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Kalimera koritsia! Sas euxaristw gia tis apantiseis kai tis sumboules oles gia to thema auto pou rwtisa. Tha sas pws giati rwtaw kai anoiksa pali auto to thema. Einai epidi twra teleutaia kathe fora pou milaw me to giatro kai ton rwtaw, kapws mou to fernei kai anaferei tin kaisariki kai den mou exei aresei katholou auto. Meta prin liges meres piga na milisw kai me ton anaisthisiologo kai autos pali mou eipe gia kaisariki kai gia oliki narkwsi enw egw den tou eipa tipota gia oliki. Kai ligo me exoun fobisei kai epeidi einai kai oi duo mesa stin kliniki anarwtiemai an autoi oi duo sunergazontai sto na sprwxnoun tis kaisarikes. Kangouraki mou h diki sou istoria mou arese kai makari na itan etsi se oles tis periptwseis. Sumfwnw se ola auta pou eipes. Anthi mou auto pou periergrapses fobamai min ginei giati opws eipa kai prin idi olo mou anaferei tin kaisariki kai den kserw giati. Giauto kai sas rwtaw gia na exw kapoies gnwseis kai na min mou pei kamia mpourda ekeini ti stigmi o giatros gia na me steilei gia kaisariki xwris logo. Sumfwnw oti uparxoun periptwseis pou einai monodromos. Se autes tis periptwseis den to suzitaw katholou. Este mou eisai polu tuxeri me to giatro sou giati na ksereis oti den einai etsi oloi. Edw ap'oti exw katalabei oi pio polu theloun na se ksepetaksoun kai exw arxisei ligo na fobamai kai me ton diko mou giatro. Alekouko, rwtaw oxi giati thelw na mathw ti ekane h mia kai h alli, apla pio polu gia na eimai proetoimasmeni kai na kserw pws na apantisw h na tou tin pw an autos mou pei ksafnika kaisariki xwris logo, katalabes?? Na gia paradeigma emena o giatros mou eipe oti kanei episkliridio meta pou h diastoli exei ftasei sto 4, enw twra ematha apo tin Este oti ginetai kai pio nwris. Auto omws o giatros den mou to eixe pei. Giauto osa pio polla kseroume toso to kalitero gia na min mas pianoun kai koroida, ekmetaleuontai to fobo tis kathe mias kai tin agwnia kai kanoun oti theloun! Sorry pou sas zalisa m'auto to thema alla pragmatika me boithisate kai nomizw tha kserw kai pws na tou milisw aurio an mou ksananaferei kaisariki etsi sto asxeto. Nansouli egw se skeftomoun kai elega na sou steilw kai mnm na dw an ola kala! Xairomai pou perasate toso teleia giati to xreiazosoun, toso kairo kathese mesa kai mou marazwneis kai skeftesai ti kanei o apo panw kai o apo katw...eides otan bgaineis kai den asxoleisai me tous alous eisai mia xara!! Mi stenaxwriesai tou xronou tha exoume kai kormares kai omorfa paidakia na mpousoulane stin ammo!!

Ariadni kai emas parolo pou einai idiwtiko mas zitisan na feroume kai rouxa kai panes kai sentonakia, ap'ola. Alla einai mallon epeidi einai pio ftina kai edw. Este nai tis kaname autes tis anapnoes, apla den mas eipe oti etsi boithaei kai to mwro me tous palmous, auto einai kalo na to kserw, eutuxws pou to eipes, giati kserw oti polles fores odigountai se kaisariki logw tou oti peftoun oi palmoi tou mwrou, opws mas eipe kai h Anna oti egine sti diki tis periptwsi. Pantws to oti sou ekane episkliridio me diastoli 1 mou kanei entupwsi, arketa nwris, emena mou eipe o giatros oti tin kanoun gurw sto 4 kai oi maies sta mathimata mas eipan oti mporeis na tin kaneis gurw sta 3. Nene mou ti na kanw, tis kanw giati kai egw agxwnomai kai nomizw einai kalitera na ksereis para na pas kai na exeis agnoia....egw twra perissotero agxwthika me ti fili mou pou den tis ekane o giatros episkliridio enw ekeini tou to zitouse. Giauto prospathw na ksekatharisw ta pragmata gia na kserw ti tha tou pw sto rantebou mou tin Triti. Koritsia kai emena den mou exoun pei katholou gia makrimanika stin kliniki, mono kontomanika zipounakia. Alla idi edw exei polu zesti diladi nomizw tha skasei to mwro me makrimaniko. Kai sta mathimata oi maies mas eipan oti ta mwra pio polu zestainontai apo emas giati merikes rwtisan gia makrimanika an tha xreiastoun. Edw sta mathimata mas eipan kiolas oti na to afinoume na koimate mono me pana giati edw bebaia tous kalokairinous mines kanei polu zesti kai auta idrwnoun kata ti diarkeia tou upnou.

