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Anastasia mou an ta diavazes sta ellhnika etsi opos ta grafw egw pistepse me tha diskolevosoun akomi perisotero Thn paizw thn glosa sta daxtila S'efxaristw pantos gia thn ipomonh sou..

Kalhmera kouklitses mou..... Poso xerome pou kontevete sto telos oles sas siga siga... An kai kourazmenh eimai paneftixis otan kitaw to moutraki tou mpempi mou ola ta ksexnaw, ligo me ton thilazmo exoume provlima giati kalomathe o kurios sta efkola 3 meres kai den thelei na zoristei me to stithos.. Shemera tha pame pali na metrisoume ton iktero kai na kanoume enan uperixo kardias sto mwro, gia prooliptikous logous sou to sinistoun mazi me to akouograma kai kapies ales eksetasois...

Eftase telika kai h dikh mou stigmh na sas grapsw gia th gennhsh tou giou mou.. Mou fenete san psema akomi. Pou na iksera prhn ena xrono otan ezvina ta kerakia ths tourtas mou kai ekana gia polosth fora thn idia euxh, na mou xarisei o theoulhs mas alo ena paidaki gia na oloklirothei h eftixia mou kai ths oikogenias mou pos authn thn xronia, kapios, kati htan paron kai akouse thn euxoula mou... Apo thn proth stigmh pou se ida s'agapisa kai as isoun akomi mono mia koukida ston uperixo, megalonontas se latrepsa kai twra pou se exw aggalia einai san na krataw ton kozmo olo sta xeria mou... Olh h eggumoshnh mou htan mia apolafsh(ektos apo to anxos pou me katevale kapies fores kai fovomoun mhn se xasw)ola ta ala htan telia..Ftasame stois 40 evdomades kai den elege o mikros na mas kanei thn xarh kai na vgei apo monos tou, apofasizoume lipon me ton giatro mou na kanoume proklish kai etsi mpika sthn klinikh thn perazmenh Paraskevh sths 07:30 to proi, mou ekanan thn aparetith proetimasia kai sths 09:30 mou evalan ton oro gia na ksekinisoume. Mia maia me kitakse kai diapistose me xara pos exw idi 3-4 pontous diastolh kai para polu malako traxilo "pame polu kala" mou leei.Pernane 2 wres peripou xoris idieterous ponous kouventiazontas me ton antra mou kai me ales kopeles pou eimastan sthn idia katastash. Siga,siga ksekinane kai ta prota ponakia xalarh akomi egw apolamvana ton ixo apo ton kardiotokografo.Pernontas h wra dinamonan oi sispasois dinamone kai o ponos alla exontas san kritirio thn proth mou genna opou perasa diskola authn thn fora mou fenotan paixnidaki. Me kitazei mia maia pali kai mou leei 5 pontous diastolh....Emina ekplikth!!!!!!!! Ma pos ginotan na kanw toso grigora diastolh xoris idieteres sispasois kai kati ponakia periodou???? Dinei entolh o giatros mou na mou spasoun ta nera gia na entathoune oi ponoi kai na aniksw pio grigora, ekei htan kai h proth fora ths hmeras pou ponesa arketa alla gia ligo. Pragmati apo ekinh thn stigmh kai meta eginan arketa dinatoi oi ponoi mou kai o giatros mou eipe pos an thelw episkliridio eprepe na to kanw twra giati meta tha htan arga...Apofasizw na thn kanw telika kai erxete o anesthisiologos... Kanontas thn episkliridio eksafanizonte oi ponoi mou kai me pianei mia upnilia alo pragma, rixnw kai enan upnako pou lete pano sto krevati tou ponou ... Zavlakomenh kapia stigmh arxisa na parakolouthw to monitor me tis soispasois oi opies htan polu dinates alla egw den tis esthanomoun sxedon katholou... Me kitazei mia maia pali kai leei ston giatro mou enthousiazmenh "exoume telia", den katalava ti enoouse kai thn rotaw, " se apla ellhnika ti simenei auto"??? "Exeis diastolh 10" mou leei, ekei na dite ksafniazma egw alla kai xara giati konteve h wra pou tha parw aggalia to antraki mou... Vevea to mwro den eixe empedothei akomi sthn lekanh mou kai etsi eprepe na sproxnw arketh wra oste na katevei gia na mporesei o giatros na ton vgalei me thn ventouza mias kai eixame 2 fores peritiliksh sto laimo me ton loro, erxotan me ta moutra kai malon me to ena xeraki tou sto prosopo, ektos autou htan kai polu megalo mwro..Teleftea stigmh katafere o giatros na ton girisei sthn sosth thesh kai etsi me thn voithia ths maias pou sthn kirioleksia epese pano sthn kilia mou kai me patouse se simio na nomizw pos tha spasoun ta plevra mou kai to stomaxi tha vgei apo to stoma..Ola omos eginan toso grigora kai den katalava pos ekini thn wra evgene to mwro kai logo ths episkliridiou den eniotha pono apo kato katholou.... Sxedon ksafniastika otan mou eipan pos vgenei. Me ena telefteo sproksimo htan ekso kai ton akoumpisan pano mou.. Htan enas kouklos, molis ton ida me piran ta klamata kai emena kai tou antra mou o opios travouse me thn kamera to gegonos. Alla oso grigora mou ton edosan toso grigora mou ton pire pali o paidiatros gia na ton eksetasei.. 4100 kila kai 54 pontous mou leei o paidiatros, na sas zhsei... "Mpravo" mou leei o gunnekologos mou "an den htan gia thn thesh tou mwrou tha eixes gennhsei se mia wra, ola pigan telia" Mexri na me rapsoun kai na me etimasoun skiliasa, akomi kai thn katharistria rotisa gia to pote tha me pane sto dwmatio mou na dw to mwro mou na to xortasw. Meta apo kanena 2wro me pigan epitelous sto dwmatio mou kai apo tote eimaste axoristh me to vlastari mou.... Pote den pisteva pos mporousa na niosw etsi pali gia defterh fora alla twra esthanome sxedon etimh na kanw kai 3 paidaki....To kako einai pos den to esthanete katholou o antras mou Elpizw na mhn sas kourasa me thn megalh istoria mou kai efxome se oles tis egguoules na gennhsoun efkola san emena kai se oles pou prospathoun kalh epituxia... Filia Euh

