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oxi exei na emfanistei k edw polu kairo.....

na kanw mia erwtisi skeftomoun na parw ekstra strwmataki gia to port mpempe gia na einai malako giati mou fainete polu lepto to strwma pou exei mesa ti lete?

este mou teleia ta zougklozoakia sou polu mou aresan .... megia k ta mpournouzopetsetakia... fouskitsa k egw thelw na thilasw apokleistika alla exw k egw tin idia fobia me tin este... pasxalaki katse ksekourasou simera pou den exeis na kaneis tpt ti talaipwria travikses popo.. eirinoula mou kalws irthes stin parea mas...

elena i petalouda mou aresei pio polu...

sto fagito k emena etsi ekane otan den douleue i pethera mou mageireue auti k pigainame ekei k trwgame twra mono kuriakes pame dipla trwmw monoi mas k as kanei fagito auti kamia fora mou to fernei den pame emeis.. to idio kanw k egw otan mageireuw... genika einai diakritikoi k den me enoxloun... elena k egw imoun etsi den mou arese na erxetai o kapnos sta moutra mou k as kapniza k egw mou tin edine... eutuxws den erxontai edw na katsoun opote to exw afisei pros to paron etsi afou varethika na ta lew... meta me to mwro tha eimai katheti den to suzito... maraki me to kalo na seis tin mpempa sou... tous to exw pei k me to kalo k enoxlimeni afantasta alla pali ta idia...

kalimera koritsakia mou egw piga simera ekana eksetaseis prwi prwi giati ithele k o antras mou na kanei kapoies k eprepe na paei k douleia to apogeuma ta apotelesmata k aurio tha paw na kanw nst..k tin pempti tha paw na dw k ton stratouli mou... kounietai oli tin wra to mwro mou k otan lew ton antra mou koita ton stamataei amesws ola ta katalavenei.... xthes mou eipan gia mia gnwsti oti eftase 40 vdomades k akoma na vgei o mikros yha perimenei mexri to sk kai ama den vgei tha paei gia proklisi... nansy upomoni me tin mikri mallon sou exei parei ligo ton aera kali lusi tha itan to paidiko gia na ksedinei ekei k na einai iremei sto spiti emeis ston aderfo mou pou ton eixame steile eixame dei diafora alla einai to thema me tis iwseis pio sumantiko... beboula ta pes k isuxases egw den upirxe periptwsi na mporesw na ta pw... k egw pou tous exw dipla ti na pw wres wres mou tin dinoun polu oute na malwsoume den mporoume... xthes piastikame me ton antra mou eixame neura k oi duo k epeidi itan me moutra o allos eskasan na mathoun ti egine ti ekana sto paidi tous k einai etsi k katevase k ta moutra k i pethera mou meta fusika omws den tous eipame tpt... k ena akoma pou skeftomai einai oti den thelw k polu na mou kratane to paidi ta petherika mou giati kapnizoun k mou tin dinei polu pou erxontai edw mesa k mou kapnizoun taxamou dipla sto parathiro k neuriazw alla den mporw k sunexeia na tous lew niwthw asxima k kserw oti k o petheros mou ta pernei ola katakarda k fovamai na ton pw kati min mou pathei kamia krisi panikou k den kserw ti na kanw... exw ftasei se shmeio na min thelw na erxontai edw kalutera na pigainoume emeis ekei sto spiti tous as kanoun oti theloun toulaxiston pali kala den kapnizoun dipla mou pigainoun stin akri... ama pantws k me to mwro meta sunexizoun na kapnizoun mesa sto spiti tous den prokeitai na to pigainw dipla na erxontai k na to vlepoun edw ama theloun k fusika ekei den me noiazei tpt ama kapnisoun mesa tha ginei xamos k as thimwnoun... mia fora pou eixe pesei suzitisi gia to tsigaro stis arxes gurnane k mou lene e siga k o antras sou mesa stin kapna itan mikros epathe tpt alla apantisa den anteksa... sas ta zalisa eee alla ta exw parei apo xthes k ithela kapou na ta pw na kseskasw... mou tin dinei pio polu gt oloi osoi erxontai to sevontai k vgainoun eksw na kapnisoun xwris na pw kati k autoi pou einai k dikoi mas den to sevontai eleos diladi.... elena me to kalo na upodexteis tin mama sou... fantazomai ti laxtara exeis na tin deis... egw tin perimenw teli tou mina... fwtistiko teteio pou thes exei sto ikea... o antra mou mou eipe oti k oi panes pou exei i carefour tis ta ftiaxnei i MEΓΑ egw nomiza oti auti kanei ta pampers k oxi ta babylino alla ekana lathos mallon.. lia mou k pali na zhsete k pali... mia xara o mpempis sas emena itan 2400 otan ton eida na dw twra poso egine to mwro mou... kokona mpravo olo kalutera tha ginesai k siga siga tha sunelfeis... ariadni kala apotelesmata...