Este mou exw kai alli erwtisi gia sena. Pote ekanes tin episkliridio esu?? Diladi peripou poso diastoli eixes? Auto pou eipes gia tis anases oti anebainoun oi palmoi tou mwrou den to iksera, eutuxws pou to eipes gia na kserw.

Aleka polu sugkinitiki kai h diki sou istoria kai o mikroulis kouklos!! Prin ligi wra gurisa apti fili mou kai ase parolo pou den ithela na sugkinithw me piasan kai mena ta zoumia, einai kai oi ormones alla kai toso kairo ta pernousame mazi kai twra auti exei gennisei. Aleka na sou pw tin alitheia den kserw pws to antekse, 6 wres kratise o toketos kai mou eipe oti oi prwtes 3 itan upofertes alla to deutero 3wro ta eide ola. Zitage apto giatro tis episkliridio kai leei oti tis elege autos oti an tis balei twra tha stamatisei h diastoli kai tha paei kaisariki. Egw proswpika pisteuw oti apla tha eperne perissotero xrono epeidi den exeis oles tis aisthiseis gia na sunergasteis kai apla autos ithele na teleiwnei grigora afou itan kai Sabbato bradu. Den kserw pantws entaksei afou ola kala pigan, twra ta exei ksexasei ola!

Kalimera koritsoudia!! Ksipnisa kai me pire thl h kolliti mou oti gennise xtes to bradu! Eimai polu sugkinimeni kai twra etoimazomai gia to maieutirio! Re koritsia mou eipe oti gennise fusiologika kai xwris episkliridio kai o gios tis bgike 3950. Einai dunaton xwris narkwsi? Telos pantwn paw na mathw leptomereies.

Koritsia molis mou esteile h Nancy nea tis Lias mas, sas ta grafw giati ekeini leipei! To Liaki mas gennise stis 9:40 to prwi, o mikros exase palmous kai kindunepse sobara. Mpikane katepeigontws kaisariki me oliki narkwsi. O mikros bgike 3.250, melaxrinoulis. Liaki mou na sou zisei o mikroulis, euxomai kali loxeia kai suntoma na mas peis h idia ti egine!!

Koritsoudia gurisa! Pigame thalassa alla dustixws eixe toso polu kuma pou den mporousa na mpw, isa isa brextika kai bgika. Anna egw to thilastro den to thelw gia na to xrisimopoiw sunexeia giati de thelw na sunithisei to mpoukali twra pou tha kathomai 3 mines tha to thilazw, apla mipws tuxei kai thelw na leipsw gia kanena geuma h kapou na paw, na mporw na to kanw kai na to dinei kapoios allos. Meta pou tha paw sti douleia den kserw pws tha to sundiasw giati kai oi maia mas eipe oti kai douleia na pame, an den bgazoume kathe 2-3 wres gala me to thilastro estw kai sti douleia, to gala siga siga tha kopei...opote apla euxomai na mporesw na to thilasw 3 mines apoklistika pou tha kathomai kai meta tha prospathisw kai oso kratisei. Kagouraki kai Aleka euxaristw gia tin apantisi! Bikaki exeis dikio, mporei na min thelw toso na bgw eksw, eides otan den to exeis zisei den to skeftesai oti tha prepei na koimasai kai na ksupnas me to mwro, oute ta exw poluskeftei auta...alla exeis dikio eimai sigouri oti tha koimamai ti misi mera h opote mporw diladi! Aleka gia to thilasmo sumfwnw me auto pou les...den simainei oti to agapas ligotero, apla tis kathe oikogeneias oi sinthikes alla kai o kathe organismos den einai to idio! H Lia na exei gennisei?? Nancy kana neo apti Lia?? Peinasa, paw na faw.

