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koritsia mou ithela na mpw nwritera na grapsw alla den eixa panta to kouragio na to kanw...oi meres pernane kai perase kilolas mia vdomada pou emena mou fanhke san aiwnas...akoma prospathw na katalavw ti mou exei simvei...wres wres to ksexnaw mallon to mualo mou arneite na to xwnepsei...prospathw na kratithw orthia kai na mhn katareysw...lew ston eayto mou pame parakatw...tha erthei syntoma ena deytero mwraki...prospathw na kanw sxedia gia mia epomeni egimosini..alla den einai eykolo...to mwro mou kanei thn emfanisi tou sto mualo kai sthn psixi mou kathimerina...den exei shmasia pou den prolava na to gnwrisw..tossous mhnes eimastan kiolas oikogeneia..kai to spiti mou moiazei toso adeio..otan leipei o antras mou fevgw..niwthw na me plakwnoun oi toixoi...ta oneira exoun ginei efialtes kathe vrady...ayti i skini thn wra pou mas anakoinwsasn oti yparxei provlima gyrizei synexeia sto mualo mou..kai de nomizw na fygei pote...skeytomai an synexistei ayti i katastasi mhpws milisw me kapoion eidiko...thelw na to palepsw moni mou me thn voitheia twn dikwn mou anthrwpwn alla den eimai kai theos....o giatros mou mou eipe oti opoia stigmi thelw mporw na ksanarxisw tis prospatheies...organika den yparxei kanena provlima...alla kathara gia psixologikous logous me sumvoulepse na perimenw ena 3mhno..parolo pou thelw oso tipota ena deytero mwraki skeytomai oti prepei nafisw ton kairo na perasei ligo prwtou mpw sayti tin diadikasia....na eimai etoimi na dextw me apolutu xara mia nea egumosini kioxi me thrino...tha ithela na mou poun ti gnwmi tous kopeles pou exoun viwsei paromoia katastasi...poso kairo perimenate mexri na ksanaprospathisete??sas eyxaristw kai pali oles gia tin sumparastasi kieyxomai mono ygeia stis oikogeneies sas....

dystixws viwnw ton idio pono apo tis 6 aprilio otan stin b epipedou diapistwsame oti to agoraki mas(ekeini ti mera mathame kai to fullo tou mwrou mas....)eixe sovaro provlima ston egefalo....otan arxise na ginete i exetasi kai ola htan fysiologika eniwtha ena varos na fevgei...omws i exetasi den eixe aisio telos gia mas...kapoia stigmi o giatros stamatise apotoma..kai tote gremistike o kosmos mas olos...agenesia mesoloviou i diagnwsi...amesws perimename na erthei o epikefalis kathigitis tis klinikis kai kapoioi akoma giatroi gia na ksanagineii exetasi...to sumperasma idio...etsi kleistike rantevou thn deytera gia magnitiki emvriou...to savatokyriako pou mesolavise htan isws to dyskolotero tis zwis mou..eniwtah to mwraki mou na kineite kai ithela na to stamatisw..iksera mesa mou oti ola tha teleiwnan...kiayto sa na ithele na mou deiksei oti einai edw...o ponos frixtos...o antras mou einai o monos logos pou mporesa na stathw orthia kai na mhn dialithw entelws...me sthrize opws kai oli i oikogeneia kai oi filoi alla oso kai na prospathoun den mporoun na niwsoun pws einai na iketeveis ton theo na kanei to mwraki sou na stamatisei na kineite...kathe kinisi kai mia maxairia gia mena...th deytera meta tin exetasi mas anakoinwthike oti dystixws i katastasi htan polu xeiroteri apo ayti pou fanhke sthn b epipedou...to mwraki mas...me anyparktes pithanothtes viwsimothtas...i epilogi...anyparkti..eprepe mesa se 1 mera na prospathisw na katalavw to giati...na to empedwsw..na thrinisw..na to apodexto...ma pws ginete ayto....thn tetarti 11 apriliou ekana eisagwgi sto attiko.o giatros mou ekane megales prospatheies na mporesw na mpw grhgora gia na teleiwsei to martyrio mou...telika apo to meshmeri ths tetartis arxise i diadikasia diakopis...oi ekkliseis mou sthn panageia me voithisan kai thn pempti to prwi espasan ta nera..mexri tis 11.30(koitaksa to roloi tou xeirourgeiou...ithela a thymamai...)eixe teleisei o toketos..eixa gennisei...ena mwraki pou den antikrisa pote..den tha agaliasw pote...evlepa tis manoules me ta mwrakia tous kai o ponos ginotan olo kai pio avastaxtos...den kserw pote an tha mporesw na to kseperasw...na ksexasw pote...to prwto mou mwraki to eniwsa..akousa thn kardoula tou na xtypa mazi me th diki mou...oi giatroi mas diavevewsan oti htna kathara kataskevastiko provlima kai oxi klhronomiko...otan vgoun ta apotelesmata tou karywtipou kai tis istologikis tha mporesoume na anakoufistoume ligo..oxi o ponos tis apwleias..alla na meiwsoume tis pithanothtes na to ksanazisoume...kai se 3 mhnes tha mporesoume na ksekinisoume pali thn prospatheia mas na apoktisoume to mwraki pou toso laxtarame...to deytero paidaki mas...apofasiasem me ton antra mou na mhn to afhsoume na ams dialisei olo ayto...alla na mas enwsei akoma perissotero..kai meta na eimaste etoimoi na ypodextoume to deytero mwro mas...o ponos oso pernan oi meres de ligostevei..shmera phgame na kanoume to exitirio kai mpainontas sto nosokomeio arxisa na klaiw...oso mporw prospathw na stekomai orthia...alla akoma den mporw na to xwnepsw oti i koilitsa mou emeine adeia...kapoies fores kanei spasmous to entero mou kiegw nomizw oti nwthw to mwro mou...mesa se deyterolepta prospathw na me epanaferw...koritsia...oses to exete viwsei kserete pws einai...kouragio mono kai dynamh prepie na deiksoume..kai nai peirazei..den mporoume na kanume oti de sinevei tipota..alla orthies!!!kielpizw syntoma na mas lipithei o theos kai na mas steilei ta mwra mas...mexri tote as kleisei sthn agalia tou ta aggeloudia mas kai na mas ta prosexei.......