ariadni dustoixws den mporoume na ta apofigoume k egw stis arxes eniwthw polu fobismeni..twra prospathw na min ta akouw k na min dinw simasia.. skepsou to mwraki pou exeis stin koilitsa k tha niwtheis kalutera egw etsi ekana... megia ta pragmata.. ante stauroula mou kolla ta autokolita anupwmono na dw to dwmatiaki tou mpempi sou... den thimamai ama sou eixa pei oti k egw se auto to stul tha to ekana to dwmatio... katerinaki k egw etsi eimai me ta ugra k den kserw ama einai kako i oxi... alekaki k mia ruthmisi othonis thelei na kaneis otan to sundeeis k sou ta deixnei kanonika ola alla den kserw akrivos pws to sundeei o antras mou panta molis gurisei tha ton rwtisw k tha sou pw...

kalispera kouklitses mou..... karolinaki mou viazete o mpempoulis sou na vgei katse ksekourasou k ola tha pane kala... este sto port mpempe skopeua na to exw dipla sto krebati mou mono katw gia na to vlepw na min xreiazete na sukwnwmai giati nomiza oti tha einai polu psilo me tin vasi.... tha paw simera to apogeuma na koitaksw gia vasi k tha doume... antwnia mou perastika euxomai na gineis grigora kala... kikitsa me to kalo na deis tin mpempa sou simera... anthi ti itan auto pou epathes kala eleos ti sumpairifora einai auti... katerinaki k egw eetsi kanw den zhtaw ama eimai k moni mou eidika ama prosferfei kapoios kalos alliws perimenw.. o antras mou einai pou trelenetai k olo lei oti eimai egkuos k me afinoun na perasw... edw einai xalia o kairos k polu ugrsia exw k xalia ekw k den lene na stegnwsoun me tpt me teteio kairo... ugra exwk egw polla den antexontai allo ta neura mou spane sunexia nomizw oti kati exw... elena i timi einai polu kali gia ta chicco kserw oti ta exei akriva genika... den kserw sigoura times gurw sta 5kai prepei na exoun sta super.. i aleka ta eixe dokimasei stin mikri nomizw

se euxaristw este egw den eixa skeftei gia vasi skeftomoun na to exw katw dipla mou k emena to port mpempe exei podarakia apo katw pou ginetai k kounia den kserw gia tin vasi thelw na paw na dw kamia apo konta k na to skeftw.... k egw thelw kerasakia...

kalispera koritsakia mou k xronia polla se oles tis manoules... egw simera pou elega den tha kanw tpt oute fagito... eskase o thermosifonas sta petherika mou k den exoun nero opote pali edw tha ginooun ola.... xthes to bradi egine k seismos xestika panw mou.. koimomoun k ksupnisa... nai me to maraki exoume antalaksei tilefwna opote tha epikoinwnisoume k tha enoimerwsoume.. egw stin kliniki tha mpainw apo to kinito ama prolavenw na sas lew nea... este ama mporeis vale mou tin vasi pou les gia to port mpempe me ta rodakia... anna megia ta pragmatakia k egw stin arxi parakseneuomoun pou einai tosa polla gia ena toso mikro plasmataki... pasxalaki megia ta pragmata tou prigkipa elpizw na ta xarei...