Pou eiste oles kale simera?? Este mou einai kouklaki to mwraki sou!!! Kikitsa kai esena mia kouklitsa einai!! Mallakia mpolika exoun ola ta mwrakia pou exete balei fwto ws twra! Mpempoula kai esena h koilitsa megalwse!! Ti kotsana petakse h alli? Annoula mia xara se briskw me ta kilakia!! Kai edw fusaei ligaki alla leme na pame kai emeis mia boltoula paralia, den antexw na kathomai mesa, den kserw pws tha tin palepsw argotera, isws na exw alli psuxologia. Este mou ithela na se rwtisw, ti thilastro exeis parei, einai xeirokinito h ilektriko? kai an se exei bolepsei. Kai to gala pou to apothikeueis se mpoukalia h se sakoulakia??

Kalimera koritsia mou ti kanete??? H Lia mas ti na kanei arage na gennise?? Tha exei nea tis kamia? Egw simera niwthw kalitera apo xtes, eixa auto to sfiksimo sto stomaxi oli mera. Bre Anthi mou ti na sou pw gia to xtesino...afou imoun etoimi na sikwthw apto krebati kai na fwnaksw ton anaisthisiologo...den kserw ti paixtike. Exw tin entupwsi omws oti ftaiei to oti pige na gennisei h kopela polu nwris, giati o antras mou kathotan eksw sto saloni kai etuxe na akousei ti mana tis (oloi tin akougan pou gkarize apo eksw giauto h mana tis eksigouse) na leei oti exei barethei na einai egkuos kai irthe gia proklisi toketou molis mpike sto mina tis. Opote isws den itan etoimo to mwro na bgei kai ti zorise. E kai etuxe na tin exoun sto nst tin wra pou ebalan kai emena kai ta eida ola giati itan dipla dipla ta krebatia!! Eixe diastoli 5 kai akoma den eixe kanei episkliridio. Oso gia tis taniles...tis eperna mexri prin kanena mina, meta arxisa na pigainw moni mou kai skeftika as tis kopsw siga siga...meta omws mia pigaina mia den pigaina, mexri prin liges imeres pou exasa to metrima poses meres den eixa paei, alla iksera oti den exw paei kamposes...kai me epiase. Twra tis ksanarxisa kai opws eipes den tis stamataw mexri na gennisw giati zoristika. Alla eutuxws exw kai ta upotheta gia wra anagkis! Prospathise na min exeis neura kai na eisai pio iremi. Aurio giati den tha boutikseis afou tha pas thalassa?? Tha sou kanei kalo na mpeis ligaki kai tha se iremisei. Egw eimai etoimogenni kai mpainw kathe mera. An allakseis magiw molis bgeis den uparxei fobos gia kati. Eidika sto mina pou eisai esu!!

Koritsia to kserw oti oles exete dikio kai euxaristw giati psulosokaristika simera. Eutuxws pou exw kai esas. Apla den itan kai oti kalitero na to zw auto 2 bdomades prin gennisw! Aleka exeis dikio, ti me balan ekei mesa me autin...kala an ksanadw kapoia na koiloponaei den ksanampainw mazi tis tha perimenw na teleiwsei. Giati mou eipe pali na kanw kardiotokografo apo bdomada. Nancy egw tha sou fernw tsigara! Aleka ti wraia pou einai isixo mwraki! Ti tuxeri pou eisai. Anupomonw na mathw nea apto Delphinaki kai to Maximaki. Lia etoimastikes esu???