koritsia mou ola teleiwsan...to agoraki mou einai hdh ston paradeiso....shmera epestrepsa spiti mas kai gia kapoio logo mou fainete entelws adeio....kapoia stigmi tha mpw na milisoume kalytera giati den eimai polu kala....psuxika pio polu mias kai apo thema ygeias ola phgan kala kai toulaxiston tha mporesoume syntoma na prospathoume ksana.......sas eyxaristw kai pali polu oles...na eiste oooles kala kai eseis kai ta mwrakia stis koilitses sas..na ta prosexete polu!!!!.tha sas skeytomai na kserete....sas filw polu oles stis koiloumpes....

sas eyxaristw oles para polu pou prospatheite opes mporeite na me sthriksete...prospathoume polu me ton antra mou..na kserate poso...wres wres kanoume oti den symvainei tipota alla molis koitaxtoume katreoun ola...pws tha paw sto maieythrio shmera na gennisw ena mwraki pou den tha agaliasw pote.....pws tha antikrisw tis alles manoules me ta mwrakia tous...xthes etoimaza ti valitsa gia to nosokomeio kai den mporousa na to pistepsw...allh valitsa pisteva oti tha etoimaza kai malisata me aperanti xara kai twra...mono ponos....prepie na vroume dynami kai kouragio na apoxairetisoume to prwto mas paidaki kai na elpizoume...den prepie na xasoume thn elpida...tha anapsw ena keraki gia ola ageloudia pou den porlavan na niwsoun th mhtriki agalia...kielpizw kai to diko mou ageloudi na vrei tin thesi tou ston pardeiso kai syntoma na mou steilei to aderfaki tou....makari na ta kataferw...

koritsaki mou....se niwthw apoluta..viwnw mia paromoia katstasi ayti ti stigmi..eimai stisn 22 evdomada kiisis kai shmera tha mpw na gennisw ena mwraki pou den tha agaliasw pote...kathws stin b epipedou diagnwstiki varias morfi egefaliki vlavi..kai oxi mono(de thelw na perigrapsw thn katastasi tou mwro mou ...den tha htan viwsimo)ayti ti stigmi exw sthn koilitsa mou ena mwraki zwntano kai drasthrio kathws kanei thn parousia tou aisthiti kathe lepto kai shmera prepei na paroume thn dynami kai na to apoxairetisoume...den kserw pws tha ginei ayto omws ofeioume kiemeis kieseis na prospathisoume...kai elpizw o theoulis na min mas afisei me adeies koilitses kai syntoma na mas ferei ayto pou toso polu oneirevomaste..kouragio koritsi mou kai epimoni...kai sto lew egw pou den kserw pws tha to kanw olo ayto...kouragio

pws einai dynaton re koritsia mou na klaiw ena mwraki pou einai zwntano mesa mou pou xtypaei kardoula tou kai kineite mesa mou....thee mou dwse mas dynami kai kouragio mono ayto.....

