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Maraki ante konteveis kai esu, mhn stenaxoriese ola kala tha pane..Apo thn stigmh pou exoun apofasisei na gennhseis fisiologika kai na mhn ston paroun me kaisarikh malon antexei o mikros to zorizma kai tha einai mia xara tha deis.... Filakia....

Axxx kopela mou lipame pou prepei na peraseis apo authn thn diadikasia kai to anxos, logiko einai na eisai stenoxorimenh alla na skeftese thetika oso mporeis... Doppler exeis ksanakanei?? Ti edikse??? Outos h alos sthn evdomada pou eisai kai me ta kila tou mwro tha mporousate na to parete xoris fovo.. Egw sthn thesh sou nomizw pos tha pigena pio taktika gia parakolouthish gia na krataw ta nevra mou se ifesh kai na mhn trelathw.... Elpizw esu na eisai pio psixremh gia na einai kai to mwraki sou iremo.... Polla filia.......

Maraki as to kalo sou me sigginises proiniatika kai exw plantaksei sto klama Sou exw ksanaeuxithei kai exw ekdilosei ton thavmazmo mou pros ton Manwlio arketes fores alla alh mia den vlaptei pote...Na sas zhsei lipon kai na ton kamarosete opos ton thelete me ton Aleksh sou... Na tou doseis ena filaki kai apo emena shmera

Auth h anamonh twra sto telos kai h aveveotita me eknevrizei alla den mporoume na kanoume kai tpt. Roula esena se vlepw na gennas opou nane me toses sispasois pou exeis sinexia. Kai esu Anastasia nomizw exeis arketa sixna eee?? Enina mou mpikes kai esu sthn telikh euthia twra, Ante na thn kamaroseis kai esu avrio thn kouklitsa sou. Kalo vradi kai apo emena koritsares ta leme aurio pali...

Nai Anastasia mou to rantevou klistike gia ths 12 tou mhnos, mou eipe na dialeksw anamesa sths 10 kai 12 Noemvriou kai apofasisa na tou dosw ligo perithorio mpas kai gennuthei fisiologika alla an den exei parei thesh mexri tote malon pame gia kaisarikh, outos h alos mou to exei tonisei epanelimena pos tha einai enas diskolos toketos (gia fisiologika milame twra) alla eimai diatethimenh na to palepsw kai o giatros mou dinei kapies elpides... Eutixos o kardiotokografos htan kalos kai epiveveose to gegonos oti den exw ixnos sispaseon. Thn Deftera tha ksanapaw gia kardiotokografo kai thn trhth pali ston giatro. 10 meres mhnane tha perimenw ti alo mporw na kanw....

Kalhspera koritsia....More kala lew egw pos tha gennusw teleftea opos paw Piga ston giatro shmera o mpempis akomi den exei parei thesh maxhs kai einai arketa psila me thn mourh pros ta epano. Anaggastika klisame rantevou gia proklish sths 12 Noemvriou (an den exei vgei mexri tote) alla o giatros polu anfivalei pos tha arxisei monos tou o toketos giati den exw katholou sispasois... Meta ton giatro piga sthn klinikh gia kardiotokografo gia na doume mipos exei kapia disforia to mwro kai prepei na to paroume noritera kai meta pali ston giatro gia na dei ta apotelezmata... Ton traxilo oute ekane ton kopo na mou ton dei, xoris sispasois mou leei den tha exei ginei tpt... Kata ta ala einai 3600 peripou kai an den vgei siga siga tha ginei threftari...

Enina eftixos apo monos tou mou eipe pos tha me apozimiwsei an den ginei tpt alios tha ginotan samatas.... Twra stenaxorithika kai thn epesa se mia sokolata gigas pou eixa sto psigio....

Me vlepw meta ton giatro na pigenw katefthian shmera, toulaxiston na stamparw kapio kai na paei na to parei o antras mou meta an xriastei...Mou kanei entiposh pantos giati to exw ksanadosei gia plisimo kai den epathe tpt... Me rotise apo pou to pira giati leei an htan apo IKEA h PRAKTIKER den tha to ksanaeplene kan alla egw to pira apo thn BIOKARPET (den kserw an exei sthn Athina?) einai eteria pou poulane mono xalia kai den einai tis plakas... To thema einai pos htan telio gia to dwmatio kai na fantastite pos vash tou xaliou eftiaksa kai ta ipolipa giati mou arese kai den ithela na to alaksw...

Aman re koritsia giati ola se mena re gmt?? Molis eklisa to thlefono me piran apo to katharistirio gia na kanonisoume pote tha feroun ta xalia mou kai mou eipe pos to xali pou exw gia to dwmatio tou mpempi ksevapse Tha to ksanaplenei twra kai meta vlepoume ti kanoume....Twra egw pote na prolavw na agorasw kainourio xali mou lete???? Tha trexw me to mwro lexona na psaxnw xalia???? Enina egw lastex den foresa oute mia mera, genika den mporw na me sfiggei otidipote sthn kilia, oute kaltson den foraw na fantasteis..Kilitsa exw den mporw na pw alla eimai kai xontroula opote einai logiko..Otan eixa kanei dieta meta thn genna mou kai exasa arketa kila h kilia mporw na pw pos veltiothike polu alla mhn perimeneis to kormi sou na einai akrivos to idio meta thn genna...

