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Axxx an sas pw ti skeftomoun twra, prepei oposdipote na kataferw na katevw Athina fetos. Na pioume kai ena kafedaki face to face vre aderfe, an kai egw me kafedaki den simvivazome (mono) an erthw ekei thelw kai kanena mprizolaki na sinodevete kai me krasaki an einai dinaton....

Ti kala Marietta na se kamarosoume kai nhfoula mia mera..Pantos dikio exei h Anastasia mia fasaria kai ksemperdevete me ola gamovaftish......

AAAAA eseis to klisate to magazi ntip gia ntip... Egw 3 fores to ekana mono ton telefteo mhna kai den eimastan oute kan mazi sinexia... Apla siggrinw me to prhn giafto lew pws exei pesei h doulia.... Marietta exeis apolito dikio, den mporei sigoura na se piraksei kapios pou sou einai adiaforos. Kai egw malon to paizw polu sklirh gia na pethanw alla katavathos eimai malakh san voutiro... Ti eipa pali vradiatika

Roula tha prepei na episkefthoume ton Askith omadikos gia seminario mou fenete..... Emena o antras mou pou thelei sinexia ko ko kai egw den tou kathome.. Me anxonei kai autos me ta saliarizmata tou....

Egw pali koritsia tous evala kai mou eferan ena anapodo kathizmataki apo thn Souhdia giati einai pio asfalh h metafora se anapodo kathizmataki mexri ta 4 peripou lene ..Mexri stigmhs kala ta pame sto autokinito, molis mpenei mesa kserenete ston upno..

Pw, pw akomi sas ksipnane thn nuxta eee??? Eftuxos tetia den exoume... Kalhnuxta rebbeka.

Kale ti xazomares einai autes, akou ekei na mhn sas valei mesa giati eiste pantremenei me politiko. Kai emeis otan vaftisame thn korh den eixame thriskeftiko gamo akomi kai mia xara eimastan mesa sthn eklhsia... Kai egw kapos etsi eimoun Roula, den elega pote kouventa gia na mhn tous pikranw alla twra pou ta lew me theoroun paraksenh kai glosou. Apla twra den exw kan thn diathesh na asxolithw alo to exw parei apofash pws eimai monh mou kai tha asxoloume mono me thn oikogenia mou apo edw kai pera.. Gia to alo thema pou lete kai egw mia apo ta idia, den exw diathesh gia tetia alla emena mou kopike h oreksh apo tote pou evala to spiral Les kai epidi kserw oti den tha exoume esto mia katalathos egkumoshnh den xriazete na asxolithw alo me to thema afto...

Vlepw mazeftike pali to pareaki, oles vradines mou eiste... Paw na kanw ena tsigaro kai epanerxome, mafta kai me ta ala arxisa na kapnizw pali

Maraki egw tha sou pw apo twra xronia polla mias kai tha figeis aurio, na eisai panta gerh kai sintoma, polu sintoma egkuoula sou euxome ...... Xalarose kai apolafse thn prospathia kai ola tha pane kala authn thn fora tha ginei apo mono tou....

Anastasia mou poso se xerome pou pernate kala me thn oikogenia sou, panta etsi na eiste... Kai h vaftish akougete souper, ligoi kai kaloi opos prepei. H Sofoula exei ginei sketo alani ee?? Olo sthn volta thn exeis mpravo..

Axxx auto einai to megalitero mou anxos, na mhn pikranw etsi pote ta paidia mou.. Isos perimenw polla apo authn twra pou menoume toso makria kai den prolavenw na thn xortasw otan eimaste mazi, apla nomiza pws kai auth exei thn idia anaggh me emena alla malon kanw lathos..

Auto lew kai egw Maria, pws apo tis mamades mas perimenoume ala pragmata idika otan den se vlepei olo ton xrono kai ipotithete pws irthe gia mena fetos..Otan gennhsa den irthe giati tha gennouse kai h nufh mou tis idies meres kai den mporouse kai kala giati eprepe na exei thn megalh tous, les kai h nufh mou den exei mana. Oso htan o aderfos mou sto spiti den skeftike oute mia fora na kanei ola afta pou ithele kai ta thimithike thn mia evdomada pou tha eimastan mones mas..Prhn thn vaftish ithele na parei forema giati afto pou eixe parei den mou arese kai anti na pame mazi opos ths eipa dialekse na paei Serres me tis ksaderfes mou gia psonia....Ase exw pikrathei para polu mazi ths kai to kako einai pws oute kan to katalave....