opws katalavainete mou einai adynaton na koimithw...exoume sikwthei pao polu nwris kai rposparthoume na kanoume oti den sumvainei tipota kai oti paw apla na kanw mia epemvasi anagaia gia na mporesoume na kanoume kiallo paidaki...o antras mou prospathontas na apalinei to klima leei oti thn epomeni fora gia na apozhmiwthoume tha mou kanei didima omws kserw oti mesa tou ourliazei apo pono alla prospathei na mhn to deiksei...exei spasei to kefali mou na katalavw pws prepei mia manoula pou perimenei me agwnia na agliasei to prwto ths paidaki tha prepei na paei shmera sto maieythrio kia na gennisei ena paidaki pou den tha dei kai de tha sfiksei pote sthn agalia tis...pws tha mporw na koitazw tis alles manoules pou tha einai me ta mwrakia tous??re koritsia mou pragmatika apo xthes me exete voithisei polu polu...me opoio tropo mporei i kathemia...nansy mou makari na mporesw polu syntoma na niwthw etsi opws i manoula sou twra kia na meinei olo ayto pisw mas...na kseres pws sparazei i kardia mou...kiegw den mporousa na katalavw pws mporei na einai to sinaisthima kai ti na peis se mia manoula pou viwnei kati tetoio kai prospathisa polles fores se themata paromoia edw mesa na dwsw kouragio alla den perimena pote oti i moira mou epifilasei kiemena mia thesi se kati toso tragiko...koritsia zhtw eilikrina sygnwmi giati den ithela oute na sas tromaksei i istoria mou ote na panikovloithite..ithela apla kapou na milisw...kieseis olous aytous tous mhnes eiste sa mia deyteri oikogeneia mou pou me katalavainate apolyta kathws zousame thn idia omorfi katastasi... anthi mou signwmi pou sto prokalesa egw ola ayto...eilikrina sygnwmi...koritsaki mou mhn fovasai kai na deis pou ola tha einai kala me to mwraki sou..kai tha diavasw ta nea sou kai tha xarw mesa aptin psixi mou... karolinaki mou seyxaristw polu gia tin ipostiriksi kai thn diathesi sou na milisoume akoma kai thlewnika apla den eimai se kali katastasi kai den tha ithela se kamia periptwsi na so umetaferw thn katastasi giati mhn ksexnas oti exeis ena paidaki sto spiti pou apagorevete na se vlepei katsoufa kiena mwraki sthn koilitsa pou den kanei na to stenaxwreis opote den tha to kanw apo sevasmo sta 2 aggeloudia sou.... tha paw na anapsw ena keraki me thn elpida to aggeloudi mou na vrei ti thesi tou ston paradeiso kai me oso kouragio exw tha prospathisw na to apoxeretisw....

koritsakia mou pragmatika eyxaristw oles sas...mporei na ginomai kourastiki alla kapoies fores exeis anagi apla na akouseis 2 logia ai twra einai mia apo aytes tis stigmes...to apogevma meta thn episkepsi mas ston giatro prospathoume kai oi duo na to doume mono apo thn plevra tis logikis kai na apsifisoume to sinaisthima...oso gineta ayto vevaia giati einai polu epipono olo ayto pou zoume...niwthw mono ligi anakoufisi giati i apofasi ayti einai i katallhlh gia to mwraki mas...dystixws h katastasi htan mh anastrepsimi kai akraia(de thelw na mpw se leptomereies giati de thelw na niwsei kamia anasfaleia i taraxi...)distixws to mwraki mas htan pol atyxo kiena lathos sthn arxi tin sillipsis tou dhmiourgise terastia provlimata...exw mprosta mou ena golgotha na antimetwpisw twra kai ofeilw n stathw dynati kai gia mena alla kai gia ton antra mou pou palevei toses meres na me sthriksei xwris koitaksei ton eayto tou...distixws i diadikasia einai fysiologikis gennas..to tragiko einai oti fevgontas den tha exw sthn agalia mou to mwraki mou....tha ksekinisoume apo avrio vrady me farmaka kai to kako einai oti mporei na traviksie arketa mexri na me piasoun oi ponoi...thn ypoloipi diadikasia den thelw na sas thn perigrapsw den xreiazetai...to kako einai oti tha eimai ksipnia kai tha ta zisw ola...den kserw pou tha vrw mesa mou th dynami na to antimetwpisw olo ayto to martyrio......elpizw na ta kataferw...kai meta apo 3 mhnes mporoume an theloume na ksanaprospathisoume gia to oneiro mas...elpizw o theoulis na mas xarisei ena mwraki pou toso polu theloume...to deytero paidaki mas..giati to mwraki mou opws kai na vgei apo thn koilitsa mou tha einai panta to prwto mas paidaki kai ayto den allazei..to niwsame to eidame xtypise i kardia tou mesa sto kormi mou..pote de tha ksexasw th stigmi pou akousa gia prwti fora duo kardies na xtypoun mesa mou..pragmatika xairomai pou se oles tis koilitses i exetaseis phgan kala...o theoulis na sas exei kala kiesas kai ta mwrakia sas...sygnwmi an sas kourasa i sas varyna...

