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Kalimera koritsia, ti kanete? Egw xtes eixa mia dramatiki bradua...kai kanonika simera ksekinousa to foul programma sti douleia alla allaksan ta sxedia...den kserw an einai gia kalo h oxi alla den ginotan alliws. Tha sas pw prwta pws itan h nuxta mou kai meta tha sas pw ti ekana me ti douleia. Xtes bradu ekana mpanio ti mpempa kata tis 10:20 kai sunithws auti meta trwei kai kserenete...ela pou xtes den koimotan me tipota...molis tin eperne o upnos kai tin ebaza stin kounia ksupnouse...12:45 koimithike kai egw 1:30. Meta ksupnise stis 3:30, stis 5:30, stis 7:30 kai ta paiksa teleiws! Este kai esu mia apta idia? Emena fantasou ksupnouse ana 2wro oxi 3wro! Telos panwn to prwi den eixa antoxes na sikwthw kai sikwthike o antras mou tin allakse kai tin apasxolise ligi wra...meta sikwnomai kai tou lew de niwthw katholou kala ti tha kanw pws tha paw prwti mera sti douleia (prwti mera tha itan gia kapoious mathites). Telos pantwn to suzitisame, o antras mou fusika mou elege na tous pw oti den mporw fetos, egw apti mia ithela aptin alli skeftomai kai to oikonomiko alla kai ti douleia mou...to apotelesma itan oti pira thl autin tin proxtesini pou sas elega to skiniko kai tis eipa oti dustixws de mporw, tis eksigisa fusika oti imoun rakos kai oti an sunexistei etsi de tha mporw na kanw swsta to mathima...auti kserei oti egw genika eimai polu sinepis kai den akurwnw mathimata gia kanena logo, opote katalabe pws pragmatika de mporw. Opote twra anti na leipw 5-6 wres 2-3 imeres tin ebdomada tha feugw mono ena 2wro mono 2 imeres. Apti mia xairomai giati den tha exw agxos oute tha kourazomai toso me ti douleia kai tha mporw na xarw to megalwma tou paidiou mou, aptin alli stenaxwriemai gia ti douleia mou alla ntaksei, pio sumantiko einai to paidi mou. Kai to kalitero einai oti den tha me xanete plewn gia polu Lia oikonomises rouxalakia! Mia xara! Kai egw etsi lew oti h garntarompa tis koris mou einai megaliteri apti dikia mou! Sta papoutsia den me exei ftasei akoma giati h alitheia einai oti exw ena kollima me ta papoutsia...o antras mou mou leei pws an tous kopsoun kai alla apto mistho tha anoiksei magazi me papoutsia (ta dika mou ennoei pws tha poulaei) To ladaki to pira! Tha tis balw prwti mera simera! Stauroula ti wraia pou kanate mpanaki...kai egw pisteuw oti an kanei zestes to Septembri einai teleia h thalassa...alla emena pou exw polu megalo kollima me ti thalassa twra de kserw giati de mou kanei toso oreksi kai tin exw kai dipla mou...isws epidi den zestainomai arketa...alitheia tin Tetarti tha kanei toso zesti?? Isws tote na paw gia kamia boutia! Stauroula kai emena exei adinatisei alla exei makrinei kai polu, se ena mina mou ebale mono 600 grammaria enw prin ebaze panw apo kilo kathe mina kai mou eipe h paidiatros oti twra pia den tha pernei to idio baros opws prin tha pernei ligotero kai ta 600 pou pire itan arketa kala! Nansouita kalo sarantismo! Nancy egw rwtisa giati kai mena mou tin ebale sto iero kai mou eipan oti ta mwra ola ta bazoun. Pasxalitsaki kalorifer?? Pwpw emeis tetoies thermokrasies exoume mono to Genari!! Kalorifer edw anaboume Noembrio kai kamia fora ksekiname Dekembri! Ante kalo xeimwna gia esas tis borines!! Ariadni kalws orises sto spitaki sou! Sigoura tha exoun mazeutei polles doulites! O antras sou ontws polles wres douleuei... kai einai kai polu duskolo na kaneis mathima toses wres...se pianei ponokefalos! Koritsia gia diaites milate e? Emeis simera pirame soublakia!!

Delphinaki kai h mikroula sou kouklitsa! Pwpw toso kruo ekane kai tis forouses auto to pragma?? Mou thumizei kati pou tha tis ebaza an pigainame sta xionia!! Kokona nai, prin pou den iksera apo mwra tipota apolutws, nomiza oti itan auto pou legane oti ena mwro einai mam kaka kai nani, alla twra suniditopoiw oti kai xaraktira exei apo toso mikro kai katalabainei polla!! Einai polu eksupna!! Anthrwpakia einai mwre! Simera to kratouse o antras mou kai tou elega pws den mou thumizei toso mwro, einai ena anthrwpaki to psuxouli mou! Kai kati allo den mporousa na fantastw prin kanw paidi...den mporousa na fantastw poso polu mporw na agapisw auto to plasmataki...h mitrotita einai apla teleia! kai as exei tosi kourasi! Giauto sas lew sunexeia oti den thelw na xanw stigmes! Beboula nai na to kanonisoume! Molis mpoume se ena programma kai emeis, kapoia stigmi leme na pame Hrakleio na doume kati filous...isws mporoume na to sundiasoume etsi kai na stamatisoume kai Rethumno gia ena kafe!! Tha ithela polu na dw kai ta dudimakia sou!! Kala auto pou mou eipes gia tin ksaderfi to pernaw kai egw me mia theia! Nai theia! Einai eleutheri kai arketa nea gia theia...alla oxi arketa nea gia na ftiaksei ti zwi tis...bebaia den einai kai apithano, alla einai idi 47 kai den exei kanei kati...kai pio palia pou imoun eleutheri kaname parea polu kai bgainame san eleutheres mazi...apo tote pou arrabwniastika arxise na feretai polu paraksena...alla eidika twra pou ekana kai paidi bgazei polu kakia, oti kai na mou pei tha petaksei sponta h kapoia kakia...ti na pw...exw stenaxwrethei me auto to thema alla den mporw na allaksw kati. Prepei na mi dineis simasia kai egw exw apofasisei pleon oti opoios mou kanei kako h me stenaxwrei apla tha ton kanw pera diakritika giati thelw pia tin iremia mou, den eimai opws palia pou epsaxna na brw to logo h na lusw to problima tou kathenos.

