhnyma meta apo toso kairo na deite pws eimai...kai ksanalew den eixa apaitisi...eswteriki mou anagi htan..ayto htan to mono mou parapono...kapoies to ekanan...ayto de shmainei oti evgala symperasmata gia esas i oti exw sto mualo mou asxhma pragmata gia esas..opws ksanaeipa katanow oti oles exete ta agxoi sas kai to sevomai apoluta...apla re nansouli mou mia prosopiki mou anagi eksefrasa...sygnwmi an se stenaxwrisa kai pali den ithela pote na kanw kati tetoio...kai sygnwmi se oles na niwsate oti sas prosevala me kapoio tropo....kai ksansalew den eixa ayti tin prothesi...aplws sthn katastasi pou vriskomai(pou xairomai pou den mporeite na me katalavete entelws kai to apeyxomai gia oles sas...)i psixologia kremete apo mia klostitsa...isws na egina adiki kai zhtw sygnwmi...apla ithela na mou exete steilei ena mhnymataki na me rwtisete pws eimai...ayto itan to monadiko mou "parapono"...sygnwmi kai pali...sas filw oles polu stis koilitses na prosexete kai me to kalo na agaliasete ta mwrakia sas... se oses gennisan eyxomai apo kardias na viwsoun me oli tous tin psixi ayto to thavma...

kalispera koritsakia phga telika shmera kai graftika..lew apo avrio na ksekinisw...telika tonia mou exthes kai mageirepsa kai "mageirepsa"xixixix!!re koritsia exwmplextei ayto to mhna me tis meres mou...enw hmoun sigouri pote eixa woriksia giati opws exw pei to katalavainw apo diafora sumptwmata niwthw sxedon oles tis meres ponakia xamhla kai moudiasma sta podia kai ygra full....ti na pw...tha deiksei... tonia mou giayto pou me rwtises den kserw ti na sou pw....eilikrina...egw oso milaga mazi tous me eixan sthriksei polu kai den eixa diapistwsei kati tetoio...ta diavasa ta mhnymata kai ontws yparxei stoixeio eirwnias...den kserw eilikrina...egw vevaia meta apo to symvan me to mwro mou den eixa epafi me kamia tous(den me rwtise kai kamia ti kanw an fantazomai oti exoun kiaytes ta dika tous...egw vevaia tha rwstousa apo endiaferon alla exw mathei na mhn exw apaitiseis aptous anthrwpous pou den einai polu kontinoi mou)ektos apo 2 exaireseis me tis opoies milame eniote kai exoume mia pio steni k ousiastiki sxesi nomizw...ayta....mhn stenaxwriese mayta!!!koita na xareis to vafthsthri sou kai me to kalo kai sta dika sou natata mou eyxomai i tyxi na sou xamogelase kai etsi xwris agxos na erthei to ninaki!!!makari koritsaki mou... egw nomizw pws me ti voitheia pou pernw exw xalarwsei liagki..exw hremisei arketa kai den skeytomai synexeia ta idia k ta idia...gia na doume...

koritsaki mou na sou zisei to paidaki sou kai na apolavmaneis me oli sou thn psixi thn kathe stigmh mazi tou ygeia kai tyxi na exei panta sth zwh