sas eyxaristw polu mesa aptin kardia mou oles...prospathoume apo to apogevma pou phgame sto giatro kai mas exigise ektenestera thn katstasi tou mwrou mas kai poso dyskoli einai na to odume oso mporoume pio polu me ti logiki...kai den mporw na pw to palevoume paksia kai oi duo..alla den einai toso eykolo synexeia...to kalo einai oti de tha kratisei gia polu akoma ayto to martyrio pou zoume..avrio tha paw to prwi na dw ton paidonevrologo kathara apo psixologikis paopsews kai meta tha kanoume eisagwgi..to vrady tha ksekinisei i diadikasia...tha perasw enan golgotha...tha ginei kanoniki diadikasia fysiologikou toketou me texnitous ponous...kai fysika tha eimai ksipnia kai tha ta zisw ola....kai to kako einai oti den kseroume poses wres mporei na kratisei mexrei na arxisoun oi ponoi..mporei na parei kai 24wra apoti mou eipe o giatros mou...ayto den kserw pws tha mporesw na to palepsw...makari na vrw tin dynami mesa mou giati to ofeilw kai ston antra mou pou toso polu palevei na kripsei ta dika mou synaisthimata kai na me sthriksie oles aytes tis meres...prepie na kanw akoma mia megali ypomoni..elpizw na ta kataferw...elpizw to mwraki mou na zisei ston paradeiso polu kalytera apoti tha mporouse pote na zisei edw....emeis tha to agapame kai tha to thymomaste panta..einai to prwto mas paidaki re gmt kiayto den mporei nallaksei me opoia diaidikasia kai oso vanavsa kai na vgei paothn koilitsa mou...mou adynato na skeytw pws se liges wres i koilitsa mou tha einai adeia....sas eyxaristw polu oles pragmatika...

sygnwmi vre koritsakia mou pou sas xalsa thn hmera...kai poio polu giati mazi mesas stenaxwrithikan kai ta mwrakia mestis koilitses...pragmatika sas eyxaristw oles apo kardias...kserw oti den mporeite na kanete polla alla akoma kai ta logia sas einai parigoria..eytixws(tropos tou legeisn alla pali kala pou den tha traviksie polu akoma to martyrio ayto...)avrio tha paw na dw ton paidinevrologo kai meta tha kanw eisagwgi kateytheian sto attiko...to paogevma tha paw sto giatro mou na mou eksigisie tin diaidkasia alla pragmatika thelw mono na koimithw kai na ksipnisw otan ola ayto tha exei teleiwsei...aki den ennow thn diadikasiaths diakopis...makari na mporousa na ksipnisw kai na eimai pali eguos...den kserw an tha kataferw na stathw grigora sta podia mou pio polu gia ton antra mou thelw na ta kataferw pou prospathei toso polu na afisie sth akri thn diki tou apwlia kai na me sthriksie kathe lepto...den perimena pote oti sthn arxi akoma tis zwis mas tha eprpe na antimetwpisoume kati toso vary...o ponos den antexete re koritsia mou...prospathw kathe lepto pou pernaei alla einai sa na aimoragw mesa mou...thelw na ourliaksw kai sygratoume gia ekeinon...xthes prospathontas kiekienos na sinelthei mou eipe oti i manoula tou pou exie pethanei ithele ena egonaki gia parea kai to pire kai twra tha mas steilei kiemas ena edw..makari na mporesw na ta kataferw grigora kai gia tous duo..alla re koritsia...pws tha apoxairetisw ton mpempouli mou mou lete...pws tha zisw twra me adeia koilitsa kai adeia psixi otan exw niwsei ola ayta...syggnwmi kai pali sas zhtw....