Este piges thalassa?? Egw kruwnw twra kai den paw! An kai alles xronies pigaina mexri ton Oktwbri...twra nomizw epidi paragei to swma mou gala oti kruwnw pio eukola, den kserw an isxuei auto, to exei paratirisei kamia sas? Bebaia h thalassa twra prepei na einai zesti! Alla egw otan bgainw eksw thelw na zestainomai! Gia ton mikro de kserw alla nomizw oti bazoun antiliako sta mwra! Mipws na rwtiseis ti giatro? H mpempa den exei strwsei kai toso...stin kaliteri twra kanei ena 5wro seri...mallon einai me tis meres tis. Bikaki an epairne kai mena mpoukali mporei to bradu na edina ligo kseno gia na dw an tha koimatai pio polu...alla mallon prepei na kanw upomoni...kapoia stigmi tha to parei den mporei...aurio tha leipw 4 wres kai tin Pempti 6! An den parei mpoukali tha meinei nustiki toses wres Stauroula lew na parw auto to ladaki pou mou eipe h Lia gia na eimai sigouri. Egw anaskela tin bazw otan exei perasei kamposi wra pou exei faei...alla an molis exei faei tote sto plai...

Nansouita kai Bikaki ti wraia pou pigate gia kafedakiiii!! Xairomai pou ta brikate auto simainei oti exoume kai oi upoloipes elpides...den tha malliotrabixtoume Ta mikra sas einai kouklia! Kagouraki nai, to ladaki tha to parw...oso gia to mproumuta tin testara kai exei arketi dunami, sikwnei me ta xerakia to miso tis swma! Simera apo anaskela gurise moni tis kai plai kai emeine etsi gia na koimithei gia mesimeri kai koimithike kai moni tis...tin eixa afisei stin kounia kai mexri na skoupisw kai na aplwsw kati rouxa tin brika etsi koimismeni!! Tha kanw douleies pio suxna! Bikaki h kori sou koimatai toses wres seri to bradu??? Auto simainei oti exei trwsei ligaki! Me thilasmo koimatai h me kseno??

Simera pou eimai edw exete fugei oleeeees? Egw tha anaplirwnw to SK gia ta apogeumata pou leipw...giauto ante mazeuteiteeeeee sta spitia sas sourtoukia! Anthi kai esu to SK den tha douleueis etsi?? Alla tha mou peis ti na prwtoprolabeis se ena SK an douleueis oles tis alles meres...

Kalimera koritsia! Pali den epiase to kolpo me to xamomili xtes bradu...kapoies fores ksupnaei polu peinasmeni pou na tin kratisei ena xamomili...ase pou ksupnise teleios kai mou xamogelouse h skatoula, den itan misokoimismeni, opote de mporesa na tin ksegelasw...isa isa pou tin ksupnisa akomi perissotero kai prospathousa na tin taisw/allaksw/koimisw apo tis 4:30 kai koimithike 6:15 meta ksanaksupnise stis 8 kai de sikwthika giati de mporousa kai mallon tin pire o upnos giati stamatise na mourmourizei...alla ksupnise pali 9...opote koutoulousa pali...ithela na tin ksanakoimisw gia na koimithw alla den ithele...mexri na tin allaksw kai na tin taisw pige 10 para...e kai twra pali koimithike! Exei polu upno h kori mou alla makari na ton eixe tis wres pou thelw kai egw! polla zitaw e? Ax Anthi pws tha ta bgaleis pera me ti douleia esu pou tha exeis toses meres...emena me agxwnei to braduno ksupnima giati me kourazei kai meta to mesimeri/apogeuma pou tha douleuw tha eimai kommatia...eutuxws pou esu exeis kai boitheia, emena h mama mou feugei tin alli ebdomada kai meta tha eimaste entelws monoi mas auto ligo me fobizei giati ws twra, oxi oti zitisame polu boitheia, alla tin eixame an tin thelame, twra pou tha eimaste teleiws monoi kai tha douleuw kiolas de kserw pws tha einai ta pragmata... Ariadni egw na sou pw tin alitheia oi pelates mou oi pio polu einai polu kaloi me to thema to oikonomiko kai mporw na pw oti sxedon pote den eixa problima...exw polu kalo kuklo giati me sustinei o enas ston allon kai oi pio polloi einai giatroi,dikigoroi,upsilobathmoi monimoi sto strato kai genika dimosioi upalliloi....opote pote den eixa problima me tin plirwmi...otan pio spania eixa kapoia pio ftwxi oikogeneia (exw kai mia twra) tous kanw alles times h tous lew na me plirwnoun opote mporoun kai den exw problima kanena giati kai pali einai polu entimoi anthrwpoi...auti h sugkekrimeni pou sas lew omws, exoun ksenodoxeio, menoun se mia billa, diladi den dikaiologeitai auto pou ginetai! Eidika auto me ti thermansi ta xw paiksei...kai egw pote den exw apaitiseis genikotera, alla se auti de ginetai kati tha pw gia to xeimwna giati pragmatika den tin paleuw...afou tis ekana kai ti xari me to oikonomiko pou kanonika sti fasi pou briskomai den tha eprepe. Telos pantwn, ase na min to skeftomai giati sugxizomai. Pou eiste oi upoloipes?? Lia pote metakomizeis? Sto site sou telika den mpika, ksanabale to...an kai thelw na apofeugw tetoia giati den kratiemai kai pswnizw...to ladaki pou mou eipes tha to parw aurio na arxisw na tis to bazw.