Sinxaritiria Gianna mou, xerome para polu gia s'ena kai as mhn se kserw katholou... Sinevei akrivos to idio se emena apla me thn diafora oti emena htan to deftero paidaki mou... 3 rimadoxronia prospathousame gia to deftero kai otan to ksegrapsa egine to thavma mesa se 1 mhna.. Alla na to ksegrapseis pragmatika oxi sta logia mono, na valeis ales protereotites sthn zwh kai tote profanos alazoun kai oi ormones mas tina pw.... Egw pleon eimai sigourh pos auto eftege se emas... Na exeis mia iperoxh eggumoshnh sou euxome kai ena gero mwraki sthn aggalia sou se ligous mhnes..

Bourique s'efxaristoume polu gia tis gnosois sou, otan me to kalo tha gennusw tha xriastoun oles oi simvoules tou kozmou giati egw authn thn fora tha thilasw TELOS......... Exw proetimastei psixologika arki na mhn exoume paratragouda opos thn alh fora me thn korh mou....

Kalhmera koritsia..... Katerinaki egw sthn pipila lew NAIIIIIIIII, alla sthn sosth xrish ths.... Ektos pou latrevw authn thn oikona me to mwro na koimate kai h pipila na pigenei pano kato [smilie=binkybaby.gif] [smilie=binkybaby.gif] [smilie=binkybaby.gif] [smilie=binkybaby.gif] einai toso xaritomena otan to kanoun auto, exei diapistothei pos otan ena vrefos exei pipila ston upno tou mionete o kindinos efnidiou vrefikou thanatou giati den afinei to mwro apla na ksexasei na anapneei... Alla eimai kata tis pipilas se megaliterh ilikia apo ta 2 xronia kai sinexia na mpoukonoume tou paidiou to stoma m'afthn gia na eimaste emeis isixh. Se megalitera paidia stravonoun ta dontia tous kai argoun na milisoun an pernoun sinexia pipila...Twra me ton thilazmo den kserw ti ginete giati lene pos an thilazeis kalo einai na mhn dineis pipila, ekei as mas poun aftes pou thilasan?????? Shmera paw ston giatro kai esthanome pos einai h mera ths krisis gia mena, exw agonia

Koritsia kalhmera..H8ela apla na sas euxithw kalo mhna kai makari na einai o tuxeros sas... Mhn to vazete kato gia olous exei o theos kai na sas pw thn alithia otan akouw 2kai 3 eksosomatikes mou fenonte polu liges gia na apelpizeste (to kserw pos lew m@l@&ie$) alla epidi h gunneka tou aderfou mou, h nufh mou dld exei kanei 16 eksosomatikes kai eftixos den to evale kato giati thn 13h fora ekane thn anepsoula mou pou htan sthn katapsiksh kai perimene, kai twra se liges meres tha gennusei to deftero paidaki tous...Ipomonh kai kouragio sas euxome alla oxi apelpisia..... Filika Evi.......

Kalhmera manoules ti kanete??? xathikame vre koritsia, arxisan na stronoun ta vlastaria mas sto sxolio mou fenete kai to paratisame to themataki mas..... Aurio telika ti tha ginei kserei kamia sas?? Sthn tv lene pos tha einai klista ta sxolia logo eklogon (ton daskalon) alla apo to sxolio den mas eipan tpt akomi Shmera eipa ston pethero mou na rotisei thn daskala mas.... Pantos thn Paraskevh prhn tis ekloges den exoume kai thn Deftera episis, apo oso kserw toulaxiston....

Na sas zhsei to kainourio melos ths oikogenias pou apo oti diavazw vgike oloklirh kopelara (wow !!!!!) Panta gerh kai kalotuxh na einai sthn zwh ths....

Axxxxx koritsia oles mou fenete tha gennusete prin apo emena. Prhn ligo efigan 2 ksaderfes mou pou eixa na ths dw arketo kairo kai to proto pou mou eipan molis me idan einai pos h kilia mou einai akomi polu psila, lete na mhn exei parei thesh akomi o mikros??? Anastasia mou mia xara kai h dikh sou h mpempoula, etimh na skasei mith.... Shmpethera mou ti kaneis elpizw twra na mhn ksanaxatheis, vale foto apo to dwmatio oposdipote na thavmasw thn prika ths nufhs mou

Po,po Maraki paidaros kanonikos eee...... Edw akomi eimaste sthn anamonh,egw paw avrio ston giatro kai elpizw na mou pei pos exei parei thesei epitelous.. Thn Roulitsa (crazy) ths eipe o giatros pos malon tha gennusei opou nane giati o traxilos exei leptinei polu kai to mwro exei katevei... Pantos ton exw erwteftei ton gio sou, valtou kanena mataki giati tha ton matiasw apo edw, ftou ftou skorda

