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ax mpempoula k egw etsi eimai k exw frikarei den antexo allo k akoma perasame ta misa.... emena tis duo teleuetaies meres einai perissotero apo prin k den htan ligo rozouli opws lete alla ligo kafeti... ta neura mou eixa ksexasei pws einai na exeis periodo k twra oso den eixa tous 9 mines mazemeno einai? polu spastiko pragma... auto me to mapnio k exw to eixa akousei kapou alla den kserw ama isxuei... xtinaki xairomai pou mas grafeis pote pote perimenoume nea sou... nai kserw pou vgazei goulitses alla auto simera idika itan rouketa k evgale k poli k xthes pou mou ekane ligotero pira tin giatro k mou eipe den peirazei den einai tpt einai fusiologiko alla kathe mera?

kalimera koritsia mou... simeras eimai polu xaroumeni giati ksupnisa meta apo polles meres me prismeno to stuthos kai na uperxilizei elpizw na sunexisoume etsi k na min meiwthei pali... k omikroulis mou efage mia xara k twra koimithike... alla me stenaxwrise ligo pou me ekane emetouli xthes k simera pali i paidiatros pou pira xthes mou eipe den einai tpt k den peirazei... nene ante kouklamou me to kalo k me ena pono euxomai ola kala tha pane pires swsti apofasi den uparxei ligos na perimeneis k allo... i sumbouli mou einai na eisai oso to dunaton pio xalari k na min anxwnese den einai tpt... k egw elega oti tha eimai mes to anxos alla telika imoun polu anaisthiti ekeini tin wra afou eixa arxisei k na variemai kapoia fasi mexri na arxisoun oi ponoi... evlepa pou vgazan alla mwrakia k egw pou piga apo tin protes imoun akoma ekei k variomoun...emena den mou tin evgalan tin alusiditsa pou forousa sto laimo... lil mou polu apotomo akoustike ee pame aurio k mena otan mou eipe pote mpenoume epatha sok ekeini tin stigmi den to perimena...ante me to kalo kouklitsa mou k esu grigora na kratisete ta mwrakia sas agkalia... katerinaki perimenoume foto.... pasxalaki mou pali se epiasan oi fobies sou mia xara einai i mpempa sou den exei tpt k oute tha pathei min vazeis sunexei to kako sto mualo sou... lia perimenoume ta nea sou apo ton paidiatro... ax k emena aiwnas mou fainete pote tha perasoun oi meres.. alitheia ta loxeia sas teleiwsan?

καλημερα κοριτσια μου... σκεφτομαι να παρω παιδιατρο που ειναι κ συμβουλος θυλασμου οταν ερθει ο αντρασ μου θα το συζητησω κ μαζι του σιμερα παλι μου λεει να δωσουμε ξενο γιατι κλαιει ο μικρος κ δεν τρωει... τα νευρα μου... νανσυ βοηθισαν τα χαπιακια απο μαγια μπυρας? κοριτσια το θεμα μου ειναι οτι ο μικροσ δεν τρωει καλα κ απο το στυθος, τρωει λιγο κ σταματαει ή κλαιει ή κοιμαται ή δεν ανοιγει το στομα του μετα απο το 10 λεπτο περιπου για αυτο η γιατρος μου ειπε να τον δινω κ με το μπουκαλη παλι δικο μου γαλα για να τρωει καλα... γιατι μεχρι τωρα που δεν τον εδινα δεν αυξησε κανονικα το βαρος του κ δεν τον εφτανε... κ μου ειπε να το κανουμε ετσι για να ξερουμε κ περιπου τι τρωει... συγνωμη που δεν σχολιαζς τιποτα αλλα δεν ειμαι κ πολυ στα καλα μου.... προσπαθω να το ξεπερασω αλλα μου ειναι πολυ δθσκολο οταν δεν εχω κ κανεναν να με υποστιριξει σε αυτο... κ συγνωμη αμα σας τα ζαλισα με το θεμα του θυλασμου

ax koritsia ta exw paiksei den kserw ti na kanw pia k den exw ka kamia upostiriksi apo kanenan sxetika me ton thilasmo mono esas exw...ton antra mou pou ton eipa na ferw mia sumboulo na me voithisei den me afinei.. foteini se euxaristw polu gia auta pou mou egrapse ontws exeis dikaio k egw eixa aporia giati na min ton dinw stuthos osos thelei.... esteila mnm stin aglaia me tin periptwsi mou k perimenw apantisei...