Rebbeka kalos sas vrika, pes mas kai esu ta dika sou an theleis na kselafroseis, an gia na pw thn alithia egw katholou den kselafrosa apla sinxistika pali

Maraki ti na pw Auth h gunneka einai olo ekpliksois, nomiza pws ta eixa akousei ola alla to na klineis ta paidia sou sto parko me kontra plake apo pano kai na einai se ilikia pou na mporoun na fonaksoun thn gitonisa na ta eleftherosei den to eixa ksanaakousei to omologw..Kala lew egw pws xriazete psuxiatro h gunneka.... Egw opos sas elega kai prhn to kalokairi perimena na erthei h mama mou gia na ton afisw kai egw kapou merikes meres na kseniasw ligaki kai isos na pigename kai kapou me ton antra mou alla mono afto den egine telika..Apo thn hmera pou pigame sto xwrio to mwro egine san thn vdela, kolise epano mou kai den mporousa oute na ton afisw gia na paw gia pipi mou. H Flwra me thn anepsia mou sinexia malonan kai h anepsia mou sinexia tsirize giati san mikroterh pou einai (2,5) den mporouse na ta vgalei pera me thn Flwra alla olo tsampouka thn prokalouse kala kala ala meta fonaze otan evlepe ta diskola.. Emeis sinexia na kanoume to dietith. Ta mwra den eixan tis idies wres ston upno kai to ena ksipnouse to alo koimotan sinexia mes sto anxos eimoun...Na mhn ta polilogw epikratouse to xaos mesa sto spiti apo oles tis plevres. Gia na mpeis na kaneis mpanio eprepe na pareis sira protereotitas, o paggos ths kouzinas monimos gematos giati sinexia kapios etroge kai kai kai..............Eskasa sas lew... Apopirathika mia fora na figw me ta paidia alla me ganiasan to kefali oi gonois mou kai kala oti auto to perimenan na ginei mias kai eimaste tosa atoma mesa sto spiti, ta paidia einai logiko na kanoun fasaria kai kati tetia. Mou leei kai h mana mou " PWS THA ME MATHEI TO PAIDI GIA NA TO KRATISW META"?? Ipotithete pws otan tha efevgan o aderfos mou diakopes tha eixe xrono mono gia ta dika mou ta paidia. Edw gelame Ironika vevea...........Kanw kai egw ipomonh pou lete nomizontas pws tha apozimiothw afou tha eixa epitelous ligo xrono gia na ksedosw kai egw san anthrwpos... Na prosthesw episis pws olo afton ton kairo den piga pouthena ektos apo kati tavernoules sto xwrio, mazi me to paidi enoite... Kapies fores ekana kai thn ntanta ta vradia giati evgenan oloi volta kai egw kratousa ola ta paidia mazi. Siga, siga arxise kai o mikros na ksekolaei apo pano mou kai na pigenei kai stous alous alla panta fenotan san na eixe mia agonia otan den eimoun ekei.. Ftanei pou lete h evlogimenh mera to proigoumeno Savvato pou efige o aderfos mou me thn oikogenia tou gia thn Skiatho kai h Flwra efige me ta petherika mou gia liges meres na paei na kanei kanena mpanio to paidi giati me thn koloapergia ton taxi toses meres tinaxtike o proipologizmos ston aera kai mazi mafton kai h diakopes mou..Alh ponemenh istoria afth.......... Lew kai egw sthn mama mou pws thelw na katevw Thessalonikh na perasw esto merikes meres mazi me ton antra mou kai ti mou leei, " aaa kai emena h meres mou einai metrimenes Euh kai thelw mazi me thn theia sou na petaxtoume kai sto diko mou to xwrio otan tha exei h ksaderfh sou repo kapia mera mes sthn evdomada" (H theia mou krataei to mwro ths ksaderfhs mou)..Ti na kanw den milisa eixe kai kapies ipoxreosois ekei olh thn Deftera elipan sto xwrio ths.. Trhth Tetarth egw proetimazw to edafos twra gia na figw ipotithete Tetarth vradi kai na girisw Paraskevh..Thn vazw na koimizei to mwro, ola kala na to taizei pali ola kala, skeftome pws ola einai ok me to mwro den tha griniazei an figw giati an nomiza esto mia stigmh pws tha stenaxoriete o Triantafullos gia na kanw egw tis voltes mou den tha pigena pouthena... Tetarth proi twra kathomaste sto magazi ths ksaderfhs mou kai pinoume kafe, rotaw kai egw h afelhs ti wra pernaei to treno gia Thessalonikh kai me kitane kai oi duo mama kai theia les kai eimai eksogihnos. "Giati pou tha pas?" mou leei h theia mou "sthn Thessalonikh lew kai egw" petagete kai h ksipnia h mana mou kai ti mou leei? " Aaaxxx twra mas xalas ta sxedia" "Pia sxedia?" rwtaw kai egw tsatizmenh "Tipota, tipota" mou apantaei....Den kserete pws eniosa ekinh thn stigmh, mou erxotan na valw ta klamata alla kratithika, pira to karotsi me to mwro mou kai sikothika na figw, ston dromo den anteksa kai me piran ta zoumia..Piga spiti kai pira ston antra mou thlefwno na tsakistei na erthei na me parei meta thn doulia tou giati tha ekana fono an kathomoun kai alo ekei... Fisika apo piso erxotan kai h mama mou alla oute na thn vlepw den ithela.. Sto spiti mou leei "Afou sou eixa pei pws mia apo autes tis meres tha katevoume sthn Serres me ton mpampa sou kai thn theia sou gia psonia, outos h alos to paidi den kathete mazi mou"... "EEEE tote ths lew kai egw klaigontas na mhn me ksesikoneis kai na mou les pws tha kratiseis to mwro gia na kseskasw kai egw epitelous", epidi mono auth me katalavenei etsi leei....... "2 meres den katalaves pws sas dokimazw na dw an kathete to mwro mazi sou" ths lew.. Otan to apogevma mazeva ta pragmata mou gia na figw den to pisteve kai arxise ta poustika, "ase to mwro kai fige oses meres theleis, egw tha to kratisw".....Oute me sferes ths lew den afinw to mwro mou edw... Axxx sas pira monoterma kai an m'afisete tha pw kai ala alla sas lipame kai tha thn telwsw edw thn istoria mou... Ta simperazmata ta afinw na ta vgalete mones sas.....