Kalhspera kouklitses..... Eipa kai egw na diavasw ta neakia sas alla o mpempakos mou eixe ala sxedia gia mena Twra einai taizmenos alagmenos alla ton akouw pou strifogirnaei sthn kounia tou.Se ligo anamenoume sinagermo......... Distixos anevasame iktero kai xriastike na kanei fototherapia 2 24wra to manari mou kai genika eimaste sthn tsita me to fagito tou giati prepei na pernei pola ugra kai na troei ana 2 wres sinexia. Perito na sas pw pos eimai ena ptoma genikotera apo thn kourash alla aftes einai oi thisies ths manas..Auto pou me stenaxorei idietera einai pos exoume paei piso me ton thilazmo logo tou ikterou kai apo aurio epitrepete na tou arxisw pali to stithos alla tha to thelei???????? Vgazw me to thilastrw kai ta filaw sthn katapsiksh alla oxi oso sixna tha eprepe distixos Katarxhn thelw na euxithw sto Maraki to ksenitemeno giati den exw prolavei akomi..... Maraki na sou zhsei o 3os gios, panta geros na einai san ta psila vouna kai kalotuxos..Mexri twra exei apodiksei pos einai maxiths kai tou aksizoun ta kalitera Shmera egina kai theia gia defterh fora, gennhse h nifh mou ena koritsaki 3800 kila kai eimaste dipla enthousiazmenoi sthn oikogenia mou.... Elpizw kapia stigmh na vrw xrono na sas grapsw gia ton diko mou toketo, htan thavmasios kai ton euxaristithika....

Geia sas koukles... Mpika gia ligo apla gia na sas enimerosw pos gennhsa enan paidaro thn Paraskevh 4100 kila kai 54 pontous me fisiologiko toketo kai eimaste kai oi 2 mia xara, epistrepsame sto spiti mas exthes to meshmerh kai den prolavenoume na thilazoume ton mpoumpouko pou einai faganoutsiko mwraki.. Molis mporesw tha mpw na diavasw kai ta dika sas neakia....Filia koritsia, paw twra na taisw ton antra ths zwhs mou (I'M IN LOVE AGAIN)

Axxx koritsia apo to anxos mou shmera exw plakothei stis doulies kai me vlepw avrio na me pigenoun me forio sto maieftirio. Molis teliosa kai ta teleftea rouxa pou eixa gia sidero kai meta to programa exei mpanaki alla to mali tha to isiosw to proi gia na eimai freskia... To thlefono mou xtipaei astamatita shmera kai egw anxonome akomi perisotero, o antras mou klasika doulevei alla prhn ligo pou perase apo to spiti me pire to parapono kai tou evala tis fones giati thelw na einai edw mazi mou to vradi.... Eipe pos tha erthei giro sths 11, ante na doume... Eftixos exw akomi thn mikrh edw(tha perasei na thn parei o petheros mou sths 10) kai eimaste olo agapes kai louloudia shmera.....