Anthi ti na sou pw...h alitheia einai oti autin tha protimousa fetos na eixa aporripsei...alla polles fores duskoleuomai na pw oxi...ta paidia tis bebaia ta sumpathw polu kai ta pame polu kala...auti omws einai kapws...fantasou oti einai h moni pou oute pire thl olo to kalokairi na mou pei na mou zisei to mwro...enw me piran oles oi upoloipes, sun palies pelatisses pou oute tous kanw mathima pia kai irthan kai kliniki h spiti mou na me doun! Telos pantwn einai ston anthrwpo...den einai tou stul mou na kathomai na to kanw suzitisi gia 1 h 2 eurw panw/katw kai fusika epidi eimai etsi kerdise auti sto oikonomiko, alla mou ti dinei pou egw kanw thusia pragmatika, giati kai pio makria apo olous menei kai kserei oti plirwnei pio liga apo tous allous kai kserei oti fetos kanw se polu ligous kai tous upoloipous tous aperripsa...oute kan anabei kalorifer to xeimwna kai ksepiagiazw spiti tis, fantasou oti kanw mathima me to mpoufan kai fetos imoun kai egkuos kai kruwna...o monos logos pou tin kratisa einai epidi sumpathw ta paidia tis. Telos pantwn ti na peis, as mi sas zalizw me ti douleia... Euxaristw pou me pliroforises gia to mproumuta...to exw polu agxos. Alla etsi opws to les dikio exeis... Ariadni nai egw sta 5 kila tis allaksa noumero stin pana. Ta rouxalakia ta fullaw se mia kouta tis chicco, prwta ta bazw se nailon sakoula, ta fullaw ana epoxi...ta ebaza ekei siga siga kai molis stamatisw na tis foraw kalokairina tha ta fullaksw.

Kai xreiazomai suntagi h etsi to pairnw? Mporeis na mou grapseis akribws pws to lene?? Ksexasa na sas pw kai to allo...simera to prwi prwi pou ksupnise, ebale mia dunati fwni...paw na tin sikwsw (eutuxws pou piga) kai tin brika entelws mproumita!! Prwti fora paei moni tis mproumita alla tromaksa re koritsia...an to kanei kai den tin parw xampari kai den mporei na sikwsei to kefalaki h den balei fwni ti tha ginei??? Egw sunithws tin bazw plai me ena stirigma stin plati giati den rebete to bradu...alla ws twra den mporouse na paei mproumita. Kai twra tis ekana gumnastiki tin afisa mproumita na dw pws antidraei...kai sikwnei to kefalaki tis arketi wra alla otan kourastei rixnei ti mouri tis isia katw kai den mporei na anapneusei etsi!

Maximaki einai polu konta stis Bruses auto to meros pou sou lew...isws kai na perasate apo ekei!! Kai to xwrio tou antra mou einai 5 lepta apo tis bruses! Opote exete perasei sigoura apo ta meri mas! A kai auto pou les me to xamomili mou to elege xtes mia theia mou kai skeftomai kai auto na to dokimasw...elega na to dokimazw gia merika bradua, mia tin pipila kai mia to xamomili mexri kapws na ksekopsei siga siga... Liaki einai mauroprasina kapws...den rwtisa tin paidiatro akoma...an ta kanei kai aurio tha rwtisw...an einai mono simera tote tha einai apo kati pou efaga...skeftomai oti efaga kai kolokuthopita les na itan apo auto?? Auto pou les tis frezyderm mipws einai sampouan me kapoio ladaki mesa?? Giati kati tetoio mou edeikse kai sto farmakio alla tis eipa oti tha rwtisw tin paidiatro prwta. Esu eides diafora?? Emena exei auti tin ksirodermia mono sto panw meros, sta plagia kai pisw den exei. Kokona den pirazei afou exei kai xruso mesa den einai teleio mauro... Anthouli kai egw ti Deutera pou tha exw foul programma kai tha leipsw 4.5 wres exw agxos...kai ektos auto elega tou antra mou pws tha ta prolabainw ola...kai na ksenuxtaw to bradu kai na mageireuw gia to mesimeri kai na etoimazw ti mpempa kai na bgazw gala gia tis wres pou tha leipw...mexri na pigainw sto mathima tha eimai kommatia! Kai mou espase ta neura kai mia simera giati kserei oti exw kratisei polu liga paidia + ta dika tis (diladi xari tis kanw) kai mou elege an mporw na tis katebasw kai allo tin timi (tis tin exw idi katebasei, plirwnei ligotero apo olous tous allous) kai menei kai pio makria apo olous(parapanw benzini diladi kai apo ton plewn politimo mou xrono)...kai eixe to thrasos na mou pei oti apo ereuna pou ekane brike kapoies pou pernoun ligotera...kai tis eipa koitakse na deis...autes einai xwris ptuxeia kai me ena proficiency, an thes na tis dokimaseis den exw problima...egw fetos protimousa na min tin exw autin...den ftanei pou tis kanw kai xari alla ithele na mou tin pei gia tin timi! Egw arxika tis eixa pei oti fetos einai duskola kai an theleis na dokimaseis kapou allou den exw problima!! Anthi mou pare mia fwtografiki mixani giati pragmatika einai kati pou den tha to ksanaziseis!! Allazei polu grigora kai megalwnei kiolas polu grigora!!