kalimera koritsia mou den katafera na mpw xthes katholou... o mpempis mas einai polu kalos exoume mono ena themataki me ta kilakia tou mexri twra pirw 220gr eprepe na parei parapanw kanonika allad den uparxei provlima k antimetopizete... emena mou eipe na pernw sidiro k magia mpuras gia na auksisoume tin paragwgi mou k na pinw polles mpures skeftomai na to dokimasw me tis mpures mono na dw pws tha paei k ama dw oti den na parw k ta xapakia... anthi i paidiatros mou eipe na ton dino 10' apo to kathe stuthos k na vgazw sumplirwma 60-90 k na ton dinw einai ligo kourastiko giati den exoume programma akoma stathero gia na pw oti tha vgalw prin ksupnisei k na ton dwsw tha k den exw k polu gala gia na vgalw k meta na ton taisw molis auksithei ligo i paragwgi elpizw diladi tha eimai kala pisteuw mexri ligo k o mikros na parei ta panw tou k vlepoume meta... maraki k emena evgale k ksexasa na rwtisw ti mporw na ta kanw... este na ton xairese tin stratouli elpizw na to kanete to programma opws thes emena mou koimatai edw k duo meres apo tin 8 afou prin kanei mpanio k faei k ksupnaei 2-3 k meta 6 xthes omws mou ksupnise stis 1 k koimithike mexri tis 6... siga siga strwnoun... polu gelasa me ta kouradiakia... oso gia ton iktero mou eipe exoume ligaki alla den einai anusuxitiko giati einai k me mitriko gala k den einai upsilo gia na xreiazete na kanoume metriseis.... koritsia den kserw ti me epiase k niwthw etsi otan to suzitame me pianoun ta klammata ax autes oi ormones prospathw twra na min to skeftommai k na efarmosw auta pou mou eipe i paidiatros k na doume... pantws mou eipe oti k me to thilastro uparxoun pithanotites na meiwthei to gala k mporei gia auto na meiwthike... egw akoma den ton exw valei stin maniera tou simera tha ton valw pantws mas aresei to mpanio k emas polu to ntusimo den mas aresei meta... aaa k prepei na ton allaksw noumero ta pampers an k egw to skeftomoun exw twra mia teleutaia suskeuasi apo to n1 k meta tha parw n2.... koritsia nomizw pathame zimia k emeis xthes to vradi o kalos ou koimotan sto saloni me to klimatistiko k kata tis 5 pou ksupnisa egw akouga na stazei kati k itan to klimatistiko etrexe nero mesa to ekleisa kateutheian k simera na doume ti exei mallon xalase.. mono auto mas eleipe twra...

kalimera kouklitses mou k mikroulia mou.... polu kala ta nea sas apo tous giatrous... ariadni eides pou tzampa anusuxouses gia tin anaptuksi mia xara einai i mpempa... eleni ante koukla mou perimenoume esena twra na mas peis euxarista...me to kalo k me ena pono... emeis simera eimaste kalutera pros to paron xthes kseskistikame sto klamma mas epese k afalos xthes k simera tha erthei paidiatros na ton dei ton mpoumpouko mou... anthi mou den peirazei tha prolaveis na kaneis mpania argotera twra proexei i mpempa... nai vgazw me thilastro k ton dino vasika prwta ton vazw sto stuthos ama to parei kalos sunexizoume k sto telos tou dino ligo me to mpoukali gia na dw ama xortase... alliws twra teleutaia pou neuriazei kateutheian k den to pernei to stuthos ton dino me to mpoukali ligo na iremisei k meta ton vazo sto stuthos... oute eman mou leipei i koilia mou k nomiza oti tha tin nostalgw alla eimai mia xara xwris tin koiloumpa.. ax katerinaki mou min stenaxwriesai ftiaxnete k den einai kamia sovari zimia tin eixa patisei k egw etsi mia fora allaa eutuxws to prolave o antras mou k den pige katw to nero... nansy wraio to mpanaki... koritsia exei arxisei na mou meiwnete to gala xthes me to zori evgala k ton edwsa exei ginei to stithos sxedon opws itan , vasika nomizw den prolavene na gemisei xthes oli mera sto stuthos itan o mikros... to vradi gemise arketa... den thelw na mou kopei to gala exw arxisei k niwthw axristi mana pou den mporei na ta kataferei k exw k ton antra mou na mou leei e k ti egine ama sou kopei tha dwsoume kseno den peirazei k teteia k mou tin exei dwsei... stedim na sou zisei kopela mou to mwraki sas oti kalutero gero k kalotuxo na einai