eimai mia mellousa manoulaeguos sto prwto mou paidaki kienw ola phgainan kala kai perimename ton avgousto to mwraki mas ksafnika olos mas o kosmos gremistike mesa se mia mera... i b epipedou den phge katholou kala...to mwraki mas htan gemato ekpliksies kai oxi eyxaristes...kanontas tin exetasi loipon vrhkame oti o mpempoulis mas exei kapoio provlima ston egefalo..agenesia mesoloviou mas to eipan to opoio syndeete me nevrologika syndroma kai sthn periptwsi mas einai thema kataskevastiko afou den exoume khronomikothta se tipota kai oi exetaseis mas oles htan kales..kati den egine swsta leei kata tin dhmiourgia tou egefalou...thn deytera loipon pernontas ena efialtiko sk pou meta vias kratithikame orthioi me ton antra mou phgame na agorasoume mia teleytaia elpida kanontas magnitiki emvriou sto iaso me thn kyria xlapoutaki(monadiki sthn ellada pou to kanei ayto...)to apotelesma htan polu xeirotero apo ayto pou eixe deiksei i b epipedou...vrethikan parapanw evrimata apo ayta pou eixame dei...2 emvruologoi kai 1 paidonevrologos htan kathetoi!!!ara oi epiloges mas eixan pia eksantlithei...koritsia eyxomai olopsixa kamia manoula mhn zisei ato pou pernaw egw twra...giati enw prospathoume na to paroume apofasi me ton antra mou oti mesa se mia wra irthe oli mas i zwi toumpa exw mesa mou enan mpempouli pou aptin paraskevi les kai to katalavinei kai kinite synexws sa na thelei na mou dilwsei entona th n parousia tou...den mporw na sas perigrapsw thn katastasi...exoume paramorfwthei apto klama kai mesa kai eksw...kai to kako einai oti exoume tyxei se periodo pou den tha prolavoume prin to pasxa na proxwrisoume sthn diakopi kiisis kai tha prepei na parateinoume kiallo ton efialti...thn tetarti exoume rantevou me paidonevrologo gia na mas exigisei akrivws ta syndroma me ta opoia syndeete to kako pou mas vrike mono kai mono giati o giatros mou epimenei oti prepei na to kanoume gia na mhn mas dhmiourgithoun amfivolies kai tipseis..dne kserw omws an exoume thn psixiki dynami na to antimetwpisoume kai ayto...pragmatika den kserw ti tha kanoume..o monos logos pou den katareoume einai o enas gia ton allon...san zompi kikloforoume mesto spiti...kai kathe fora pou niwthw ton mikro einai sa na mou mpigoun to maxairi stin kardia...to mono pou theloume einai na mporesei na proxwrisei i diadikasia gia na prospathisoume na proxwrisoume parakatw...kai na ksanaprospathisoume na kanoume thn oikogeneia pou toso oneirevomaste...den antexete tosos ponos...giati enw mas dothike tosi xara ksafnika na mas thn paroun pisw re gmt....kai o fovos gia oti prokeite na mou simvei...tha meinei i koilitsa mou adeia kai mazi maytin kai i psixi mou...arage tha mporesoume na to kseperasoume pote olo ayto..giati sto paidaki mas re gmt...??

koritsia mou sas grafw me to zori...mono kai mono giati kserw oti kapoies tha anisixisete pou xathika toses meres...kai tha exete dikio...sygnwmi pou tha sas xalasw to omorfo klima..distixws den tha eimai sthn parea sas pia...opws katalavainete i b epipedou den phge katholou kala...to mwraki mas htan gemato ekpliksies kai oxi eyxaristes...kanontas tin exetasi loipon vrhkame oti o mpempoulis mas(nai telika einai agoraki...)exei kapoio provlima ston egefalo..agenesia mesoloviou mas to eipan to opoio syndeete me nevrologika syndroma kai sthn periptwsi mas einai thema kataskevastiko afou den exoume khronomikothta se tipota kai oi exetaseis mas oles htan kales..kati den egine swsta leei kata tin dhmiourgia tou egefalou...thn deytera loipon pernontas ena efialtiko sk pou meta vias kratithikame orthioi me ton antra mou phgame na agorasoume mia teleytaia elpida kanontas magnitiki emvriou sto iaso me thn kyria xlapoutaki(monadiki sthn ellada pou to kanei ayto...)to apotelesma htan polu xeirotero apo ayto pou eixe deiksei i b epipedou...vrethikan parapanw evrimata apo ayta pou eixame dei...2 giatroi loipon htan kathetoi!!!ara oi epiloges mas eixan pia eksantlithei...dystixws den exoume to kouragio na feroume ston kosmo ena distixismeno paidi mh exontas tin oikonomiki anesi na to sthriksoume kai opws prepei...koritsia eyxomai olopsixa kamia manoula mhn zisei ato pou pernaw egw twra...giati enw prospathoume na to paroume apofasi me ton antra mou oti mesa se mia wra irthe oli mas i zwi toumpa exw mesa enan mpempouli pou aptin paraskevi les kai to katalavinei kai kinite synexws sa na thelei na mou dilwsei entona th n parousia tou...den mporw na sas perograpsw thn katastasi...exoume paramorfwthei apto klama kai mesa kai eksw...kai to kako einai oti exoume tyxei se periodo pou den tha prolavoume prin to pasxa na proxwrisoume sthn diakopi kiisis kai tha prepei na parateinoume kiallo ton efialti...thn tetarti exoume rantevou me paidonevrologo gia na mas exigisei akrivws ta syndroma me ta opoia syndeete to kako pou mas vrike mono kai mono giati o giatros mou epimenei oti prepei na to kanoume gia na mhn mas dhmiourgithoun amfivolies kai tipseis giayto pou tha ginei...dne kserw omws an exoume thn psixiki dynami na to antimetwpisoume kai ayto...pragmatika den kserw ti tha kanoume..o monos logos pou den katareoume einai o enas gia ton allon...sas zompi kikloforoume mesto spiti...kai kathe fora pou niwthw ton mikro einai sa na mou mpigoun to maxairi stin kardia...to mono pou theloume einai na mporesei na proxwrisei i diadikasia gia na prospathisoume na proxwrisoume parakatw...kai na ksanaprospathisoume na kanoume thn oikogeneia pou toso oneirevomaste... sas eyxaristw oles pou toso kairo me agaliasate kai me sthriksate sta dyskola sas eyxomai olopsixa na kratisete me xara ta mwrakia sas kai otan ayto ginei dwstetous ena filaki kai apo mena...na prosexte polu ta paidakia sas kai na ta agapate...filia polla stis koilitses....