Euxaristw koritsia gia tis euxes sas, mou dinete kouragio.. Na me skefteste ligaki aurio kai na mou stelnete thetikh energia tha thn xriastw sigoura

Vre Jada mou ti nea einai auta? Silipitiria kai perastika se esas kai kirios sthn aderfh sou, alo kako na mhn sas vrei.... Gia to mwraki sou mhn anisixeis, ola ta mwrakia den vgenoun megala einai kai kanadio akomi pou exoun mikroulia apo ta koritsia. Molis vgei tha parei ta pano tou me thn frontida kai to galataki ths mamas Eugenia vale mpros isa pou prolaveneis kanena kolpaki, prhn vgei o mpempis sou kai den exeis matia gia alon antra meta....

Eugenia ida kai emas pou kanoume ti kataferame, oute sispasois oute tpt Kai sthn alh pou den kaname giati eimastan sto spiti ton gonion mou kai den mas voleve vgike prhn thn wra ths...

S'efxaristw simpethera mou pou me skeftese.. Mikitas eee?? Na sou pw egw ti ekana gia na anakoufistw kapote pou eixa vgalei mikita (mhn gelaseis) Evaza giaourti kai me voithise polu, stous mikites aresei ena oksino perivalon kai to giaourti einai alkaliko opote den to afinei na polaplasiastei..Alla esena sou edose kai ipotheto opote kane kalitera auto pou sou eipe o giatros... Oso gia to perpatima den nomizw na iparxei kapios xronos siggekrimenos, an eisai atomo pou gimnazete kai sinithizes to perpatima nomizw pos mporei na antexeis perisotero, alla egw pou eimai lapas ta 45 lepta mou akougonte marathonios Roula twra nomizw pos tha gennhsw egw proth, alla esu tha pas toulaxiston afthormita enw egw me kovw gia kesarikh aurio AAAAA nai exeis kai gennethlia shmera [smilie=occasion13.gif] XRONIA SOU POLLA NA TA EKATOSTISEIS..

Geia sas koritsia, ti mou kanete shmera?? Egw exthes ponousa shmera tpt...Eipa mhpos glitosw thn proklish alla den to vlepw.. Pantos eimai etimh gia aurio (ksiristika kiolas ) kai to apogevma lew na to perasw me thn korh mou pou exei psiloanxothei to kaimeno gia tis meres pou tha eimaste xoria. Psixologika eimai kapos vevea auto to programatizmeno den mou aresei kai polu alla....... Emena pantos to sex den me voithise katholou, to perpatima den to dokimasa kan kai ta kaftera den mporw na ta faw outos h alos giati tha exw provlima me to stomaxi mou... Pantos koritsia opies exete agoria mhn viazeste na tous vgalete giati lene pos ta agoria einai kalo na pernoun olo ton mhna tous, einai opos se ola tous ligaki piso apo ta koritsia

Nininaki mhn anxonese kopela mou apo toso noris, meta to xrono sou lene oi giatroi sinithos na arxiseis na psaxnese.. Afou exete kanei eksetasois kai ola einai kala tha erthei kai to mwraki sas.... Auta pou grafeis oti kaneis einai oti xirotero, dld na mhn zeis Kai to potaki sou na pineis kai to tsigaraki sou na kaneis (vevea kalo einai na to kopseis telios) alla an einai na eisai egguos outos h alos sthn arxh den trefete apo esena to sporaki kai ena potaki kapou kapou den mporei na to vlapsei... Akomi na ksereis pos kai thn hmera ths woriksias na exeis epafh oi pithanotites gia mia eggumoshnh einai mono 25%, alla egw sou lew pos tha erthei mhn anxonese kai taleporise adika. Kita na xareis ton antra sou twra pou tha einai sinexia sto spiti kai eiste akomi monoi..Giati meta kai na thelete me paidi sto spiti diskola ta pragmata

Axxx koritsia shmera ponaw anipofora apo kato, alla mono otan kathome Oute to proino mou den mporesa na faw kathisth..Otan ksaplonw vevea iremw kai twra pou kathome sthn karekla tou grafiou ipoferw.. Prhn ligo pou milisa me thn mama mou mou eipe oti isos ksekinaei siga,siga o toketos alla sispasois den esthanome akomi.. O antras mou pige na ferei thn mikrh apo to sxolio molis girisei tha tou pw na me voh8isei na telionw me thn valitsa mou giati teliosan ta psemata shmera kai avrio einai kai meta genname kai exw arxisei na anxonome epikindina Anastasia na se rotisw ligo me to xeri sou ti ginete, exei kaliterefsei twra pou gennhses?? Pes nai giati an den kaliterefse tha trelathw, emena me exei pethanei sinexia einai moudiazmeno kai ponaw. Enina giati argoun toso polu h eksetasois sou?? H kaliergia na to katalavw alla h gennikh ouron vgenei thn idia mera. Makari na mhn einai tpt.