Nai re koritsia blakia ekana pou den ebgala kai fwto...twra to skeftomai kai olo lew ston eauto mou oti autes oi fwto pou den bgazw twra den mporw na tis ksanabgalw tou xronou giati to mwro allazei toooso polu! Kai den thelw katholou na xanw stigmes tis... Kokona h alitheia einai oti kai simera akoma trwgame! Mexri tis 4 to apogeuma Wraio einai to mauro/xruso alla oute kai egw den tha ithela stin baftisi na balw mauro...den exeis alli eukairia gia na koitakseis allou?? Eides giauto egw den tha afina to forema mou gia teleutaia stigmi, tha me agxwne polu auto...to agorases h tha psakseis kai allou?? Kagouraki pws na min ponesei h mesi sou, emena edw ponaei me 6 kila mwro.... Bikaki nai lew na to ksanadokimasw...einai h prwti fora pou pire pipila kai tin pipilouse polu wra...nomizw bebaia pws itan stithos...alla skeftomai oti isws an tin petuxw kapoio bradu pou na min peinaei polu tha apokimithei me tin pipila kai den tha ksanaksupnisei gia fagito...polu tha ithela na to petuxw auto giati apo Deutera ksekinaei to kanoniko programma sti douleia kai de thelw na eimai kai kommatia sunexeia apto braduno ksupnima...prepei na exw antoxes. A! Re koritsia, simera h mpempa ekane kati kaka sxedon maura!! Prwti fora ta blepw etsi...itan kapws san na eixe maura xorta...sa spanaki na to pw??? Kai skeftomoun ti efaga extes?? Mono ena mikro turopitaki me spanaki efaga....alla auti ekane 3 fores tetoia kaka simera...eseis to exete ksanadei auto?? Kai kati allo...panw panw sto kefalaki tis exei kanei kati san ksirodermia...auto einai ninida?? Kai an nai pws antimetopizetai?? Piga simera se farmakeio kai rwtisa kai den exei kati eidiko gia ninida, ithele na mou dwsei kati pou einai gia olous kai tis eipa oti den thelw na parw kati pou den einai gia mwra kai eidika gia auto...kai etsi den to pira. Lia nomizw esu den eixes anaferei kati gia auto??

Geia sas koritsakia!! Ti kanete! Apo to prwi prospathw na sas grapsw alla olo kati ginotan kai efeuga apton upologisti! Twra tha sxoliasw mono auta pou thumamai! Extes perasame polu wraia kai oloi eixan pathei plaka me ti mpempa kai tous arese pou eimastan asorti...egw forousa ena aspro pateloni kai ena kokkino top pou denei sto laimo (polu wraio kai sexy) kai h mpempa forouse ena aspro foremataki me kokkini kai aspri kordela sta mallia! Eimastan koukles! xixi alla apo tin polu baboura ksexasame na bgaloume fwto... Fagame ipiame (egw oxi dustuxws) kai meta emeis pirame 1 zeugari filous kai anebikame spiti mou kai katsame mexri tis 1:30 to prwi...ti mpempa tin taisa kai tin koimisa 11:30. Alla mallon apo ton polu kosmo aposuntonistike kai ksupnise kai stis 2:30 kai stis 5 kai stis 8...ase dokimasa kai ena kainourio peirama alla den epiase...otan ksupnaei to bradu sunithws einai koimismeni apla misoklaiei ston upno tis kai trwei ta xeria tis pou simainei oti pinaei...e xtes ti sikwsa kai tis ebala pipila kai gia prwti fora pipilise!! Bebaia itan koimismeni kai nomize oti auto itan stithos kai skeftika oti etsi mporei na tis kopsw to bradino ksupnima....tin pire o upnos meta apo kanena 5lepto ti bazw stin kounia...alla meta apo 5 lepta ksana arxise na mourmourizei kai na pipilaei ta xeria!! Opote tis edwsa gala kai koimithike. Lia mipws etoimazeis kamia ekpliksi twra amesa kai giauto ta koitas ta koritsistikaaa?? Bikaki kai Nansouita kalo kafedaki!! Sas afinoume na pate eseis prwta gia kafe na doune an tha ksemalliastite, an oxi meta tha kanonisoume kai emeis kati!! Nansouita kali idea to ntou stin Kriti oles mazi!!! Tha sas filoksenisw oles egw!! Fantazeste poso wraia tha perasoume me kamia 20aria koutsoubela ola mazi se ena spiti?? Tha eimaste enas paidotopos apo monoi mas! Kikitsa egw thilazw apoklistika kai den mou exei erthei periodos akoma...test pap mou eipe sto 3mino...tha paw tin alli ebdomada. To gala pou bgazei to thilastro den einai olo...exeis ki allo, egw fantasou oti bgazw me to thilastro kai meta pinei kai h mpempa kai exw akoma enw auto pou trabaei h mpempa to thilastro de mporei na to trabiksei. Anthouli wraia pou koimithikes!! Nomizw pws eukola mporeis na tis kopseis to braduno ksupnima afou an tin afiseis tin pernei o upnos...makari na ginotan kai me mena auto!! Alla emena den tin pernei o upnos an tin afisw...arxizei kai klaiei!! Emena pantws oi chicco me exoun bolepsei kai den exw kamia diarroi...mono me tis libero eixa diarroes... kai oi babylino mou aresoun moiazoun me tis chicco apla einai pio akribes...sto lidl ti panes exoun? Ta masitika kai egw me sapouni ta plenw...2 malista pou exw elege panw oti den prepei na mpoun se zesto nero alla na plithoun me sapouni.

Lia kai emena mou aresei polu to leopardale alla den exw polla dika mou giati den forietai kai polu eukola...kati pinelies mono...omws kai twra me ti mpempa den to briskw kai para polu alliws tha tis to forousa!! To exeis dei to mplouzaki e? En einai teleio? Kala esu pas sto zara kai sta koritsistika psaxneis?? Kala egw trelathika me ta koritsistika rouxalakia...fantasou oti tis exw kai gounitsa! Kai opws les kai esu tha bgalw ola mou ta apothimena sto ntusimo tis mpempas....fantasou oti merikes meres tis allazw kai 2 kai 3 allaksies rouxa, oxi giati lerwthikan, pio polu gia na prolabei na ta foresei ola giati exw polla kai den ta prolabainei...idi exw mia kouta pou ti gemizw siga siga apo rouxa pou den tis kanoun! O agiasmos tha ksekinisei 6:30 kai meta trapezi... Nansouita toso eukola ksemalliazeste kai meta ta brisketai!!! To kalitero fusika tha itan afou einai nufi sou na tis milas alla na min exeis kai polla polla giati sigoura tha uparksoun kai alla! Wx ksupnise paw!