Mpempoula ksexasa na sou pw...itan 3 maies ekei pou mpainobgainan kai koitazan to mixanima, mono h mia tairiaze stin perigrafi tis ksaderfis sou, alla eixa agxwthei toso polu me ti diplani mou, pou nomiza oti an milisw se kapoion tha me piasoun ta klamata. Meta otan bgika tin epsaksa na tis milisw alla prepei na eixe paei se allo orofo. Den pirazei omws giati tha ksanapaw tin Triti, e kapoia stigmi tha tin petuxw! Natasa katalaba, isws etsi pou to ksereis aptin arxi pws tha pas kai tha genniseis etsi na einai ligotero agxwtiko apto na exeis epilogi alla na min ksereis ti tha sou bgei stin poreia. Re koritsia skeftomoun to Delphinaki...xtes to prwi den pige na gennisei??? Mexri simera den eixe gennisei akoma?? Kagkouraki gelaw me auto pou sou eipe o papas...ti thes na sou diabasw tis mises grammes

Delphinaki kai Maximaki na sas zisoun ta mwrakia!! Kali loxeia!! Alekouko eisai mia koukla mama me enan kouklo gio!! Na sou zisei!! Lil mou tin apolumansi auti tin kanoume kathe xrono edw kai xronia kai einai entelws futiko, alla egw gia na eimai sigouri fetos ekana mono ekswterika, eswterika katholou sto diko mou spiti. To mwraki sas mia xara einai, tha deis apo dw kai pera poso grigora tha pernei baros!! Natasa kai esu gennas tin alli ebdomada?? Giati me kaisariki? Lia mou exei apoluto dikio, kai isws den eprepe na ta grapsw katholou auta pou egrapsa giati den xreiazetai na skeftomaste etsi teleutaies meres. Apla efuga apo ekei me sfugmeno stomaxi kai den imoun katholou kala me auto pou eida. Xairomai pou eisai toso thetiki, makari na eimai kai egw etsi otan erthei h wra mou. Sou euxomai aurio me enan pono kai ola na sou pane kala!

Kalimera koritsia... piga giatro kai ekana to NST kai eimai agxwmeni. Den exw katholou suspaseis, alla den agxwthika giauto... Ekei pou imoun egw ksaplwmeni kai ekana to nst itan dipla mou alli mia pou tin eixan kai autin sto mixanima, alla tis eixan balei kai texnitous ponous kai bogkouse, ekane emetous, fwnaze oti ponaei, proseuxotan. Koritsia ti na pw me agxwse toso polu pou ithela na bgalw ta kalwdia kai na fugw. Hthela na kratisw sto mualo mou tin perigrafi pou mas ekane xtes to Kagkouraki gia tous texnitous ponous...twra eida kai auto kai ta eida ola. De sas diabasa, tha diabasw kai sxoliazw argotera.

Kalimera koritsia!!! Ksupnisa nwris nwris simera... Tha erthei to sunergio pou mou kanei apolumansi (gia tis katsarides kai ta zouzounia) fetos omws tha kanoume mono mpalkonia kai kouzina, sunithws kaname olo to spiti, an kai mou leei o anthrwpos oti einai entelws afobo de thelw na kanw sto upoloipo spiti. Meta tha paw stin kliniki gia na kanw kardiotokografo. An kai de blepw kai polles suspaseis. Mallon olo to mina me blepw na trww kai gw! Ti na kanei arage to Maximaki mas!!! Na gennise!!! Ax exw agwnia, elpizw na mathoume nea suntoma. Maximaki mou sou euxomai ola na pigan kala kai na exeis ton agoraro sou stin aggalia sou auti ti stigmi!!! Happy egw den uparxei kamia periptwsi na tirisw kanena sarantaimero dioti thewrw tin psuxologia mou pio sumantiki apo tis prokatalupsis, iatrika den uparxei kanenas logos oute gia to mwraki oute gia ti manoula na min bgeis eksw! Kai eidika twra pou tha einai ntala kalokairi!! Extes emeina mesa oli mera kai nomiza oti tha ta paiksw. Anthouli mou ase....oi poutaniles mia xara alla epeidi eixa arxisei na pigainw xwris autes tis stamatisa gia ena diastima....kai proxtes me epiase kai auto...einai h deuteri fora stin egkumosuni pou me pianoun friktoi ponoi apo to entero mou. Kai h plaka einai oti mas elege to Bikaki poso zoristike kai sto kapaki to pathainw kai egw. Eutuxws pou eixa upotheta giati nomiza pws tha gennisw. Alla xtes tin ksanarxisa tin poutanila giati fobamai twra sto telos mi me piasei pali tipota. Gia to kathismataki pou les kai egw auto pisteua oti den einai teleiws ksaplwto, opote kalitera boleuei to port mpempe ap'oti katalaba. Emeis me auto tha to metaferoume. Koritsia ti wraia pou pigate gia kafedaki, makari na mename kai emeis pio konta!! Paw na etoimastw gia giatro!!