kalispera manoules k egkuoules.. emeis simera apo to prwi eimaste mes tin gkrinia den thelei to vizi katholou den koimatai kala k oriete sta kala kathoumena mono agkalies thelei oli mera agkalia ton exw... den mporw na katalavw ti ton epiase... lia k emena akrivos ta idia sumtwmata exei k me eixe piasei k emena to entero tin prwti mera k molis kanei kakakia iremei alliws oli tin wra zorizete k den kserw ama einai kolikoi... nansy mou ti itan k auto twra perastika elpizw na ginei grigora kala... k egw tin paidiatro den tin polu sumpathw alla eimai k epeireasmeni giati mikri eixa k egw autin k otan mou ekane embolia den tin ithela katholou....alla einai polu kali k tin empisteuomai... maraki koukla i mpempa k i manoula mia xara.... eimai komatia simera eutuxws irthe i mama mou k me voithise ligaki... me to kalo na deite ta mwrakia sas oses exete simera...

sas euxaristw gia tis apantiseis egw bikaki akoma fovamai na to akoumpisw oute me to ksirafi.. ekeino to shmeio to afisa etsi... beboula egw den xreiastika tpt gia to mwro k den kserw na sou pw gia kouvertes... este tha to dokimasw... mallon itan ixos pou akouge suxna otan itan stin koilia k twra ton iremei... polu zesti exei den paleuetai...

anna pono den niwtheis egw otan to akoumaw ekei panw apo tin tomi ponaei les k einai melaniasmeno....

kalimera k kalo mina me to kalo ta mpempakia tou iouliou... egw an k tin ekana tin kaisariki den thelw na kserw leptomeries tha arxisw na trelenomai arkoume se auto pou vlepw twra... koritsia pou kanate kaisariki panw apo tin tomi niwthete kanena moudiasma k pono les k einai melaniasmeno otan to akoumpate? emeis ksupnisame fagame paiksame k koimomaste twra...

koimithike k mporesa k egw na koimithw kamia writsa popo elpizw na min mas paei etsi to vradi den tha anteksw mapinw gia ena ntouzaki twra pou koimatai... k emeis paidiatro tin triti i tin tetarti tha feroume na ton dei pws paei... cristi mia xara ta nea sou...

aman vre nansy ti to ekanes to koritsi... ypomoni maraki mou tha perasei esu apo upomoni exeis mpoliki....afou den peirazei kiolas to amoksil ton thilasmo mia xara.. koritsia o mpempis mou apo tis 1 pou ksupnise ton ekana mpanaki ton taisa k den koimotan me tpt twra ton ksanataisa k koimithike. auto to paidi i tha koimatai oli mera i den tha koimatai katholou...

den xtupaei o hlios se emas akoma enw mesa sto sto spiti exei zesti eksw sto mpalkoni psilofusaei k exei drosoula.... meta tis duo xtupaei o ilios se emas edw... alekaki na xairesai to mwraki sou k ton pethero sou... koritsia emena pou gennisthike 4 kila twra den kserw akoma poso einai ton foraw to v1 k ton einai kala nomizw prepei na ton valw to v2?

nansy mia xara ta nea sas polu xarika eides telika tsampa anxwnosoun k trelenosoun mia xara einai i mikri.... este kouklos o stratoulis k egw nomizw pws kathe mera einai diaforetikos... bikaki elpizw na eisai kalutera mia xaar i mpempa apo kila.... maraki perastika koukla mou... xthes me tin suzitisi mas ligo me kathisixases se euxaristw k sorry po sta zalisa... exw vgalei ton mikro sto mpalkoni k koimatai stin drosoula to kamari mou..