Tseboula duskola kai eseis me ti mpempa e? Ante bres tous ruthmous sou na mpeis ksana sti suzitisi! Ariadni makari na menate pio konta na erxosastan! Alla den peirazei kanoniste eseis na katebeite kai kati pali tha kanonisoume! Emeis aformi psaxnoume gia tetoia...nomizw to exoun auto edw stin Kriti me tin paramikri aformi na kanoun glentia! Kagouraki egw 2-3 fores to bradu tis ebala oloswmo lepto omws kai itan ok...omws ti mera me to kontomaniko kai an bgoume eksw kai ena patelonaki me kaltsakia...an oxi einai akoma oli mera me to konto, alla edw bebaia exoume ligo parapanw zesti apo esas. Piga re koritsia na brw auta ta makrimanika formakia gia na tis bazw apo panw kai patelonaki alla oute ekei brika, mono 1 eixan kai ta alla ola itan aspra. Thelw na brw 3-4 tetoia kai na min einai ola roz gia na tis bazw me kati patelonakia pou exw kai einai diafora xrwmata na ta tairiaksw, to ena einai galazio to allo mwb to allo kafe kai to allo mpez, exw kai ena roz alla gia auto exw polla na tairiaksw, gia ta upoloipa den briskw tipota. Hthela na agorasw kai kordelles gia ta mallia alla oute sto jumbo eixe oute sta zara! Alla tis pira ena teleio setaki apo ta zara, pateloni rodakini me ena mpez top pou exei enan tigri me rodakini magoula kai mia pitsilia leopardale kai einai teleio! Telika eimai tuxeri, akurwthike simera to mathima pou eixa twra to apogeuma, eutuxws giati me to na etoimazoun to "glenti" den eukairouse kaneis na kratisei ti mpempa kai o antras mou epidi exei analabei to psisimo tis psistarias eixe agxwthei! Nancy auti h nufi sou pou emeine egkuos einai h idia pou paraligo na malliotrabixtite?? Twra exete sxeseis? Wraios tropos na tous to anakoinwsei! Twra mou thumises ta dika mou, tote pou eixa meinei egkuos kai to pws to anakoinwsa stous goneis...eixa parei ena mini xristougenniatiko kaltsaki apo to jumbo kai eixa balei mesa ton uperixo pou ekana ton trito mina pou idi fainotan mia miniatoura anthrwpaki kai tous to esteila!! Ti wraies stigmes...den prepei na ksexniountai! Twra koimithike kai antras kai kori, eukairia epitelous na bapsw nuxia!!!

Kalimeroudia koritsakia!! Ti kanete?? Emeis eutuxws eixame mia kali nuxta....den kaname puretouli kai koimithikame 5 wres + 3 wres + 2 wres! Anthi kai emena gia na paroun mpros antras kai mama eprepe na me doun se mauro xali kai na min mporw oute na sikwthw apto krebati! Eisai tuxeri pou pernei to mpoukali etsi mporei na se boithisei o antras sou! Pantws einai polu mikroula akoma, euxomai na exeis ti dunami na kaneis ligo upomoni akoma! Nancy eisai superwoman!!! Egw oute ebapsa nuxi oute prolabainw gia to glenti to bradu giati exw kai douleia to apogeuma se ligo!! Lia egw Xania h mpempoula Rethumno! Mpalothies den tha paiksoume auti ti fora alla den theloun polu gia na riksoun...ston progamo pou eixame kanei riksane ena swro! Kala nai ta fagita einai allo prama ontws...twra mou erxontai oi murwdies, apo xtes oli mera mageireuoun theies kai mama! Egw ekana to dokimasti!! Makari na mporesete na erthete! Emeis pantos tou xronou exw skopo meta ti baftisi tis mpempas na kanoume road trip stin Kriti...to eixame kanei alli mia xronia kai perasame teleia! Ksekinisame xwris sugkekrimeno proorismo kai apla opou mas arese stamatousame briskame dwmatio kai mename kai meta feugame kai psaxname neo meros! Fetos tha to kanoume me ti mpempa, alla an exoume kai kapou na pame gia na sunantisoume filous den tha einai kai asxima!! Kokona esena sigoura tha se sunantisoume afou erxesai suxna!! Aleko zorizesai e?? O mpempis mia xara! Pote teleiwneis me ksenodoxeio na mpaineis pio suxna??? Se kanena mina upothetw e? Nansouita kai tote kala einai, giati se xalaei pou tha exoun xronisei?? Kai mena konta sto xrono tha einai h mpempa otan ta kanoume, gurw ekei sta gennethlia tis, stis 19 Iouniou gennisa.

Ase simera exw ksemesiastei...ponaei oli mou h plati/mesi apo to thilasmo etsi opws skibw kai genika apo tin kourasi mallon kai to mwro pou to sikwnw...telika egw den prolaba na bapsw nuxia...kai aurio exoume trapezi, tha egkainiasei h mama mou ena ekklisaki pou balame kai akouste twra...kalesmenoi einai kamia 25aria atoma...kai exei kanei fagita opws kanoun se gamo stin Kriti...opoia exei paei katalabainei...kaltsounakia, pites, diafora mezedakia, salates, psita, brasta, pilafia...kai o antras mou tha kanei kai mparmpekiou mprizolikia kai loukanika! Exei kai gia sas opoia thelei Ariadni auta nomizw oti mporei na fugoun kapoia stigmi kai mona tous etsi den einai? Tha ta parakoloutheis kai tha sou pei o giatros. Re Nancy pragmatika aporw pws mageireueis, ftiaxneis gluka, bafeis ta nuxia sou kai kaneis kai sex ????? Egw apo ola auta den exw kataferei na kanw sxedon kanena!! Kai na sou pw, tin koiloumpofwto pote tha tin allakseis? Koritsia h mpempa mou apto embolio exei kanei mono kati dekata...kathe pote na tin tsekarw to bradu?? Hdi exoun perasei 13 wres apo tote pou ekane to embolio, uparxei periptwsi na kanei pureto mes ti nuxta?? Tha mou apantisei kamia h exete paei oles gia upno??