Anastasia mou na sou zhsei to koritsaki sou. H genna sou mou fanike oneirikh opos prepei, den ithele na se pedepsei polu to zouzouni sou Elpizw na einai panta etsi na exete mia oneirikh zwh mazi me to paidaki sas, na eiste eftixizmenh opos thn proth stigmh pou thn antikrisate kai panta me ugia gia olous sas... Polla filia sthn zouzouna...

Kalhmera K.T.K. Meta apo 1,5 xrono peripou arxisame na psaxnomaste me ton antra mou, mipos kai ipirxe kapio provlima. Ksekinisame apo ton sizigo me spermodiagrama, ekei den fanike na iparxei kapio simantiko provlima ektos pou eixe arketh vlenh sto sperma pou to periorize stin kinitikotita, tou edose o ourologos mia agogh gia 2 mhnes kai to diorthosame afto. Egw ekana salpiggografia gia na doume pos kai ekei eimastan ok kai gia kapio diastima eperna progesteronh kai ormones gia na prokalesoume polaplh woriksia, alla tzifos...Ospou me kourasan ola afta kai ta paratisa ola, ase pou ponousa para polu kathe fora pou htan oi meres ths woriksias, sxedon den mporousa na perpatisw apo ton pono... O giatros pou exw shmera pantos (alaksa giatro) einai kata olon auton ton ormonon pou eperna xoris logo epidi den eixame kapio provlima kai opos apodixtike den ta xriazomastan telika... Elpizw na voh8isa ligaki.. Oti aporia exeis mhn distaseis na me rotiseis oso mporw kai kserw tha sou apantw...

Kalhmera koritsares mou... Exthes alaksame eteria (apo forthnet to pigame sthn Cyta) kai den eixa thlefono, eskasa milame olh mera.... Exthes eixa kai to telefteo rantevou me ton giatro mou....Koritsia kserete poso mou ton evgale ton mpempi ston uperixo 4300 Vevea mou eksigise pos einai diskolo na metrisoume akrivos twra alla ta 4 kilakia ta exoume stantar kai peripou 52 pontous. Eftixos o giatros to exei dei san prosopiko tou stixima na me ksegenisei fisiologika giati einai h defterh genna mou kai thelei na to palepsoume alla mou dinei 50-50%, makari na ta kataferw alla tha einai mia diskolh genna mazi me ola ta ala einai kai terastio to mwro vlepete.. Thn teleftea fora kai egw ton antra mou evala na me voithisei sto ksirizma kai avrio pou tha etimastw gai thn megalh mera tha ton valw na me ksirisei kontra gia na mhn me paspatevoun oi maies, den thelw. Alithia prepei na ta ksirisw ola ola gia pite mou oi palies kai empires????

Egw na sas pw thn alithia den to ekana epitides, apla kourastika na eimai xalia kathe mhna pou erxotan h kataramenh kai epidi den douleva apofasisa na valw protereotita auto sthn zwh mou pleon.. Arxisa na psaxnw gia doulia na stelnw viografika kai to mialo mou ksefige apo to mwro. To simantikotero de htan pos stamatisa na vlepw ton antra mou san mixanh anaparagoghs kai arxisa na efxaristieme to sex kai oxi na metraw meres kai wres opos prhn... Oute skeftomoun pote eixa periodo thn teleftea fora giati den me eniaze pleon, eimoun sigourh pos den tha kataferw na kanw alo paidi opote giati na xalieme kathe mhna... Na fantastite pos ekino to paidaki mou to exasa sthn 12h evdomada (palindromise) kai eimoun rakos alla 5 Ianouariou ekana thn apoksish kai 8 Fevrouariou eixa thn teleftea mou periodo, emina egguos ton epomeno mhna ksana xoris na to katalavw...Pios egw??? Pou pedevomouna 3 xronia twra eimoun pali egguos??? Eftixos authn thn fora pigan ola kala kai se liges meres tha ton exw sthn aggalia mou kai tha eimai mia eutixizmenh manoula 2 paidion pleon.... EUXOME SINTOMA KAI ESEIS NA EXETE ENA GERO SPORAKI STHN KILITSA SAS...FILIA....