katerinaki polu wraia ta autokolita k sta xrwmata... pasxalaki den vrika kanena tilefwnw apo thessaloniki ama mporeis steilta mou esu pou einai? nene fusiko einai na niwtheis etsi k egw sto telos ena roakos eniwtha upomoni den emeine polu akoma... anthi mou autes tis skepseis tis eixa k egw k me pianoun k twra logo tou thilasmou... alekaki polu wraia fwto...ontos eutixismeni mama...

kalimera koritsia mou.. pasxalaki esteila ena e-mail se mia eidiko alla den mou apantise akoma perimenw na mou apantisei euxaristw gia to site xrisimo einai alla egw mpika sto pio kainourgio tous giati se auto pou mou edwses den exei kanenan eidiko stin thessaloniki.. nansy mou pano apola prepei na exeis k esu kali psuxologia gia na ta vgaleis pera k me tin mikri k me ta didima sigoura auta pou sou eipe i paidopsixologos einai oloswsta esu me tin voitheia eidikou tha ta kataferete mia xara alla den prepei na se pernei apo katw, opws sou eipan k ta koritsia oi perissoteroi den mporoun na apodextoun pws to paidi tous exei kapoio provlima k vazoun paropides k as to leei k eidikos... esu pou to katalaveneis k mpravo sou se auto prepei tha mporeseis na voithiseis tin mikri... oso gia tin voitheia ama den mporeis na exeis apo tous dikous sou toulaxiston gia kapoies meres tha sou elega na ferneis gunaika sto spiti na se voithaei tha einai duskola stin arxi mexri na vreis k tous ruthmous sou me ta mwra meta stamata tin... kouragio thelei koukla mou k upomoni k ola tha ftiaksoun...

bikaki den nomizw na einai kati teteio to pio pithano einai na einai kruwma i apo to donti na anevases pureto..perastikoulia euxomai na min einai tpt.. maraki nai k emena mou murizei k to eixa aporia... elena k lia egw me tin episkliridio koimomoun k den katalava tpt apoti ginotan pisw apo to kourtinaki mono akouga pou kanan mouxampeti... prin arxisoun k me piasei zalada otan me valan mesa me eixe piasei fovia oti tha eimai ksupnia k tha me petsokovoun apo katw alla den katalava tpt... pros to telos pou mou deiksan to mwro k meta arxisa na tragoudaw kiolas enw oi alloi katw ravane oute sumasia tous edina san na min kanoun tpt... mono oti kouniomoun pera dothe katalavena.... k eniwtha san falaina pou den eniwtha ta podia mou..

ax lia mou anatrixiasa kopela mou pali kala pigan ola kala k min to skeftese kan krata tin anamnisi apo tin prwti fora pou eides to mwraki sou k ta alla ola delete... k egw wres wres pou to skeftomai fovamai na ksanakanw paidi alla otan me to kalo erthei auti i stigmi den tha thimomaste tpt k tha perimenoume pws k pws na doume to mwraki mas.. pasxalaki se euxaristw tha to diavasw pio meta giati ksupnise to kamari mou k tha sas pw ti tha kanw... lil mou min stenaxwriesai ftanei na eiste kala k oi duo k den peirazei pws tha genniseis... nansy emena me afisan na sikwthw tin epomeni mera alla mpanio den me afisan na kanw mono topika na plenomai....

simera exei i anna geneflia xronia polla k apo dw na ta ekatostiseis k na sou zisei o mpempis ksana...