Esu kaimenouli mou Nansouli ti apwleia mnimis...esu tha thumasai mono poses kourades eides tin imera... Maximaki ti wra mpaineis aurio?? Ax koritsia simera ekatsa mesa oli mera kai den ekana tipota kai skeftomoun pws tha frikarw an kathomai mesa olo to kalokairi...

Nai sigoura tha paizei kai auto rolo to poso konta ston toketo eisai...kai sigoura apo gunaika se gunaika tha diaferei giati mia fili mou mou elege oti eixe friktous ponous...makari se oles mas na einai opws esena!!! Thelw na akouw tetoies thetikes istories gia na pernw kouragio!!! Makari kai sta koritsia aurio kai methaurio na pane etsi eukola ta pragmata!! Makari kai to Delphinaki na min exei talaipwrithei polu.

Kangouraki wraio akougetai etsi opws to les...exw omws akousei oti me proklisi oi ponoi einai xeiroteroi, den kserw an isxuei auto...isws einai kai diaforetika apo gunaika se gunaika. Lia 15wro???? Egw tha ithela na exw teleiwsei polu pio grigora apo 15wro. An skeftesai 15wro kai eisai kai toso iremi mia xara se briskw!!

Kaloriziko to neo mas postaki!!! Aleka kalws irthes! Kikitsa kai esu kalws irthes! Perimenoume ta nea sas!!! Lia exeis dikio auto tha einai to tuxero sou postaki kai pisteuw kai to diko mou...ektos an mas piasei kamia glwssodiaria kai den prolabw to 8 alla to 9 Xairomai pantws pou den exeis agxos, auto dinei kouragio kai stis upoloipes pou tha perimenoume ti seira mas! Koritsia apo to Delphinaki kana neo exoume???

Nai Lia auto akribws einai autes oi blennes! Pou simainei oti ta mpempakia mas prospathoun na to ksetapwsoun kai na bgoun siga siga. Ase auto me to xeri...edw ena daxtulo mou ebale o giatros kai to esprwkse toso panw pou kai me ponese kai matwsa meta. Kai meta pou mas eipe kai to Delphinaki oti tis ebale 4 daxtula psilofrikara! Re ti pername oi gunaikes...auta prepei na ta blepoun oi antres mas kai na min mas xalan xatiri Egw pantws kamia fora tou to lew...tou lew blepeis ti pernaw?? kai h apantisi einai...egw pou kathomai kai ta akouw toso kairo kai den lew tipota ksereis mexri pou exoun ftasei ta ar@#$%a mou?? (to leei xamogelasta bebaia) kai kanei kai mia kinisi me ta xeria tou kai kala san na krataei kati terastio! Aleka gurises?? perimenoume postaki kai nea sou apo Petraki!! Gennise h Kokona kai twra perimenoume me ti seira to Delphinaki pou auti ti stigmi tha koiloponaei, aurio to Maximaki kai methaurio to Liaki!!

E ante twra tha mas to peis kai apo prwto xeri pws to kanoun!! Lia autes oi blennes mou eipe o giatros einai apo ton traxilo, einai auta pou tha bgoun sti genna polla mazi...Twra apla mallon esu epidi eisai toso konta arxisan na bgainoun..kai mena exoun bgei tetoia 2 fores ws twra. Les na sou kanei kamia ekpliksi o mpempis pio nwris??