elena megia to stegnwtirio k to klimatistiko.... edw vrexei irthe i pethera k mou eplune ta xalia eutuxws prolave alla ante na dw pote tha stegnwsoun me teteio kairo... ekana k egw doulies mesa skoupisma sfouggarisma k eimai k mes ta neura pou den me voithise o allos katholou to apogeuma leei na ta kanoume egw to apogeuma thelw na kanw mpanio k na tin araksw oxi na kanw douleies, kata ta alla mou leei na prosexw k na ksekourazomai, telos pantwn ta pa k ksethimana ouf... k exw k mia varemara apisteuti...

kale apo sena to ipokrateio einai polu pio makria.. apo periferiako ama pas tha vgeis kateutheian ekei den einai periploko... exei k tampeles nomizw

sas esteila pm... maraki thessaloniki mono to papanikolaou einai twra kit na exoun ta alla nosokomeia den nomizw....

afroditi exw k egw auto to filadia to exw diabasei... kale pou to exeis to paidi to katapies? egw etsi imoun ston trito mina peripou.. lia mou i wra i kali na zhsete k na eiste eutuxismenoi... anthi den iksera oti exeis k esu fb tha se steilw pm... ariadni k maraki me gia ta pragmata..

koritsia eksw vrexei k egw eimai mouksema apo ton idrwta ti zesti einai auti oute me tin vroxi den drosizei ligo

nansy min stenaxwriesai den prokeite na xrisimopoiithoun ta blastokuttara pote sto idio to paidi ama xtupa ksulo emfanisei kati gt k ta blastokuttara tha to exoun.... e k esu min anxwnesai tha ta xaseis meta tin genna sigoura me to treksimo pou tha exeis...

gia athina den kserw edw ta dinoun se ena nosokomeio pas k perneis ena eidko kouti k otan geniseis ta vazeis ekei k ta pas kateutheian gia na ta fulaksoun...

k egw se dimosia trapeza tha ta dwsw....

aleka den thelw na se tromaksw alla mallon exei sovaro provlima mias filis mou to laptop den anavei i othoni k to exei sundedemenw me alli othoni gia na to xrisimopoiei elpizw na min einai tpt....

eleos beboula ti gurise k sou eipe... zilepsa k ekana k egw makaronia gia mena o antras mou tha vgei eksw natasa na zhsete na eiste panta eutuxismenoi gia akoma polla xronia... elena na sou zisei o antras sou na ton xairesai

nansy valtin na kanei douleies na deis gia pote den tha ksanaerthei... egw zhlepsa apo tin aleka tromara mou k piastika na kanw geniki tin kouzina oso mporw ta upoloipa tha ta afisw na ta kanei i pethera... afou profimopoihthike na mou kanei douleies gia na min kanw egw exei na kanei polla twra to sk...

aleka mou na tin xairesai tin koiklitsa sou einai mia gluka...

este polu wraia einai

elena kala apotelesmata. este kala na peraseis..

kalimera koilitses mou omorfes k fatsoules... oses mporesa na sa dw sas eida tin lia den prolava nomizw mono... k egw sas fantazomouna kapws alla se kapoies epesa polu eksw... sto fc ama katalava kala natasa eisai esu pou exeis ena skulaki eksofilo? beboula sou esteila pm poia alli den thimamai.. oles sas pantws eiste kouklitses kala leei i elena gia ton titlo xixixi ariadni mou mia xara i mpempa k kala apotelesmata eides ti teleio einai na vlepeis fatsoula... fouskitsa kalws irthes k me to kalo to agoraki sou.. k egw ksupnisa 5 i wra alla den mpika lew moni mou tha eimai ama to iksera tha empaina alla piga k ksanakoimithika... arxise etsi ksafnika na trexei i muti mou k den mporousa na iremisw... elena k egw sto fb exw arxisei na kanw ksekatharisma filwn giati polu asxeti exoun mazeutei k to exw kleidwmenw mono gia filous... k den exw anaferei katholou oti eimai egkuos sto fb den to kserei kanenas apo autous pou den me vlepoun...