mhpws kserei kamia koiloumpa ti xreiazete gia na mpw sto vivliario tou antra mu??giati mou myrizete polu grafeiokrateia alla prepei na tokanw syntoma!!!

entaksei koritsia to mwro mou ekane aisthiti thn parousia tou prin ligo me 2 kales klotsoules kai hremise kai i manoula!!

kalimera koiloumpines mou!!ti kanete?ola kala shmera??emeis edw apolamvanoume tin ksapla mias kai o antroulis mou exei adeia logo gamou mexri tin deytera!!eytixws shmera den exw mageirema exw gemista apo xthes(kai ennow to faghto egw!!xaxaxax)axxx ante na erthei i avrianiiiiiiiiiii!!den kratiemai!!telika kale tha mou pei kamia??einai anisixitiko pou den niwthw ti mpoumpou entona edw kai 2 meres?avriuo pou tha paw kiegw gia pswnia tha sas priksw me tis agores mou pou tos kairo de mporw na symetexw stis kouventes sas!!xaxaxa tha parw to aima mou pisw!!!xaxaxax ayta ta fakelakia tanilas polu wraia mou akougonte!!!egw shmera evala upothetaki kai ekane doulitsa tsak mpam..alla den thelw kai synexeia re gmt...na rwtisw kati avrio sth b epipedou tha me doun kai kolpika??gia na kserw na ginw anthrwpos mhn tromaksieo giatros!!xaxaxaxa oso gia ta petherika pou akouw polla parapona tha sas elega na mhn stenaxwrieste eseis na koitate to spiti sas kai afhste tous na lene oti theloun!!!ta paidia einai dika sas nansy mou oso gia ton mpampa sou tha pw me olo to sevasmooti ton vriskw poluuuuu adikoi mayta pou grafeis..alla den aksizei ton kopo na stenaxwriesai kai na stenaxwreis kai ta mwrakia sas..opws eipes exeis aksio antra kai ayto einai arketo!! koritsakia mou prostoparon thn kanw ta leme lateeeeeeeeeeer filakiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

kalimera koiloumpes mouuuuu!!pws einai shmera ta kefia??emeis edw xthes kaname doulitses sto dhmarxeio kai kati alla telika apogevma mazeytikame twra thelw na paw ika...mpas kai kserei kamia ti prepei na kanw gia na mpw sto vivliario tou nikou??polu xartoura mou mirizete..xmmmmm an kserei kamia as me diafwtisei katatalla einai 2 meres twra pou to mpempe einai polu isixo..to niwthw ligotero alla den einai anisixitiko e?anupomono gia tin paraskeviiiiiii!!!axxxx ante 2 meres emeinan!!!twra etoimazomai na paw voltoula me thn aderfi kai thn anipsoula mou sta magazia kai meta gia kafedaki aytaaaa to menu exei gemista shmera mono pou ksekinisa na kanw ta faghta sxedon analata giati exthes diapistwsa oti exw pristei kapws..kai den thelkw na to diakindinevw me th zesti....ayta ta dika mas. stavroula mou kaloriziko to karotsi sas kai kales voltoules!!!ante me to kalo na teleiwnei kai to dwmatiaki kai mhn kourazeseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!tha ginw i fwni tis sinidisis sou!!!xaxaxaxa venus sugxarhthria gia thn b epipedou!!!kai me to kalo o paidaros!!!sovrako full!!!xaxaxaxax kalo kouragio karolinaki mou tha kanonisoume gia coffee molis sineltheis promise!!!gine kalytera esy kai tha pame voltoula!!! lil megeia i suskevi!!kiegw skeytomai gia stegnwthrio alla dne kserw pou na to valw re gmt...pfff elpizw na se volepsei!! aleka mou teleio vghke to dwmatio polu omorfo!ante kala teleiwmata!!!kai sta dika mas xaxaxaxaxax elena mou na ta ekatostiseis kai na xairese thn oikogeneia sou!!!an kai ligo kathysterimena! koritsares paw kai ta leme metaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa filakiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

