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Ohi Vania, hristiani orthodoxi eimai kai ta teleftaia 10 hronia meno stin Nea Yorki. Eho erthei se epafi me polles thriskies kai poles fyles tou kosmou. To na les oti miseis kai oti syhainesai tous martyres tou Iehova i tous evraious i tous mousoulmanous i tou idouistes kat'arhas einai entantia stin dikia mas thriskia kai koinonika theoreitai ratsismos. Den tha eprepe stin epohi mas na leme tetoia pragmata.Telos panton to thema einai megalo kai asheto gia aftin tin selida. Pistevo oti i apopsi tis theologou os tora einai i pio antikeimeniki.

Epeidi i apopsi mou einai antitheti to eklavate san katigoria. Mou fainetai palalogo oti gia polous goneis thelontas na tirisoun tin paradosi tis opoias i yparxi ofeiletai se alles "dyskoles" gia lehones kai mora epohes. Gia mena einai diskolo na dehto oti oloi pistevoun se kati to opoio den ehei anitkeimenika kritiria kai agnooune ta pragmatika dedomena pou einai i dysaneshetisi, to stress kai tis epiplokes stin ygeia tou morou. Den epitithomai apla ekfrazo tin antithesi mou kai afto giati afti i diadikasia mou thymise ena gegonos synevei ehthes kai imouna parousa. Kapoia mitera pire tin kori tis pou itan ligotero apo enos etous, tin psilokanakeve me ena paihnidakia kai telika tis trypise ta aftia. An akougate to klama tou morou. Horis logo. Kai sto kato otan afto to paidi megalose poios eggyatai oti tha ithele trypimena aftia? An itane tatouz tha tou to kanate? Apla den vrisko logo na talaiporeitai fysika kai psihologika ena frefos horis ousiastiko logo, i an gia sas eiani ousiastikos as to onomaso apodedigmena gegonota. I antilipsi mas gia merika pragmata den einai kai i pragmatikotita. Den ithela na prosvalo kanena.

Eseis pistepste oti thelete. Den eho kamia antirisi. Ta mora giati na talaiporountai me tis dikes sas prokatalipseis kai dysydaimonies. Yparhoun toses alles thriskies (kai ego hristiani eimai) afta ta paidakia diladi pou den pernane afto to martyrio se ti ysteroun gia tin ypoloipi zoi tous. Apla sygalo ligo tin logiki. An yparhei.

Oraia ta lete koritsia kai afou ta lete etsi oraia to deftero na to gennisete se horafi (kai konta sti thalassa)

Kala eiste sovares oles sas? Ti mesaionikes prokatalipseis einai aftes? Ta mora sas ehoun ekzemata kai allergies,(To elaioloado einai ypsilo se oxea gia afto ta mora sas ypoferoun kai eseis ta afinetai kai treis meres aplyta), kanoun emetous, klaine kai dysanashaitoun kai eseis asholeiste me plastika ladopana kai thalassia nera? Ma einai dynaton? Diladi ta paidia pou gienniountai se periohes pou den ehoun thalassa einai defteris katigorias? Gia skeftitai ligo logika pou pate kai kanete oti kanane oi progiagiades sas tote pou den ypirhe perithalpsi, i paidiki thnisimotita itane sta ypsi kai i moni tous elpida gia tin epiviosi kai evimeria tou moro itan o theos kai ohi o giatros.