Anastasia mpikes idi sthn routina ths manoulas eee??? Axxx auta ta zouzounia pou mas pernoun ta miala me to pou geniounte... Na sas pw ti mou thn dinei perisotero apo ola twra? To oti prepei sinexia na eimai sthn trixa me to mali kai genika panikovalome sthn idea mipos kai prepei na figw polu grigora apo to spiti kai den prolavw oute ena ntouzaki na kanw....Den eimai telios vlima telika???

[quote name='"natali.str Ευη καλα κρατει ο μικρος ε?χεχε νταξει μωρε μην ανησυχεις που θα παει θελει δεν θελει θα βγει! χεχε α! τι εγινε με το χαλι στο παιδικο? βρηκες αλλο? [/quote'] Natali to xali sto paidiko den mou to efere akomi, tha to ksanaplenan na doun an mporoun na to sosoun telika. Mou eferan ta ala kai den mou pire lefta pros to paron gia na doume ti tha ginei...

Geia sas koritsakia.... Ksekinisame dinamika kai authn thn evdomada me to Maraki, apo edw kai pera tha exoume gennitouria kathe evdomada mexri ta Xristougenna..... Egw shmera piga gia kardiotokografo, to mwro einai mia xara apo sispasois omos miden..Otan ta ide h maia mou leei "etsi koritsi mou esu den gennas".. Ektos pou kontevw na skasw, wres wres nomizw pos tha mou anevei sto laimo h kiloumpa giati den exei katevei katholou, idika otan exw faei... Athina kalos hrthes sthn pareoula mas, na sou zhsei kai h 3h korakla... Natalaki eisai h souper mammy mas me tosa mwra sto spiti afou den trelathikes akomi mia xara eisai Eugenia mia xara mou akougonte afta ta tzolia, ximoniatiko fagitaki gia vradies me kokkino krasaki...Axx ti eipa h kakomira, krasaki mazi me kalo fagaki Enina kai emeis shmera epitelous strosame kai ta teleftea mas xalia kai twra mporw na isixasw kai apo auto to vasano, o antras mou na einai kala dld giati egw pleon den mporw na parw ta podia mou... AAAA sas eipa den sas eipa, den exw astragalo pleon exei ginei ena me ta podia mou apo thn katakratish..

Kala oles exete sispasois ektos apo emena mou fenete Toso polu tou aresei ekei mesa??? Eugenia na se rotisw ligo, ta tzolia ti einai?????? Rapanaki thn Paraskevh thelw den thelw gennaw,tha me valei mesa gia proklish....

Den mporw na se fantastw esena san giouvarlaki pantos, sigoura tha eisoun mia kouklara opos se ida kai shmera.... Kai h lovie me thn mikroskopikh kilitsa, ftou ftou skorda... Genika sas simpathisa oles para polu kai xerome pou katafera na erthw sthn sinantish telika...

Seuxaristw polu Anastasia mou gia ta kala sou logia... Metaksi mas omos san giouvarlaki me podia eimai

Kalhspera kai apo emena koritsia... Egw proth fora sas sinantisa shmera kai den mporw na pw pos exoume polumilisei edw sto mamy, alla esthanthika san na sas kserw xronia kai perasame polu wraia shmera egw kai h Flwra...An den htan kai auth h paliozesth ekei mesa tha htan telia Kapies fwtografies pou evgale h Xrusa me thn mixani mou tha tis perasw aurio giati shmera eimai komatia apo thn kourash... Lipame pou den tha eimai kai thn alh Kuriakh alla exw kati simantiko na kanw opos kserete , elpizw argotera na kanonisoume kai ales sinantisois kai na ksanavrethoume....

Kalhspera koritsakia mou.. Prhn ligo mazeftikame sto spitaki mas kai esthanome les kai exw na koimithw kana 2 meres Shmera pigame sto xorio (ekei psifizoume) kai perasame olh thn mera ekso trogontas kai pinontas mazi me pareoula, h mikrh epekse kai etrekse me thn psixh ths.... Aurio tha paw sthn klinikh gia kardiotokografo to proi kai thn Trhth pali ston giatro. Elpizw na vgei mexri thn Paraskevh kai na mhn xriastei na kanoume proklish... Mariakap aurio einai h megalh mera, ante me to kalo ola kala tha pane kai meta theloume ta nea sas..Aloste esu eisai veteranos, to exeis ksanakanei merikes fores....