Geia sou Panayiota, xerome pou sas elipsa ligaki Me gia to dwntaki sas, mhn stenaxoriese pou den kathete akomi, kai emena h Flwra eixe argisei polu na katsei, sinexia ths eixa kati piso sthn plath gia na mhn peftei san to touvlo kai xtipaei to kefalaki ths... Alla na sas pw thn alithia den eixa katalavei oti eixa mwro mes sto spiti opou thn afina kathotan kai epaize kai egw ekana ta panta xoris na fovame enw twra trexw kai den ftanw me ton ekserevnith mou

Telika malon paramilaei ston upno tou Eriksa mia matia stis fwtografies sou Roula apo thn vaftish, kouklakia eiste oloi sas, na sas zhsei o Filipos an thimame kala... Maraki vgalame kai dwnti vlepw eee kai paei na skasei mith kai deftero twra??? Emeis exoume 4 twra kai se ligo tha enfanistoun kai ala apo oti fenete giati exoun pristei ta oula tou polu ... Simpethera mou diavasa sta petaxta kai ta dika sou nea gia tis etimasies ths vaftishs, ola wraia den lew alla polu xerome pou teliwsa me ola afta kai den anxonome pleon gia tetia pragmata... Otan parw sta xeria mou fwtografies apo thn dikh mas vaftish tha sas valw kai fwto na mas kamarosete. O dikos mou pleon den kathete defterolepto kai thelei sinexia ena atomo apo piso tou kai to kako den einai oti paei pantou mpousoulontas alla oti einai monimos orthios kai skarfalonei sta pio epikindina meri. Exthes proth mera sto spiti pali arxise na kanei doulies to palikari, evgale ta katsarolika apo to ntoulapi kai meta apo to alo ntoulapi ta makaronia...Lete na ithele na mou pei kati????? Travaei h oreksh kamia makaronada ??

Manoulitses mou kalhmera..... To poso mou exete lipsei olon afton ton kairo einai perito na to pw alla sas to lew. Mou exete lipsei polu, polu, polu .....Distixos den exw prolavei na diavasw ta nea sas giati ipopsiazome pws tha einai arketa mias kai elipa 4 evdomades apo to spiti mou... Girisa noritera apo oti provlepotan giati na sas pw thn alithia skulovarethika sto xwrio toses meres.. Tha ksanapaw vevea gia ton 15Augousto giati giortazei h mama mou alla den thelw na mhnw ekei mexri na figoun kai psilopareksigithikan oi gonois mou giati tous pernw ta paidia kai den tha ta xortasoun oso ithelan... Mpwrei na fenome ligo skula me afthn mou thn praksh alla distixos efiga arketa pikramenh apo thn stash ths mamas mou se kapia pragmata pou gia kapious mporei na fenonte mikra alla gia mena den einai.. Telos panton as mhn sas zalizw kai esas me ta dika mou melanxolika kai as poume pio euxarista pragmata.... AAAAA ksipnise o Triantafullenios mou kai malon tha prepei na afisw ta euxarista gia argotera.