kalimera tsoupres mou... egrafa k me petakse pali ta neura mou prwi prwi... pasxalaki k egw auto skeftomai k prospathw na kanw alla o kurios plantazei sto klama k den iremei me tpt ama neuriasei polu k auto pou den mporw na katalavw einai pou enw tin pianei tin thili k roufaei ligo tin petaei meta k arxizei na klaiei.... kanw mia teleutaia erwtisi einai kalutera na vgazw me to thilastro k na ton dinw ama den pernei tin thili mou i na ton vazw tis psutothiles k ama tis parei alliws na ton afinw na peinasei perissotero? k ama ton dino me to thilastro lete na mou kopei to gala? xthes den anteksa oli mera stin tsita to vradu arxisa na klaiw k taisa ton mikro ton koimisa k vgika volta na kselampikarw ligo... pasxalaki wraia i voitheia k egw tin exw katavrei twra pou erxete i mana mou k kanei douleies k me ksekourazei...oso gia tin dimosia trapeza stin thssaloniki einai stto papanikolaou... elena mia xara tha einai i mpempa tsampa anxwnesai pws eisai sigouri oti tha einai mikroula? k emeis mikroulis nomizame oti tha einai o mpempis k mas vgike 4 kila... katerinaki wraia i idea sou me ta autokolita vrikes telika? gia auta pou lete gia ton thilasmo sumfwnw k egw.. k egw kapniza k twra einai pou laxtaraw para polu to tsigaro alla den uparxei periptwsi na kapnisw k na kopsw to gala... xthes i mana mou ksexase k to paketo me ta tsigara edw pera k to vradi pou kathomoun sto mpalkoni k koitousa to paketo itan san na mou elege pare me k kapnise me... stin egkumosuni den me travouse toso oso me travaei twra... liaki kouklos o mpempis k emas etsi xnoudotos einai me skouro trixoma k ta malakia tou kastana me ksanthes antavies k mple matia... sou moiazei o mikros egw den mporw na jatalavw poion moiazei o dikos mou... koritsia emeis eipame ton mikro na ton onomasoume stratouli alla emena twra pou ton vlepw den mou vgainei na ton pw stratouli mou vgainei na ton pw mixali pou lene k ton aderfo mou den kserw giati exei sumvei se kamia? ama to pw ston pethero mou tha me kunigaei...

ksupnise efage koimithike panw sto vizi k ton evala sto krevati alla apoti vlepw den koimatai kathete isuxa lete na ton ksanavalw? lia tha to koitaksw auto vasika tha steilw ton allon to apogeuma na to parei na to dokimasw den iksera oti uparxei teteio pragma...

maraki mou k auto to dokimasa ton afinw na gkrinaizei k na klaiei gia na peinasei k molis ton valw sto stuthos roufaei ligo k koimatai... k emena nansy exei ginei terasteia i thileo alo alla oi roga einai mikri k den mporei na tin piasei gia auto evala pseutothiles... twra siga siga tis kovo...

lia eixa valei pseutothili giati oi thiles mou itan mikres k den mporouse na tis parei tin mia tin megalwsame k tin pernei tin alli akoma prospathoume na tin megalwsoume.. mou eixe pei i maia stin kliniki na tis valw...

pasxalaki mou pernei to ena xwris thili k to allo ton prospathw na to parei... ton edwsa me to mpimpero diko mou gala giati den etrwge me tpt apo to stuthos k to ipie olo... toses meres etrege mia xara twra ton epiase k to petaei klaiei san na min to thelei oute tin pseutothili thelei... les k den thelei na faei ena pragma alla pernane polles wres pou den trwei mono koimatai oli mera... vlepw oti to stuthos exe elafrunei gia auto nomizw pws kovete to gala mou...

kalimera koritsia mou den diavasa k polla o mikros telika mallon den exei kolikous xthes to vradi koimithikame mia xara alla apo to prwi pou ksupnise den trwei katholou kala ton vazw sto stuthos to petaei k arxizei na klaiei i pinei poli ligo k koimatai to polu mia wra den kserw ti na ton kanw... exw arxisei na aganaktw k den mporei na erthei k i mana mou simera... kokona mou upomoni liges meroules k na pas stin mama sou na se voithaei... bikaki perastika... nansy k anthi mia xara ta nea sas apo tous giatrous... emas mas piran dwro to rilaks tis chicco to i-feel k leei apo o minwn xthes ton evla ligaki k itan mia xara.. gia auta pou rwtate lia k kokona exw k egw apories... koritsia fovamai oti mou kovete to gala k den kserw ti na kanw na auksisw tin paragwgi kserei kamia? o mikros mou den trwei kala k me anusuxei i ama faei trwei mono apo to ena stithos to allo den to pernei me tpt k arxizei na klaiei... xthes evgala me to mpimpero k efage kala, mipws emathe sto moimpero k twra den thelei na parei to stuthos? sugnwmi ama sas ta zalisa k pou den sxoliasa ola auta pou grapsate alla den eimai kala me exei trelanei o mikros..