gelaw mazi sas koritsia...ax Anthouli nomizw auti ti stigmi oti eisai h pio talaipwrimeni esu kai h Nancy...alla na thumasai oti ligo polu oles perasame auti ti fasi...egw ton prwto mina olokliro zalizomouna kai nomiza oti den tha anteksw na sikwnomai... Ksana koimithika deuteri fora kai mou ekane to idio...auti ti fora thilase kanena 15lepto kai meta pali koimithike! Kai re koritsia otan me ksupnaei etsi sti mesi tou upnou pou molis me exei parei sikwnomai tremouliasmeni! Thelw kai gw kafe (kai tsigaro) mazi sas koritsia!!! Egw pantos elpizw kapoia stigmi na gnwrisw apo konta autes pou erxeste Kriti, Anthi, Ariadni, Kokona kai Lia! Kai fusika ti mpempoula pou menei sti diplani poli!!! Ksexasa kamia?? Twra pou to blepw den eiste kai liges!! Gioupiii!!! Kai tis upoloipes sas tha ithela alla duskolo toso makria pou menoume! Giati fugate kai pigate oles toso makria??

Koritsia koimotan h mpempa kanena misawro kai lew wraia, sigoura tha koimithei alles 2.5 wres... ksaplwnw, diabazw gia kanena 10lepto kai kleinane ta matia mou apti nusta...me pernei o upnos...eblepa kai oneiro...kai ksafnika akouw "ouaaaaaaaa ouaaaa" gmt...sikonomai kai ithele na faei gala 1 lepto gia na kserathei kai egw pou eixa koimithei mono 8 lepta, meta den me epairne pali o atimos o upnooooss!!! Lilaki nai to prospathoume sunexeia kai as min to kanei panta...alla entaksei ligaki to bradu exei strwsei, koimatai 8 wres me ena dialleima, mia to kanei 5 + 3 mia to kanei 4 + 4 , kapws etsi paei genikotera...alla h prospatheia sunexizetai! Kamia fora kai mena trwei sto 3wro alla polles fores tis to trabaw stis 4 wres kai tin imera... Nai bre Liaki kai itan akribws opws to eipes...eklaige toso polu pou nomiza oti tha stamatisei na anapneei...itan xeirotero apo tin prwti fora...afou rwtisa tin paidiatro mexri pote tha pername auti tin talaipwria na kanoume kathe mina embolio kai mou eipe mexri 8 minwn...alles 5 fores diladi tha to zisw auto! Maximaki euxaristw! Nansoumpa kalo kafe! Dwse filia sto Bikaki! Anthi tin bazeis se skotino dwmatio? Mipws na tin tulikseis me sentonaki na niwthei pio asfaleia?? De mporei toso ligo upno exei??

Anthouli ti na sou pw...kane ligo upomoni...den mporei na einai kathe mera etsi mporei na etuxe simera...ase kai gw exw perasei kati tetoies meres xwris upno kai se katalabainw...giauto xreiazetai na perneis kai sidiro giati an de perneis kai tipota de tha mporeis na statheis sta podia sou sto telos!! Ton Panouli ston blepei h mama sou twra?? Elpizw na exeis boitheia...pantws sti thesi sou tha zitousa oses pio liges wres ginetai sto frontistirio gia na mporeseis na tin palepseis. Emena zitise xtes enas sunadelfos tou antra mou na kanw sta paidia tou idiaitera kai tous eipe fetos oti de mporw, alles xronies psaxnoume gia idiaitera kai fetos ta aporriptw!! A, koritsia den thumamai poia eixe rwtisei, nomizw h Stauroula, an se grafoune kai an epitrepetai to kareklaki mprosta! Loipon h apantisi einai h eksis : Ston kwdika odikis kukloforias den grafei oti den epitrepetai, alla OUTE kai oti epitrepetai! Pou simainei oti den se grafoun an einai mprosta, alla oute sou lene oti auto einai swsto kai asfales! (oti nanai) Ksexasa na sas pw, rwtisa tin paidiatro gia tin apostirwsi...tis eipa oti bazei sto stoma tis diafora paixnidia, xeria, sentonia, ta mallia mou kai alla kai oti poios o logos apostirwsis...kai mou eipe oti mexri 6 minwn xreiazetai h apostirwsi kai as bazei ola auta sto stoma...etsi pernei siga siga diafora kai anaptisete to anosopoiitiko sustima! Nancy emena mou eipe na min trww ospria! Egw toso kairo den milaga gia fagito giati den mageireua egw!! Alla se 2 ebdomadoules feugei kai h mummy opote paei kai auti h boiteia Simera apla etuxe egw na mageirepsw giati de mporouse! Nuxia thelw kai gw na bapsw...h mallon, manikiour kai pentikiour ithela na kanw...alla den paizei na leipw tosi wra...opote to ksexname pros to parwn... Ariadni emena mou eipe test pap meta to 3mino...kai exw rantebou tin alli ebdomada. Kali bolta! Delphinaki nai 2 embolia...den thumamai poia omws prepei na to koitaksw. Kagouraki nai kai mena etsi mou eipe gia to farmako, alla polu klama, toso den tin exw ksanakousei na klaiei...afou elega tou antra mou oti toso kairo sto spiti eklaige pseftika! Paw kai gw na koimithw.