ti kanete koritsakia mou??vlpew kouventes peri sex pali e??axxxx mas exei pethanei ayti i sterisi nomizw!!!kiemeis mia apta idia..spania pia...alla to zitaw i kakomoira...o antroulis mou den tolmaei epeidi ponaw ligaki den to leei para mono an tou to deiksw egw...ypomoni!!! stavroula mou xairomai polu pou ola einai kala kai den htna tipota to aimataki!!!esy na takous marh!!!ase ta polla polla!!!ksekourasiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!ante!!! cristi mou akou egw eimai fanatiki kapnistria!!!kapnizw 15 xronia kai to agapw to tsigaro!!den einai oti den mporw na to kopsw alla den thelw katholou!!maresei...twra loipon molis ematha oti eimai eguos petaksa ton kapno thn idia stigmi...den to skeytika katholoiu...sthn arxi de to zitaga katholou isws voithise to gegonos oti eixa polles anakatosoures kai emetous..twra pou hremisa arxisa na to thelw ligaki...alla oxi synexeia...kapou kapou an to thelisw polu tha kanw ena tsigaro.mexri twra ex wkanei oute 10 se olokliri thn egimosini!!prospathise koritsaki mou na to kppseis....kserw tha zoristeis alla skepsou oti aksizei ton kopo!!! amalia mou ola kala sto giatrouli sou??ante perimenoume nea ax delhine mou kai amalia mh lete gia kaoures...kathe vrady sa na exoume rantevou!!4.30 eimai agalia me to psugeio kai pinw galataki alliws einai adynato na ksanakoimithw!!!to malox den mou kanei tipota... karolinaki mou perastika kai pali koritsaki mou ante na syneltheis siga siga mwre kiesy exeis talaipwrithei polu re gmt.... katerinaki bravo gia tin aggelikoula!!polu kalo ayto oti sumeteixe kai ekane parea me talla paidakia!!!ante kali arxi!! ta nea mou twra:shmera phagem volta sta ikea na doume gia syrtariera kai mia vivliothiki pou theloume!!eidame polu omorfa pragmata kai oikonomika sxetika kai tha pame syntoma na ta paroume!!kai mera phgame sta h&m..pwpw ti epatha...trelathikame me ta rouxalakia!!!ta thelame ola!!kai telika ta kataferame na sugratithume..alla mexri thn paraskevi...na mas pei oti ola einai kala me to paidaki mas kai meta eipame....vourrrrrr sta magazia!!!xaxaxaxaxaxax kai gia telos xtipisame to gnwsto hot-dog apta ikea kaiirthame kai kserathikame ston ypno!!!aytaaaaa kai avrio exoume grafiokratikes douleis ta meta gamou...trexamata gia na ftiaksoume ta diafora xartia..kali mas tyxi!!xaxaxaxa aytaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa paw gia nanakia giati kleinoun ta matakia!!filakia polla koiloumpessssssss p.s.i mpoumpou kanei toumpes stin koilitsa pia!!!trelos xoros sa lew!!!polu xairomai kathe fora!!xaxaxaxaxaxax

kalhmera koiloumpines mouuuuuuu!!!loipon twra pou anrrwsame apo proxthes mporw na milisw me anesi pia!!vlepw oti i polulogia mas mas eftase sto 3 postaki!!xaxaxaxax eimaste tragikes !!!!xaxaxaxaxax oles proxwrate me tis agores sas e??bravo koritsakia mou me to kalo ola!!kiemeis apo paraskevi poui tha kanoume tin b epipedou tha pame kateytheian gia pswnakiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!exoume sygratithei arketa!!!alla theloume prwta na sigourepsoume ti mpoumpou kai meta mhn tin pathsoume!!voithise kai o gamos se ayto vevaia me ta dwrakia pou mazepsame!!eytixws pirame mia megaaaaaali anasa!! ta tou gamou twra en oligis gia na min sas kourasw....htan ola teleia!!mporei na htan o politikos gamos alla ton apolaysame kai ton klapsame opws tou armoze!!kathoti kai eysiginito soi kai to ena kai to allo....to sinaisthima mou htan apisteyto..eniwtha tromera omorfa..!!eidika otan eftasas sto dhmarxeio kai me paredwse o mpampakas mou ston antrouli mou....htan ola polu omorfa kai eniwtha kiegw polu omorfi(voithisa se ayto kai i makigier kai i kommwtria pou me souloupwsan!!!)xaxaxaxaxax ola kala!!!!elpizw stis upoloipes kai sta dika sas koritsares mou kai me to kalo ta mwrakia mas!! entometaksi i mpempa apo proxthes les kai eniwse thn xara mou th niwtwh synexeia olo kai pio entona sas eyxaristw OOOOOLESSSSSS gia tis eyxes sas koritsare smou!!!paw na faw twra giati to mwro peinaei aki pao avrio tha epanelthw pia kanonika!!!!filakia pollaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

koritsia mou kalispera den tha sxoliasw tipota twra giati kleinoun ta matia mou...to eytixes gegonos egine exthes!!!!kai htan ola teleia!!!tha valw kai fwtosa na deite eimai polu eytixismeni!!!!!as filw prostoparon paw na kserathw giati eimai aypni kai tha ta poume an oxi meta avrio!!!smoutssssssssssss