A nai kai esu bre Maximaki mou...thelw emepiries opws dipote gia na dw kai egw ti tha kanw se paromoia periptwsi...diladi se 2 ebdomades an den exei bgei i mpempa akoma!! Den kserw ta nera ti ta kanoun...na auti h erwtisi einai gia tin Aleka!! H kai opoia alli deuteromanoula exei genisei programmatismena!! Egw eixa tin entupwsi oti sou ta spane kai meta kanoun kaisariki! Kai stin proklisi etsi den kanoun?? Sou spane ta nera kai sou bazoun kai ponous??? Eidate giauto sas lew...lete mia mia tin istoria sas na mathainoume kai emeis, oxi tipot' allo, na kserw kai gw ti me perimenei!! Me fobizei to agnwsto!!

Lia den pathainei tipota mia mera akoma... Emena mou to eipan auto gia kati maures formes pou forousa mia mera...kai tous apantisa, egw foraw oti me boleuei kai oti mou kanei plewn kai ta maura rouxa einai. E den ta pires kai ola maura etsi den einai? Egw eipa sti mama mou kathe mera ta lerwmena tha tis ta dinw na ta plenei kai na mou ta fernei mpas kai lerwthoun ola, alla mono 3-4 meres tha meinoume ante 5 posa na lerwseis?? Pantws Lia theloume osi pio suntoma mporeseis na mpeis na mas peis tin empiria sou...thelw na kserw pws tha einai kai oi texnitoi ponoi. Akousame istoria me fusiologiko, akousame me ektakti kaisariki, akousame me programatismeni kaisariki, akousame me skalisma apo katw, e texnitous nomizw den akousame akoma!!

Nene akribws gia auto pou eipes tha prepei na leme oti eimaste tuxeres pou ola pane kala kai na mi skeftomaste tipota!!! Liakiiiiiiiiiii tha mas fugeis kai esu??? Den kserw mipws se piasei agxos?? Egw etsi pou eimai twra kai den koimamai kai zestainomai uperbolika kai ola auta tha tou elega aurio na teleiwnoume!! An nomizeis omws oti tha xalarwseis anti na agxwtheis kalitera Sabbato!!! Nansouli kai egw bariemai uperbolika simera. Krima pou den eimaste pio konta na kaname parea re koritsia! Krima pou den sou eipan gia to karotsi pio nwris...alla de pirazei tha exete opws eipes ena sto kathe amaksi! Opoion kai na pira thl gia na pame thalassa den mporei kaneis simera Kai autoi pou mou eipan oti einai idi thalassa einai makria kai de riskarw na paw moni mou...opote me blepw kai mena edw oli mera!! Lia ti balitsa sou tin exeis etoimi?? Ti allo exeis na etoimaseis??

Kai egw to idio!! Basika eixa mpei tuxaia tote pou prospathousame kai egw gia na lusw apories kai meta arxisa na milaw me kapoia koritsia pou kai auta prospathousan kai meta pou meiname kapoies, ksekinisame auto to postaki, arxika diladi eimastan egw kai h Charoula h opoia kai anoikse to prwto!! Meta omws douleue polu kai den empaine polu kai emfanistike h Alekara mas!!!! Delphinaki sou euxomai me enan pono giati polu talaipwrithikes!!

Lia to kserw oti pantou allou etsi einai, alla exoun kai ola ta katallila aksesouar gia na to katsoun etsi. Twra den kserw kai egw auta pou mou eipan lew. To kathismataki tou autokinitou den to exw balei akoma kai den exw dei an einai entelws ksaplwto h oxi. Alla outws h allos emena h kliniki apto spiti mou einai 5 lepta kai oxi apo kentrikous dromous opote den me apasxolei polu auto eimai sigouri oti ola tha einai ok. Alla giauto lew sti Mpempoula epidi exei diadromi mprosta tis kai apo ethniki na to psaksei....giati den eimai apoluta sigouri kai egw. kai to port mpempe denei, den einai entelws xuma.