Kalimera koritsoudia! Prin ligi wra gurisame apo to giatrouli...2 embolia ekane...kai bebaia plantakse sto klama...to lupithike h psuxi mou re koritsia den tin exw ksanakousei na klaiei toso polu, nomiza pws tha stamatisei na anapneei...aporw pws lete pws merika apta dika sas den klaine katholou sto embolio . To baros tis einai 5750, h giatros mou eipe oti einai fusiologikotato to baros kai oti twra pernoun pio ligo baros kathe mina kai oxi opws tin arxi...emena mou fainetai ligo an sugkrinw me merika apta dika sas...ti na pw. Pigame kai zara!! Tis pira ena teleio kolanaki me ena teleio mplouzaki!! Re koritsia exoume ena swro rouxa apo dwra kai tetoia alla otan blepw paidika mou einai polu duskolo na min parw kati!! Anthouli kai sena o dikos sou tous blepei olous kalous e?? sta na pane...exoume malwsei polles fores gia auto to thema... Kai h mpempoula sou se talaipwrei ligaki e?? Ase me ti douleia einai polu duskolos o thilasmos...egw ksereis ti skeftika...an epairne h dikia mou mpoukali isws to bradu na tis edina ligo kseno pou einai kai pio baru gia na koimotan pio polles wres...to exeis skeftei?? Egw pairnw sidiro kai asbestio ena tin imera...kai den tolmw na min ta pairnw, eidika to sidiro giati me tosi eksantlisi pou exw apo to thilasmo kai tin aupnia zalizomoun tous prwtous 2 mines kai twra kamia fora...opote nomizw oti o sidiros boithaei...kai opws eipe kai h Stauroula mou peftei poluuuuuuuuu malli...milame oti nomizw pws tha meinw karafli sto telos!! Fusika kai thimamai tis poutaniles!!!! Proxtes eixe erthei h nona tis mpempas pou einai kai auti twra egkuos kai mou eipe oti einai uperbolika duskilia kai oti exei dokimasei ta panta! Tis lew, den exeis dokimasei ta panta!! Pare fakelakia tanilas...kai mou leei pws to eipes auto? Tis lew, gia na to thimasai na to les POUtanila!! xaxaxa ksexniountai oi poutaniles?? Den kserw omws an mporoume na tis paroume sto thilasmo... Liaki kai mena mou leipete ta apogeumatakia!! Alla min anisixeis...tha mpw se ena programma kai meta tha leipw mono 2 meroules kai oxi gia polu! Proxtes elega ston antra mou, pali fetos to xeimwna den tha deixnei tipota kalo h tileorasi...eutuxws pou exw to mammy giati ti tha ekana olo to xeimwna!!!!!! Mou leei nai auti einai h nea sou kathimerini sapounopera!! Kokona mipws gia na min sto kanei pipila na tou dineis stithos mono kathe 3wro kai otan deis oti den katapinei gala alla pipilaei mono na ton bgazeis?? Isws na prospathiseis kapws alliws na ton apasxoliseis?? Emena pantws den to eixe katholou to pipilisma...kathetai mono osi wra trabaei gala...meta to afinei. Kai twra exw kanei auto pou elege h Lil , tin apasxolousame oso mporousame gia na tin taizw kathe 3:30 me 4 wres kai exei piasei to kolpo...exei arewsei ligo ta geumata. Lia emena mou eipe o giatros oti einai ok apo 6mino kai meta gia egkumosini...pantws emeis apla tha prosexoume polu mexri tou xronou toulaxiston giati den thelw katholou twra...exw sta sxedia mou taksidia ekdromes kai diafora na xaroume ti mpempa twra pou einai moni tis giati meta me deutero to blepw duskolo!! Nansouita mou esu prosexe tin opisten giati o antras sou den exei problima gia 4 paidi, esu eisai pou tha fountareis! Kai egw den tha to erixna me tipota ennoeitai...egw tou lew "prosekse kala kakomoiri mou giati an meinw egkuos twra, thelw 1 gunaika gia kathe paidi na me boithaei" Pasxalitsaki pou eisai esu...wraia ta foremata to prasino polu mou aresei! Polla sas egrapsa pali alla lew katse na to steilw twra giati den tha to anteksw na xathoun pali! A! Asxeto, alla kairo exoune na poume gia fagita...egw mageireuw mpiftekia me patates sto fourno!

Ariadni oi antres mas s'auto tairiazoun! Kai sena polu upnos re paidi mou! Kai mena pantos mes ti mera koimatai polles wres! Lia thanx gia tin enimerwsi, tote fusiologika koimatai h mpempa giati peripou 15-16 wres mou koimatai sunolika. Exw prospathisei na tin kratisw mes ti mera ksupnia gia na koimithei to bradu alla re koritsia h mou koimatai opou kai na to balw an nustazei h tha einai mes tin gkrinia an xasei ton upno tis!! Ariadni kai gw kamia oreksi den exw na psaxnw apo twra gia baftisi...tha afisw tis upoloipes na psaksoun kai sto telos pou tha erthei h seira mou tha exw idi mia kali idea sto ti thelw kai egw!! Emeis leme na kanoume trapezi se mia taberna konta sto xwrio pou einai polu ekswxika kai dipla se potami kai gurw gurw bouna, einai eksw ta trapezakia kai exei kai xwro gia dj h organa kai xwro (den kserw an tha baloume mousiki akoma)...apla den kserw akoma ti kalesma tha kanoume...kai edw kanoun megala kalesmata, alla opws eipe kai h Anthi protimw na ksodepsw ta lefta sto paidi mou h na pame ena taksidi oi 3 mas meta ti baftisi...palia, prin kanw paidi, to thewrousa guftia na kalesei kapoios sti baftisi mono stin ekklisia kai oxi sto trapezi (edw einai polu spanio giati sunithws ginontai megala glentia kai tous kaloun olous, giauto ligo kollaw) alla twra katalabainw oti den einai kai eukolo na kaneis trapezi apti stigmi pou ta dwra den einai xrimatika gia na boithisoun ligaki! Kokona an sou perisepsei kamia mpomponiera steile kamia!!

Pantws h mpempa den exei epanelthei sta fusiologika thilasmata oute simera....trwei alla kamia sxesi me prin... kai koimatai kai polu tin imera...einai fusiologiko gia 3wn minwn?? Simera koimithike kai to prwi kamia writsa kai to mesimeri ena 4wro kai to apogeuma ena misawro kai twra etoimazetai gia ton braduno upno opou nanai!! Aurio tha pame gia embolio kai tha rwtisw. Anthouli mou s'exuaristw polu! Me ton upno ta pame polu kala...xtes koimithike 5 wres kai meta alles 3. Sumfwnw apoluta me auto pou les gia ti baftisi, ligoi kai kaloi...makari na mporesw na kanw kai ton antra mou na to katalabei auto...autos de mporei na kalesei mono ligous giati kai toutos einai kalos kai keinos tha pareksigisei kai o allos me kalese kai genika kaloume olwn to kosmo kai meta polloi mas grafoun kiolas pou nomizei oti einai kaloi...auto to eide kai sto gamo...polloi pou tou eipa na min kalesoume tous kalese kai ton egrapsan kanonika!