AAAAA ksexasa na sas pws shmera exoume kai gennethlia, to koritsaki mou klinei ta 7......To vradi tha to glentisoume se paidotopo.....

Geia sas koritsia... Exw polu kairo na mpw kai den prolavenw na diavasw ta nea sas.. Mpenw apo ths ksaderfhs mou to pc kai den exw xrono na sas pw polla, polla.. Eimai akomi sto xwrio mou kai exthes vaftisame to mpoumpouki mas ton Triantafullo .. Perasame wraia kai to kamari mou me evgale asproprosoph, den eklapse katholou isa isa pou miraze xamogela stous kalezmenous mas.... Sas filw gia twra kai elpizw na vrw efkeria na ksanampw sintoma....

Geia sas koritsares mou... Exw psofisei aftes tis meres plenw siderwnw sinexia kai exthes ekei pou kathomastan me ton antra mou anakalipsame pws tha einai monos edw 8 meres kai prepei na tou etimasw fagita kai na valw sthn katapsiksh gia na mhn trwei etimatzidika, ante na dw pote tha prolavw Exw kai kommwtirio to apogevma opote tha xasw olo to apogevma stous dromous. Teleftea fora pou evapsa to mali mou htan arxes Ianuariou to 2010 kai twra kanonika den thelw na ta vapsw alla epidi me thn vafh tha stekonte kalitera (giati sklirenei ligo h trixa) kai tha paroun mia lampsh lew na to kanw telika. To kalo olon auto ton kairo einai pws anakalipsa oti den exw oute mia asprh trixa Axxx sas afinw giati o mikros tha dialisei to grafio sto telos (ton exw aggalia). FILAKIAAAAAA....

Marietta kala na perasete kai eseis stis diakopes sas, fantazome to autokinito sas na gernei elafros pros ta piso apo to fortoma. Proth fora diakopes me to mwro tha exeis sikosei olo to spiti Axxxx polu stenoxorieme pou malon den tha mporw na epikinonw mazi sas meta ths 15 tou mhna, elpizw na vrw kai fetos sima gia to laptop

Na me kai egw.......Shmera exw vrasei ti zesth kanei, ouffff. Anastasia na pw pws den se zilevw pou kaneis mpanakia eno emeis psinomaste tha pw psemata Apo thn pemth tha eimai kai egw sto xwrio mou kai tha drosizome. Na valeis ta videakia me thn Sofoula otan girisete. Marietta polu mou arese to olo skiniko pou dimiourgises gia thn hmera ths vaftishs mas alla egw kai h thea pou perigrafeis den exoume kamia sxesh Panayiota ton mikro mas tha tou dosoume to onoma tou mpampa mou, kai to onoma autou.....Triantafullos... Eirhnh sou efxome meta tis diakopes na girisete 5 sto spiti, na exeis kai ena thiliko sporaki sthn kilia sou... Maraki akomi eisai mpoukomenh?? Auto den ipoferete me tpt na exei 40 vathmous ekso kai na eisai kai kriomenh, ap pa pa... Roula me to kalo na vaftisete kai esois ton leventi sas, na valeis kai esu fwto na se kamarosoume.. Pantos kai egw exw mperdeftei me to augo kai me ta alatia, o enas giatros leei etsi o alos alios ti na kanoume kai emeis telika..Emena den mou eipe tpt gia augo mono oti mporw na arxisw me giaourti apo ton 8o mhna kai genika mporoume na trome ola ta laxanika kai ta frouta ektos apo fraoules...

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Roula s'euxaristw polu gia tis euxes, kai esena na einai kaloforeto. Pote me to kalo vaftizete?? Pw, pw koritsia exw edw kai meres pou asxoloume me to project "xonakia gia zaxarota" pou apofasisa na ftiaksw monh mou alla malon ta kanw iperparagogh kai den len na teliwsoun ta atima. Kathe fora pou ksekinaw pws ginete na me pianei mia nusta alo prama, isos giati ta pianw meta ths 12 ??