koritsares mou kalimeroudiaaaaaaa den tha sxoliasw polla mpainw mono kai mono na sas diavasw twra pourno pourno pou prolavainw kai tha ta poume analytika se 2 meroules!!!edw ola vainoun kalws!!!shmera de eimaste ston pyreto twn etoimasiwn kai twn mageirematwn!!kai fysika ta klarina paizoun apo nwris dioti politikos ksepolitikos emeis sto soi mas theloume na to glentisoume!!!opote kai sta dika sas oses eleytheres yparxoun!!to nini mallon exei katalavei tin anampoumpiula kai kathe mera stis 4.30 to klsimerwma me ksipnaei!!xaxaxaxa xalali tou den peirazei as poume oti to glentaei mazi mas!! pasxalitsa mou xronia sou polla na ta ekatostiseis kai me to kalo kai to koritsaki sou na ta xairesai ta paidakia sou psixi mou!! elena megia to karotsi glukia mou kalotaksido!! de thymamai polla na sxoliasw alla sas skeytomai kai sas filw oles polu!!!kalimeresssssssssssssssssssss

kalimera koiloumpines mouuuuu!!mphka twra pou akoma pinw to xamomilaki mou giati vlepete eimai tooooooso tyxeri pou exw mpoukwma edw kai 2 meres!!!eytixws shmera eimai kalytera!!!emeis teleiwsame tis kathariothtes mesa..h mama thleei oposdipote na kanei ta mpalkonia!!!xaxaxaxaxa ti vitsia einai ayta re paidaki mou..tespa den is xalaw xathri giati etsi kialliws den tha vrw akri kai meta tharxisoume thn proetoimasia gia ta faghta!oti mporei na ginei kai na mpei psugeio diladi...ayta katatalla xthes den koimithika sxedon katholou polu asxhma oneira...kai stis 4 ksipnisa giati kontepsa na pnigw aptin kaoura..mou anevhkan ugra kai mou petaxtikan ta matia eksw...to nini exthes mou fainetai oti otan ksaplwsa arxise na klotsai pio dynata gia prwti fora!!!kanonika apo twra kai meta tha prepei na to niwthw entonotera e?? nansy mou bravo pou ola einai kala me ta mwrakia kai sigourepses kai ton antra opote mia xara!!!kai o dialogos me ton giatro...ti na pw!!xaxaxaxaxaxa oute na mas akouge!!xaxaxaxa pousai marh maria???mavra matia kaname!!!siga marh pou tha kaneis gati giati den eisai toumpano!!tha fouskwseis kiesy mh skas!!! karolinaki mou perastika sou koukla mou ti na pw...sexoun matiasei...ante na sineltheis twra pou anoigei o kairos na ton pioume ayton ton kafe epitelous!!!xaxaxaxa ayto akrivws na kaneis maximaki mou oxi pu tha katseis na skaseis pia!!koumanto esy me ton antra sou kanete den xreiazeste dervenages!!! prostoparon sas filw oles kai paw na kanw kati teleytaia pswnia gia na synexisoume edw!!!smoutssssssssssssssss kalimeressssssssssssssssss

este mou i aderfi mou ton eixe aptin plevra tou antra tis giati de xwrage kai shkwnotan otan ksipnage de nomizw mwre na kourazese gia 2 vhmata parapanw apto na agorazeis likno giati na mh glitwseis ta leyta!!!

nansy mou na pas to pithanortero einai na sou dwsoun!einai i politiki tous ayti kai sthn aderfi mou kai stin ksaderfi mou prin ena xrono dwro to edwsan!!opote mallon to kanoun synexeia!! epishs molis twra siniditopoiisa oti mphka stin 20 evdomadaaaaaaa!!!mphke to 2 mprosta!!axxxx ti kalaaaaaaa

kalhspera koritsaki mou ti kanete glwsoudes mou??opws tha katalavaet ayth th vdomada exw polu treksimo me to gamo kai de tha porlavainw na mpianw taktika na sas diavazw...giayto mphka na sas pw ena geia kai oti oi etoimasies pane mia xara kai na min anisixisete pou tha xathw ligaki einai logo tw hmerwn!!megeia alekaki to dwmatio vghke pou omorfo to vapsimo!!!filia se ooooooleeeessss tis koilooumpines kai kalwsirthes cristi!!filakiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

kalispera koritsakia mou!!pws perasate shmeris??kanate tipota idiatero??emeis edw ston pethero gia faghto kai meta kafedaki me filopus mias kai eixe kalo kairo!!paiksame kiena tavlaki me ton antra na operasei i wra..kai twra sa na peinaw ligaki mias kai o mpakaliaros den enai sta agapimena mou opote den poluefaga to meshmeri...nai plhsiazeii mera delhin mou kai exw ligaki agxos gia to trapezi alla afou tha exw voitheia aptin mama de me noiazei!!sas eyxaristw olesssss gia tis eyxes yper tou antra mou!!kai sas filw polu paw na xlapakiasw kati tis!!!xaxaxaxax smoutssssssssssssssssssssss