Kokona s'euxaristw pou rwtas...den kserw an stalthike to proigoumeno minima to mesimeri pou sas egrafa analutika...to esteila 3 fores alla o upologistis ta exei paiksei... Re koritsia ti sto kalo 5 selides me thema tis mpomponieres exete grapsei!!! Emena mou arese kai to maksilaraki kai to papoutsaki! Euxaristoume polu Liaki!! Pio site einai auto pou les na paraggeileis auta ta rouxalakia...wraio mou akougetai...den thelw alla roz!! Ariadni ti gkantemia!! Sou exei parei ta muala h mpempa kai pou mualo na sbiseis fwta e?? Fantasou na min koimosoun kai to bradu opws emeis oi perissoteres....tha ksexnouses kai pou to parkares kai tha epsaxnes kai to amaksi!! Egw aptin aupnia mou ksexnaw polla pragmata twra teleutaia...eidika pragmata pou mou leei o antras mou...kai olo mou leei, kala xtes den sto eipa auto?? Kai na tou lew egw...oxi den thumamai kati tetoio!! Parolo pou o upologistis mou katarreei slowly slowly eida kai photos!!! Stauroula kouklos o gios sou...kala pws ksanthine etsi ??? Liara o gios sou mou fainetai tha ton koinigane oi gkomenes! Polu antraki lemeee!!! Anarwtiemai tha eisai apo autes tis mamades pou tha tou leei, oxi auti, auti einai kali!

Kalispera koritsia! Ta exei paiksei to laptop thelei format giati den mporw na anoikse selides kai zorizetai akoma kai na steilw minima sto mammy! Exw grapsei 2 fores kai tis 2 den to esteile gmt! Ksanagrafw sta grigora ta nea mou... xtes h mpempa den efage oli mera...telika efage stis 9 to bradu kai anakoufistika ligo giati eixa polu agxos...nomizw oti tin epiase psixologiko genika me to fagito epidi ti zorisame...simera pali mou ekane kati noumera alla eutuxws efage...opote ola kala...h prospatheia me ta mpoukalia tha sunexistei alla pio xalara giati fobamai min to parei polu straba kai opou blepei mpoukali tha tin pianoun ta klamata. Simera pigame kai jambo kai psonisame giati exoume gennethlia!!! Giname 3 minwn!! Pirame ena strwmataki/gumnastirio, papoutsakia kai ena formaki makrimaniko alla oxi oloswmo...ithela kai alla tetoia na parw gia na tis bazw apo panw patelonaki/kolanaki, alla ola roz einai re paidia, exw piksei sto roz...egw ithela kai kanena allo xrwma alla de brika giauto pira mono 1. Pira kai kati lacta gia mena Maximaki kai Afroditi kai eseis to idio problima?? Maximaki mipws esena mperdeutike kai diallekse ena apo ta duo kai auto to ena pou diallekse itan to mpoukali??? Afroditi thelei polu prospatheia...egw pedeuomai edw kai meres...to mpoukali auto einai eidiko gia mwra pou thilazoun apoklistika, to lene breastflow, an thes balto sto google na diabaseis pws leitourgei kai na to deis...egw pisteuw oti an to sunithisei siga siga meta tha ti boleuei kai tha einai pio eukolo me auto na ginetai h allagi apo mpoukali stithos kai apo sithos mpoukali, giauto einai sxediasmeno. Stauroula periodos e? Kai gw katholou den thelw... Eleni emena h triti mou arese.

Koritsia exw agxwthei polu....oli mera simera den trwei oute apo to stithos!!! Ma ti sto kalo ola ta koula se mena tha sumboun???? Auto prwti fora ginetai...panta molis tis dwsw stithos pinei mia xara, simera de kserw ti epathe kai molis ti bazw sto stithos tin pianoun ta klamata...eipa de mporei tha pinasei kai prin fugw gia douleia tha faei afou exoun perasei panw apo 5 wres pou eixe na faei...kai pali molis tin ebala sto stithos eklaige. Efuga teleiws agxwmeni kai tin afisa sti mama mou kai twra gurisa kai mou leei oti koimatai apo tote pou efuga...re koritsia einai toses wres nustiki....twra perimenw na ksupnisei na dw an tha faei....

Geia sas koritsia, sas grafw sta grigora ta nea mou, exw diabasei mono ti 1 apo tis 3 selides pou grapsate, ta upoloipa otan gurisw giati etoimazomai gia douleia... Ta nea mou einai oti to bradu kala koimithikame kai simera, alla eixame allo problima...apo xtes den exei kana kaka kai exei fouskwsei h koilitsa kai de mporei apo to prwi oute na faei enw peinaei...molis pianei stithos na faei to bazei me mania gia peinaei kai meta tin pianoun ta klamata giati ponaei. Twra de kserw ti tha kanw, koimithike apo to klama...oli mera prospathw na tin taisw...tha ksanaprospathisw pali prin fugw...kai meta tha ksekinisei to marturio tou antra mou kai tis manas mou na prospathoun me to mpoukali pali! Katerinaki mou perastika sti mikri sou... gia ta mamounia prepei na parete sunergeio apolumansis giati sigoura exoun kanei fwlies sta ksula... Ariadni xronia sou polla! Na se xairetai o antras kai h kori sou!!! Stauroula de kserw, les na min to dinoume swsta???? Emena swsta mou fainetai...ola ta exoume dokimasia kai kathista kai orthia kai boltarontas kai sto relax...de kserw tha kanw liges meres prospatheia kai meta isws rwtisw kai kamia maia! Anthi mou exw polu kales sxeseis me Sfakia giati h nona tis mpempas mou menei ekei!!