Nomizw pos merikoi epidi den etuxe na pathoun tpt ta mwrakia tous, kai einai psiloanesthitoi genikotera theoroun pos kai oi aloi prepei na einai san kai autous... Proxtes as poume pou milousa me mia filh mou apo monh ths h kopela mou eipe pos den iparxei periptosh na ferei mazi ths kai ta paidia ths otan me to kalo erthoun, amesos se vgazei apo thn diskolh thesh alla distixos den einai oloi toso evesthitoi... Edw pou ta leme kai egw exw kanei thn gkafa mou prhn ginw mama Molis eixe gennusei h ksaderfh mou kai pigame na thn doume sto maieftirio (eimoun egguos tote) kai sto dwmatio eixame mpoukari olo to soi mazi mexri pou mas ide mia nosokoma kai mas petakse ekso me tis klotsies (polu kala mas ekane vevea), alla tote den iksera pos einai epikindino gia to mwro na to trigirizoun kamia 10ria vlamenoi Twra den tha to ekana pote...

GIA SOU RE MANOULAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Na sou zhsei, einai kouklos............... Exeis xrono na mas peis tis entiposois sou????

Lenitsa an einai na eisai atuxh kopela mou tha kolisei kai mesa sto spiti na to exeis olh mera..Prepei na to vgazeis kai ligo ekso gia na to vlepei o hlios na pernei kai kanena mikrovio.. To anepsaki sas pantos an den pigenei paidiko malon den einai idietera epikindino gia to mwro sou.. Egw thn dikia mou thn evala se aeroplano 2 mhnon akrivos htan, den eixame kanei akomi kanena emvolio mazi me kamia 150ria alous taksidiotes pou oloi anapneame ton idio aera anaggastika kai den kolise tpt eutuxos... Meta apo ekinh thn paliogastrenteritida ksanaarostise 13 mhnon... Egw na dw ti tha kanw twra pou tha gennuthei o mpempis mou pou exw thn alh sto dimotiko kai olo kai kati tha mou kouvalisei auton ton ximona sto spiti.. Distixos oloi oi filoi mas exoun twra paidakia pou pane sxolio kai provlimatizome mafto to thema, an apeto na erxonte xoris ta paidia tous tha me pareksigisoun sigoura alla kai ti na kanw. Eftuxos mesolavoun oi giortes kai tha lew se osous pernoun na mas efxithoun pos tha dexomaste kozmo meta tis giortes gia na kerdisw xrono..

S'efxaristw Elenakos, eimai sthn anamonh sinexia..... Pantos xerome pou sas petixa s'afthn thn fash pou alazete FB, mou thimisate ta dika mas Exei polu plaka otan telika vlepeis kai me pious milas toso kairo.. Eimai sigourh pos oles sas tha eiste kouklitses, aloste auto den lene gia tis eggues gunnekes..... EXOUME AUTHN THN LAMPSH POU MAS KANEI AKATAMAXITES

Kalhmera koritsia...Eipa na perasw mia voltitsa apo to themataki sas kai ida pos milate gia epiplakia kai agores gia to mwro sas kai eipa na sas voithisw oso mporw mias kai ta perasa prosfata.... Gia Voulgaria pou ida oti sizitate tha sas pw pos mia gnosth mou perish pou gennuse pige kai psonise ta panta apo ekei kai edose to 1/3 ths timhs apo edw, an sas volevei kante ton kopo na pate apo ekei.. Episis pola koritsia apo tis dikes mas egguoules vrikan polla pragmatakia apo to internet se polu kales times kai se magazia stock mporite na vrite kales times se rouxalakia gia esas kai ta mwrakia sas..... Euxome se oles sas kalh sinexia sthn eggumoshnh sas kai kales afxenikes me gera mwrakia gia oses tha kanete authn thn evdomada....

Anastasia eimai panetimh pleon na ipodextw ton gio all mas vgike ligo ntropalos mou fenete kai den leei na skasei mith, pio polu einai to anxos pou me kourazei sinexia skeftome an kouniete oso prepei kai to mialo mou einai kolimeno ekei sinexia... Exthes evgala kai oti eixa apo thn megalh mou kai ta eplena. To proto kathizmataki autokinitou, to rilaks stisame kai thn alaksiera-mpaniero mas alla to skazmeno to maksilaraki ths alaksieras exei mia tripa ekei pou kanei to enoma kai prepei twra na tous parw thlefono gia na mou to alaksoun grrrrrr......

Kalhmera zouzounes kai kalo mhna na exoume oles mas.. Auton ton mhna exw gennuthei kai egw, an apofasize o giokas mou na vgei siga siga tha mou ekane to kalitero dwraki..... Opos kai na exei autos o mhnas tha einai simadiakos gia poles apo emas kai den tha ton ksexasoume pote... Filia stis kilitses

Roulaaaa ti egine gennas????????? Me mperdepse auto pou eipes oti den ponas kata ta ala mia xara to pas, an eksafanisteis gia merikes meres tha katalavoume alla mhn mas ksexaseis giati exw agonia twra na dw ti egine telika